saw my friend's nick on msn: If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking.. i wonder.. i wonder if i'm still looking..

had dinner at tty's house yesterday.. hmmm.. technically speaking should be 2 days ago.. anyway, emu was treated to a singing and guitar session.. courtesy of tty and gang.. lol..

watched jumper today.. e idea was ok.. but e plot wasn't really decently developed.. after seeing e movie i thought it had some similarity to how i do things in my dreams, esp with respect to teleporting.. a clear image of yr destination is important.. as is e visualization of e end result of a stunt tt one does in a dream, in order for e stunt to be successful.. actually i guess important is a bit of an understatement.. probably more of critical.. not sure if i'm able to do multiple consecutive jumps/teleport in my dreams.. and my teleports are actually non-violent.. unlike e jumps in e movie.. think i might wanna try e multiple consecutive jump sometime..

was bathing just now when i thought about e concepts of consciousness, thought and will.. i guess e majority of us take those stuff for granted.. wat does it mean to be conscious? how powerful is our subconsciousness in influencing our behaviour? wat is it to think? to have tt voice in yr head reading out loud these very words tt u r reading now? how strong is yr will, exactly?

after 13 years of dream control, i have understood those concepts better and also seen how powerful they really are.. e mind is really an amazing thing..