have a pletora of stuff to blog about... but first... changed my blog song... the new song, sadness and sorrow (tt's the song name), came from the naruto anime episode 4 (correct espisode?)... played during haku's encounter with naruto... a sad song... u might appreciate the song more if u watched the anime... really brings out the mood of the story...

kk... i've been lambasted from many sides about things concerning me... yes... my blog skin is still this v one tt u are staring at... then again, i'm acutally not really compelled to change it... the black and white contrast works well for me... i love black...

i admit it was not really appropriate for me to wear wat i wore last sat... going along with wat's comfortable for me shouldn't have been applied for the occasion... agreed... i'm guilty... change of wardrobe desperately needed...

to lei^3: are u sure NTI dao3 bi4 liao? the other time i was on my way back to camp and on the mrt when i saw this 2 guys in office attire board the train at raffles place... one of them was carrying this folder with the NTI logo on it... and from their conversations, i highly suspect tt they work for NTI... maybe u want to go check it out?

to huishi: hello! nice to see u here... hmmm... which reminds me tt i haven visited yr blog for some time liao...

to tty: hey, guess who i saw at the PC show @ EXPO? i saw ian! from ncc one... as usual, i wasn't the first to notice my friends... he called out my name and i was like who is this guy? then somehow his name just popped out... he was doing sales there... forgot for which company... enlisting in one month's time... studied in poly...

there's this advertisement playing on the tv lately... the ad on the visa credit card where u see this group of orang utans snatching away this couple's belongings and extorting them for bananas... must watch the full advertisement... really found it funny and v well done... wonder if the ad got nominated for the effie awards (which also have a advertisement of it's own... the one on the indian fire-breather...)

was looking through my hp msgs and wondering wat the ratio of msgs i receive from females compared to males was like... so it came out to be something like 138:24... wow... didn't noe tt it was so imbalanced... haha... ya... i can hear someone screaming: wah! i didn't noe tt songluck is so flirty... lol... hey, it's not tt i only msg the girls k? it's more like the guys seldom msg other guys (wat i'm saying is those friendship msgs)... which is a universal phenomenon i discovered quite a long time ago... so wat's the moral of the story?

my friend was telling me about this National Youth Achievement Award (NYAA)(http://www.nyaa.org) the other day... quickly scanned through the website just now... seems like the things needed to get the award are v much wat the things tt i strive to achieve but have put on hold (see 9/10/2004 post)... taking the first step towards getting the award (my friend suggested i head straight for the gold award... he personally have already gotten the silver) would most certainly get me going and moving... anyone interested to take up this challenge too? u can take a look at the weblink i provided above... would really be great if there are friends to push each other (me? haha) along to move towards this goal... but i guess wat i really need is support from my friends and family if i decide to go for the award...

guess i realised finally y i dread to go for certain outings... culprit identified: the workaholic me... i can't stand doing nothing... feel tt it's a utter waste of time... but i must add at this point tt another important factor for successful outings are the ppl tt actually bother to go for it... many a outing tt i've went to are not well planned out and often, we spend time (a long time) deciding wat to do next...

yesterday's NDP rehearsal was an eventful one... eventful in the bad sense... i just pray future rehearsals be less eventful... for those who want to noe wat happened, can ask me any time...

was flipping through yesterday's lifestyle (i love sunday's papers) and found the article on hitchhiking in singapore interesting... ah hah! not surprisingly my camp easily got into the top 10 most ulu place in singapore... below was the description given: Sungei Gedong Road -- Ask any NSman where this place is and chances are, he will say it's in Siberia. The army camp here is so ulu that army boys say taxi drivers are reluctant to accept even bookings.

how true! but also cannot blame the taxi drivers la... tt place is well, ulu...

Long holiday!!! Weeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! it's christmas time lo... time to go out with friends, go orchard to soak in the christmas festive season and just basically laze ard...

received a pleasant surprise when i saw an envelope on my desk as i walked into my room yesterdae (i booked out yesterdae...)... unfamiliar handwriting i thought... looked like a girl's handwriting too... well, i was right... quite an unexpected greeting card from her (not lynda)...

developed this habit lately of putting myself into another person's shoes and seriously thinking about wat tt person is thinking as he/she goes about doing his/her stuff... like when i'm in the train, i would sometimes look at other people and just wonder what is going on in their minds... sort of like trying to read another person's emotions through his eyes/body movements/conversations...

on other stuff: had feedback tt u all might not be able to see the pictures tt i posted here... aka they are seen as crosses... well, if right clicking on the cross and pressing 'show picture' does not help, u can still view them on http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/songluck00/album?.dir=/3456 ...

was watching a sun morn tv programme last week... saw this young girl (the one who won the green apple award at the recent star awards...)... wow... great stage command and display of confidence... i'm impressed...

i'm starting to wonder if i'll ever pass one week without having getting pissed off by other ppl's mannerisms... maybe i'm getting more easily irritated...

heard this weird announcement on the mrt todae... it went something like tt... 'dear passengers please kindly move towards the centre of the car...' ... car? isn't it supposed to be called the cabin? hmmm...

went to chinatown with bra and kien heng (whom i mentioned earlier in this blog... the guy whose gastures are gayish...) todae to buy some cheap cds... i bought 'Stefanie' (sun yan zi) and 'A-du chun2 qing2 ge1' (A-du)... the stef cd cost me $5.50 and the other, $7.50... cheap eh? original cd some more...

just a breakdown of who's where doing what now...

NUS
lynda, peiru, janice, wanjin: pharmacy
cynthia: bioengineering
wenyan: chemical engineering
jo anne: mechanical engineering
aiping: science
sirjana: biomedical science
vellachi: architecture

NTU
xinyi: business
szewan: engineering
yixiang, adelene: bioengineering

SMU
melissa: business
meiwen, yanfang: accountancy
meiju: psychology

Unknown(lol...)
weiyuan: biomedical technologies

the one significant thing tt i actually remember of this year is my meetings with melissa... it was not long after i dropped bio tt i discovered she had done the same too... albeit just wks b4 me in dec... oh... before i go any further... melissa is not she... she is lynda (the girl tt u see in the photo tt tty posted)... any 'she' hereafter (for this post only), refers to melissa...

still remembered tt i was pretty unsatisfied with the relationships tt i were in at tt time... most of time in school was spent with wei chang... didn't really had have any decent interaction with any girl... so i asked if melissa would mind spending the free periods during the bio lects with me... was actually quite surprised tt she agreed...

guess i didn't put it across to her clearly in the first place tt i was not dating her... afterall she had had an-all girls education b4 stepping into TJ and it seemed tt it was the first bgr tt she gotten herself in... it became known to me sometime in the middle of the year tt she had came to have a liking on me... just hoped tt she hadn't commited too much into our relationship... cos it must have hurt otherwise, to noe tt the person tt u like likes someone else...

tt kind of feeling i understand all too well... and i ticked myself off for not trying to prevent such a scenario happening on her... for the first time, i had unwitting caused hurt to a girl...