enjoying my off in lieu todae... trying to make the best of it (or at least i'm trying to...)... guess it's just the usual story... guy friends are in army, girl friends are in uni, i'm alone in home, in front of the computer, crapping again... -.-

xinyi was msg-ing me the other dae, asking me to organise a class outing... wonder if i'll do tt anithime soon... most likely not... cos ya noe... the response is always bad... but nah, tt's not the main point... i'm going to wallaby soon and need to start preparing my stuff... anyway, next weekend is burnt in my case... cos gonna have mortar live firing... Ooooooooo...

it's sorta like a once-in-a-lifetime thingy... dun think will get any other chance to fire... sianz... todae book in and tml is outfield liao... and a long outfield too... hope it's a slack one... :p

next week looks to be a slack one, lest for the dae tt i'll be crying myself over in the smoke chamber... bleh...

so... last week wasn't my week... well guess wat? this week still aint my week... getting mored vexed and irritated by the activites happening around me... dun in the least think tt next week would be any better, from the look of wat's in the schedule for next week...

wat would have been just normal, tolerable nagging and irritation now just made me so pissed out tt it might just be time b4 i start to scream at those ppl causing all these nuisance...

sianz......... now there's this small financial mess tt i got myself into... talked about it in the previous posts b4... withdrawing quite some amount of money within a short period of time and not b4 long, all would be spent finish... gonna start digging out my book of accounts and continue keeping track of where all my $$$ go...

was just thinking how i would be surviving through the coporate world... quite often, i feel tt life is so boring... or maybe tt's because i'm in singapore... nah... maybe not...

http://www.miluku.com/chn/newyear/tangtomorrow.htm

Lo and behold! The legendary Mtzang who retired from the blogging scene sometime ago has resurfaced!

WHY?

Aiyah, going to ROC aka Taiwan for training. Before I go, being the sentimental person that I am, I'm going to make a little post.

Departing tommorrow morning at 0330, I'll only be back on 071004 @0130~ which means I'll be there for a horrifying 3 weeks, save for the last 3 days of R&R. Hope I can go to Taipei because according to my instructors, the other destination, Gaoxiong, is freaking boring. When I'm back, I'll have 4 days free... I am really looking forward to that. Hope by then I'd be able to meet the people I want to.

Sigh... leaving soon... about 3+ hours more before I set off to the airport. I am really apprehensive about the trip... I'm going to miss alot of people and things... like my home, my computer, target of my affection etc.. but who will miss me.. my grandmother... confirm, my parents.. anyone else?

SOMEONE GIVE ME A TIME MACHINE SO I CAN FASTFORWARD TO THE R&R!!!!!

NS. I wonder how life would be like after I graduate from the course, if I ever do. Wonder how life would be after NS. Wonder what uni life would be like. I really hope to stay in Singapore to further my studies. Not to some faraway land away from my friends, my family and my home, even if I am presented with the opportunity. I am a patriotic Singaporean who stays true to his roots. Nothing can uproot me because patriotism is binding me to this land I call my home. NS certainly has infuse a sense of belonging in me... right.. why am I typing so much crap... you can tell that the countless thoughts are swirling around in my mind. The trip is really driving me crazy.

Goodbye! See you guys much later. =/

guess i should have blogged 1st b4 i went on to do the commanders' appraisal... it's like i've been thinking of wat to type for dunnoe how long liao... i mean for the commanders' appraisal tt is... now i've got to think of wat to type for this...

yeah... it just wasn't quite the week for me... but i think tt some of those unpleasant stuff aren't really appropriate to post here... had an outfield last thurs... made a quite a few blunders... sian... then there was my VC (vehicle commander) who didn't help things out by making more negative comments than positive ones on my detachment's performance...

well, think i'm really gonna blog fortnightly or even longer... seriously running out of things to type...

got to break out of this monotonic lifestyle!!! :( maybe should start chio-ing girls to go out...

so i haven blogged for 2 wks liao... i guess i might have more things to type if i blog fortnightly instead... it's not like something exciting pops along every week for me to blog about... dunnoe... *shrugs*

coooooooool~~~ so it's gonna be a 5 day work week huh? first there was the NSF duration reduction and now the 5 day work week... well, it couldn't really get any better ey? but tt means tt the currently already packed schedule would just be more sandwiched... bleh...

had my range 2 wks ago... ATP... short form for Advanced Trainfire Package... wasn't easy at all to get a marksman... there was this run down some more... tiring shia... anyway, something quite unexpected happened during the range... heard the story from someone else... cos i had by then returned to camp (amongst the 1st wave of ppl to go back cos we passed the ATP)... there was this guy who appearantly had a bout of depression in the midst of firing at night... ooo... now tt's a dangerous thing to have happened...

heard tt he was firing halfway when he had an IA... for those not in the know, it just basically mean tt the rifle can't fire cos of some reasons... guess tt made him too stressed up and he started to break down... seemed tt he took out his bayonet from his scabbard some more... wonder what he was going to do with it... anyway, nothing was left to chance and the commanders promptly got hold of him... not sure if he's still at the medical center now... probably not... maybe sent to the newly built SAF medical facility...

2 of my platoon mates r irritating me more than ever now... 1 of them just always seem to ask stupid questions... he was just questioning on his usefulness as a signaller... is he only worth drawing out/ returning/ screwing/ unsrewing the signal set? omg... then am i only worth driving the troopers ard? -.- piangz... now come to think of it, he had a tinge of erwin in him... wat i mean is self-doubt...

the other one is the greater pisser... i would like to call him a sexual harasser... he constantly likes to touch ppl... now tt's not much of a problem lest for the fact tt he does it in a slightly girlish and qing1 tiao1... was really pissed off some time ago and threatened to take action... he then only shou1 lian3... but it seemed like its all coming back again... doesn't take my words of threaten seriously most of the time... i just pray tt he noes his limits and not blow me up... i haven blown up in a long long time... he better not be the 1st one to make me explode after all this while...

saw this post on friendster... quite spooky...

At the end of this, you are
asked a
question.
Answer it immediately. Don't stop and think
about
it. Just say the first thing that pops into your
mind.
Fun Test... This is kind of spooky! If you do not
believe this, pass it around and you'll see.

Be sure to put in the subject line if you are
among
the 98% or the 2% and send to everyone,
including the person that sent it to you.

Amazing test... just follow the instructions as
quickly as possible. Do not go to the next
calculation before you have finished the
previous
one. You do not need to write or remember the
answers, just do it using your mind.

You'll be surprised.

Start:

How much is . . :

15 + 6


































































3 + 56


















































89 + 2


















































12 + 53


















































































75 + 26


































































25 + 52






































































63 + 32














I know Calculations are hard work, but it's nearly
over. Come on, one more..










































123 + 5






















































QUICK THINK ABOUT A TOOL AND A COLOR!


































Scroll further to the bottom..


















































A bit more...


















You just thought about a red hammer, didn't
you?










If this is not your answer, you are among 2% of
people who have a different, if not abnormal,
mind. 98% of the folks would answer a red
hammer while doing this exercise. If you do not
believe this, pass it around and you'll see.

i was among the 2%... was thinking of a blue hammer... didn't noe y i was thinking of a hammer... strange...