it's nitez out again todae... looks like this wk is gonna be quite a boring wk... me now slacking in my friend's house, using his com... zzz... actually got nothing worthy of blogging... just being bo liao...

http://www.6park.com/enter1/messages/68533.html (coutersy of tty) a song tt is composed using diff lines from diff songs... the tunes of the lines follow tt of the original song too... a neat effort...

been out of action for some time... cos of some internet connection problem... but finally got it fixed up and running...

went for range on fri... guess wat? i'm a MARKSMAN!!! lamez... think it's because the range this time round was much easier than last year's... anyway, a lot of other ppl also got the $200 and marksman badge... absolutely tiring... didn't have a gd sleep for 44hrs... wonder if any of my peeps spotted me with eyebags on yesterday's movie outing...

had a lot of blog reading to catch up on... anyway, downloading the maple story all over again... thanks to a stupid corrupted file... and the downloading now is taking like ages...

to ju-zi: hey... so sorry for always changing the outing details and making u rush... just unlucky tt u always watch sucky movies when u go out with us... haha... yeah... we should try out something new for our next outing... but had been thinking for a long time liao... i guess tt there's really not much to do on this small island... or maybe there is, but because we are too unhip or unresourceful enough to noe of any fun and cheap trills to spend away the wkend...

yo... so it's v-dae todae... happy valentine's day!!! let's see... tty, me and bra are all not attached... ju-zi is also not... so i guess tt only applies for emu? haha...

it's nites out tonite, but dun really feel like going out, given the fact tt i dun have any valentine to begin with... and to go out seeing couples being mushy to each other... ah... count me out...

browsed through the newspaper yesterdae... saw this headline saying how singaporean parents are feeling the heat from china students... sorta late tt they only brought up the issue now... maybe they had brought it up b4... perhaps it is because the number of china students studying here has increased...

i would like to think tt it is not a matter of whether the china students are brighter than the local ones, but tt they are more hardworking and naturally inquisitive... willing to learn beyond wat is taught in the books... tt's a point which i feel is lacking in the typical singaporean schooler... haiz... studying for the sake of a paper qualification...

i've been thinking for quite some time now tt some ppl who are reading my blog might be inferring the wrong things... i say this out of intuition and in the light of certain ways in which some ppl are interacting with me... i had never thought about this from another perspective b4... am i willing to be, on this blog, equally open-booked to everyone who reads my blog? someone who knows me well might be able to infer the correct things but another person, who is a mere acquaintance, might infer the wrong things and worse still, the opposite of wat i actually mean...

it is the latter tt bothers me... incorrect inferring... esp if the person who inferred wrongly plays a substantial role in my everyday life...

ahhh... i feel tt i'm starting to drift off and type nonsensically... anyway, it's time to sleep... oh ya... if i have time i might just tell u the strange dream i had of ju-zi and emu yesterday... dreams are often very weird stuff... haha... but tt's wat's nice about them, dun u agree?

valentine day's coming... and as wat had been for the past 19 years, this year's still a valentine-less day for me...

was watching SHE's mtv wo3 ai4 ni3 the other day... long music video tt set me thinking... there was this young girl and guy who were childhood lovers... so they were deeply in love for who-knows-how-many years when the cruelties of war separated them... at this point in time, i'll like to add tt they promised each other tt they would like each other, through this life-time and many more... before they separated, the girl passed a box to the guy, telling him tt she stored all her love for him in tt box and whenever he thought of her, he could open the box...

40 years later, the girl, now a married woman with children, managed to find out the whereabouts of the guy... they met up and the woman was surprised to find tt the guy had waited for her all this while and tt he had not opened up the box tt she had given him, in fear tt her love for him would disappear into the air... do i hear 'ohhhhhhhhh... so sad...'?

the woman felt guilty and sad... tt she had broken the promise tt they made years ago... and the thing was tt she still had feelings for him (despite being married to someone else)... so she made a decision tt would bring pain to many ard her... she asked for her husband's permission to let her go back to her childhood lover... and the husband agreed!!! and even bought a house for the 2 of them...

now, wat do u think about this whole thing?
1a) would you be like the guy, and wait for yr lover for so many years, 'blindly?' trusting tt she'll return to you, and yet knowing tt there might be a possibility tt she might have married someone else?
1b) if you are only willing to wait for yr lover only for a number of years (and not eternally), how many years do you think you'll wait for him/her? be trueful...
2) wat would you do if you were the woman's husband?

was taking a train back to camp some time back... saw this lady... prob in her mid or late 20s... quite surprised to find someone who is sooo feminine... reminded me of florence... the lady tt i saw was even more feminine than florence! and i thought florence was pretty feminine enough... i mean the first time when i saw florence... i think a few ppl might agree with me tt she has become less feminine through the years (but again, tt's not the main point)...

to find someone who is so extremely (maybe i've exaggerated a bit, but a bit is all it is) feminine comes as quite a surprise to me... feminine in all aspects... posture, way she holds her conversations, demureness, gestures... do i sense some lady's hair rising in anger? quite an extinct breed of ppl i guess, pretty much like the endangering of the gentleman...

Happy New Year!!! really busy this few days... managed to just squeeze in a bit of time to blog... to ju-zi: so sorry, i reply late... maybe u organise an outing? anyway, who was tt person who thought tt u were les? lol... wonder wat u did to make tt person think tt way... *eyes rolling*

finally created a new blog... www.allaboutdreams.blogspot.com an idiotproof blog add... going to use it to write all tt i know about dreams, in particular dream control... just to share some experience... anyway, u can access it from my blog drop-down list... currently dun have any posts on it yet... so u'll find yrself at a webpage saying tt the url is not found... still have not settled down on wat the blog's template should be...

ya... so now i have to prepare to go house visiting again... maybe i'll blog again on sat when i'm staying over at tty's place...

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