i guess this has more of became like a monthly affair for me.. just published an old draft (see e post b4 tty's).. had actually wanted to continue from there on, but then i changed my mind..

finding myself increasingly drawing away from social activity and interaction.. pretty much a contrast to my sec school days.. i don't know.. but it seems like i may just be slowly screwing up my life.. or maybe it's just that i'm going through something which i dun enjoy.. uni life has really fallen short of anything tt i had perhaps expected.. and this only served to pop up e question of wat education is all about in its true fundamental sense..

there has always been a conflict of e unconscious idealistic me and e pragmatic, realistic aspect of my being.. and i do not really noe wat to make of it.. seeing e world as a huge cauldron of irony.. and sometimes just feeling life is a drag..

so wat would probably maslow say of my situation? an unfulfilled need for love and belongingness i guess.. haha.. irony irony.. self diagnosis of my personal problems..

have been a long time since i had a heart-to-heart talk with anyone..

2 more papers left to clear and i've not studied for them yet.. and yet i do not now feel e anxiety of failing to finish studying in time.. which most probably would be e case.. negative energies can result in a pretty vicious cycle.. or in OB and psychology terms, e cycle of low self-efficacy..

OB has been e most enjoyable module so far.. i guess partly because enjoyment in an activity does have a positive co-relation to e accomplishment level in tt activity.. 3 A+ grades for e 2 reports and 1 personal assignment has helped to put me in a good position to get a good grade for e subject.. that is, if i didn't screw up my paper.. was surprised to hear from an acquaintance that he had actually left 40 marks of stuff blank.. and because he had spent too much time on e front questions.. and ya.. he had GPA 4.72 for last sem.. realised tt there were actually not many ppl who had a lower GPA than me.. and they are actually countable..

i guess there are many more things tt i had wanted to type about, but i guess they might just freak ppl out..

there are some things tt i yearn for and yet i do not say them.. because i noe tt if i did, e feeling will be different..

EDIT: OH YEA I DISPLACED THE SO CALLED STICKY. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHA.

"The Three Musketeers' Blog - Songluck, Mtzang & NoDnArB"

I didn't notice the blog title till like a few days ago. When was it changed? Mayb it will be more appropriate to name the blog "Songluck-of-the-Three-Musketeers's Blog with very very very very very occasional guest appearances by Mtzang and NoDnArB".

When was the last time I posted here? think about a year ago.

How come no updates from the main contributor of this blog? and the sticky is really really annoying leh.. =P

4 years pass in a flash... this blog started in JC2 and since then we've survived the A levels, 2yrs of army and our first year in uni. Funny I dun feel like any of us has changed at all.

Reading past entries evokes the feeling of nostalgia... JC days were much more carefree and relaxing for me. And more happening too. now life here in sydney... almost no life - as in out of the house life. Don't go to movies, eat out, shopping, things you do outside your house. My life revolves around the uni and the place I stay in. Kinda miss the days in the past.

Blog more after my exam... i've got shitload of stuff to study but only 1+ day left.... S H I T. . . .