Bloons Tower Defence 2

saw my friend's nick on msn: If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking.. i wonder.. i wonder if i'm still looking..

had dinner at tty's house yesterday.. hmmm.. technically speaking should be 2 days ago.. anyway, emu was treated to a singing and guitar session.. courtesy of tty and gang.. lol..

watched jumper today.. e idea was ok.. but e plot wasn't really decently developed.. after seeing e movie i thought it had some similarity to how i do things in my dreams, esp with respect to teleporting.. a clear image of yr destination is important.. as is e visualization of e end result of a stunt tt one does in a dream, in order for e stunt to be successful.. actually i guess important is a bit of an understatement.. probably more of critical.. not sure if i'm able to do multiple consecutive jumps/teleport in my dreams.. and my teleports are actually non-violent.. unlike e jumps in e movie.. think i might wanna try e multiple consecutive jump sometime..

was bathing just now when i thought about e concepts of consciousness, thought and will.. i guess e majority of us take those stuff for granted.. wat does it mean to be conscious? how powerful is our subconsciousness in influencing our behaviour? wat is it to think? to have tt voice in yr head reading out loud these very words tt u r reading now? how strong is yr will, exactly?

after 13 years of dream control, i have understood those concepts better and also seen how powerful they really are.. e mind is really an amazing thing..

y do i feel like HP102 is repeating itself? really.. and i'm feeling tt this time it's not only gonna happen once, but twice.. not e time to elaborate much at e moment.. but i hope i do not blow up in rl like how i did a few posts back.. who knows wat i would do..

this aside and talking about other stuff, emu had erm wished tt i not say anything about e interview tt i mentioned in e previous post.. haha.. maybe not for now.. when we meet up at tty's place this fri perhaps? lol..

actually i dun think this post is gonna be a pleasing one.. just remembered tt i wanna blog about this group of ppl whom i call e People Politics Players (PPP).. e main characteristic of which would be being highly manipulative of other ppl.. slowly feeling e presence of this group of ppl as i progress along in life.. they manifest in any place with ppl.. duh.. take office as an example (office politics players).. i think tt a bit of low level PPP-ing is fine actually.. cos i think tt's part and parcel of e human nature.. but high level PPP-ing.. tt's wat i'm starting to experience with increasing frequency in recent times..

although it's not to say tt i'm new to it.. e best PPP i've encountered so far was during sec school days.. no mentioning of names here, but i guess quite a few ppl would agree with me in his level of PPP...

on other things.. realised tt my mom actually reads my blog.. not tt it's gonna change e way i have blogged for e past few years..

had a particularly lucid dream tt i controlled e other nite.. wanted to do something but in e end it was not to be.. haiz.. think i should really go figure out how to improve my summoning skills..