Wednesday, November 29, 2006

finally e exams r over.. and it's e second day of hols now.. non-official hols tt is.. don't really expect much out of e papers.. think e only decent grade would come from e maths elective paper..

so tty just came back from aus.. and staying here for like 3 months? haha.. another stay at home do nothing after-ord like period.. so wat's new? hmmm.. no idea.. or maybe i'm just blogging for e sake of blogging..

had another first in dream control just some days back.. managed to help another person elevate by holding to e person's hand.. also did my 3rd and 4th building jump.. talking about building jumps.. v adrenaline pumping.. haha.. how can it not be.. just imagine walking out of yr window, 7-8 storeys above e ground.. yeah.. walking out of e window.. or jumping off a ledge of e same height.. just pray tt u can fly after u jump off.. if not yr dream is gonna turn into a nightmare.. haha..

well, as it turned out.. and i wonder if i've blogged about it b4.. my 2nd dream control failure turned out exactly tt way.. except maybe it wasn't really a nightmare, knowing tt it's a dream after all..

about e little story tt i wrote about in e previous post.. it's based on true people and true events.. or at least it is, at e moment.. while i try to maintain some sort of chronological order, it might not always be e case.. wat i want to show through e story is e different perspectives of events tt happened in e past.. pretty much like how my lyrics for cinderella came about.. tt being e case, u need not try to figure out who is who in e story.. and most of e nicknames used are by no way new.. they were coined quite a number of years back..

it's always surprising to noe of new perspective to things.. esp of something which u have a strong stereotypical view of.. or of someone whom u have always viewed in a certain manner..

leaving e sticky go down e page for e moment.. will restore it back when e new term starts..

Thursday, November 16, 2006

didn't want to sleep yet.. so i thought i'll blog about something..

the alternative story of winnie the pooh, eeyore, pinky and the brain, snoopy and charlie brown, garfield and miscellaneous memebers

part 1

a long long time ago, winnie the pooh lived in this town that had no name.. in this town that had no name, there were rows upon rows of hills.. some of them were tall and some of them short.. and there was this annual tradition of organising a climb up one of the hills.. the older u were, the higher the hill that u have to climb..

nobody knew how the tradition came about and nobody questioned about it.. or perhaps the reason wasn't important at all.. perhaps wat was more important was the thing tt laid in wait of the first person to reach the hill top..

part 2

winnie wondered wat that thing on the hill top would be this year.. nobody knew.. every year it was something different.. but one thing was certain.. winnie wanted to be the first person to reach the hill top this year..

so winnie started preparing for the climb in advance, collecting pots and pots of honey, which winnie thought would provide the energy needed for the climb..

the day of the climb drew near and winnie started to see many people preparing for it.. some of them prepared themselves by running around the town.. some of them, like winnie, collected food.. and then there were others who just did nothing and lazed around, waiting for the big day to come..

Thursday, November 02, 2006

so as is e trend lately.. i'm not blogging as frequently as ever.. let's see wat happened during this one month break from e blogosphere..

spent some time typing out my past lyrics.. so now they're in text form instead of the pictures.. looks neater and easier to view, since e url for e photos often change.. if u can't see e chinese text, make sure that yr browser is encoding e webpage in unicode..

had e AA101 practise assigment and biz law written assignment some weeks ago.. supposed to receive them back this week, but i guess e efficiency of NTU nv fails to push things back.. so i'm gonna get them back next week after all.. at least tt is wat they say.. e practise assignment was downright depressing.. perhaps i nv really prepared myself enough for tt.. but it sure felt sucky tt after having obtained perfect scores for e earlier accounting quiz and maths mid term test, i'll be faced with such a demoralising test.. dun think it'll end up so bad as to fail.. but den e marks wun be good..

wasn't exactly happy with my comms fundamental presentation grade either.. e tutor said tt my nervousness was quite telling.. i wonder how tml's presentation would go.. chose something tt i'm quite confident no one else would choose, although it's not tt everyone dunnoe about it.. dun think many singaporeans would immediately link something tt's uniquely singapore with e image tt singapore is a 'fine' city..

so i got a taste of wat it's like having a free-rider in e project group.. man.. and he was a total free-rider too.. couldn't be bothered about e progress of e project.. didn't care less.. but since e other guy in e group (who contributed more than me) nv mention anything about e free-riding issue, i didn't too..

finally booked tp e other day.. so it's gonna be on 11 jan, a thursday.. hopefully i dun miss too many classes tt day, since school would have already started.. went to e cdc website to check e slots for driving lessons.. and discovered something bad.. hopefully it's e system tt screwed up.. cos booking of lessons for jan is supposed to start only on 15 nov, but e website showed tt all lessons from 3 jan to 18 jan have been fully booked.. tt would mean tt i won't be able to put in any revision lessons in jan, b4 my tp.. which is v bad.. argh.. pls tell me tt e system screwed up..

so bra managed to get his application for entrance into BMS approved.. at least in principle.. he still gotta send in e proper application during e hols.. seems like BMS and accountancy grads are currently in pretty hot demand.. had an article in ST today tt stated BMS was one of e 3 things tt e sg government is placing its bets on.. and just a week ago, there were 2 acticles saying tt accounting grads r in short supply, even with like at least 1000+ grads being churned out every year.. and 600+ of them from ntu.. seems to me tt it is not really a problem of talent shortage but high turnover rates at e big 4.. not to mention tt they pay e same starting salary to all grads, regardless of their class of honours.. which unsurprisingly, have prompted top accountancy grads to look for greener pastures in e banking and investment sector..

feeling a sense of false sense of serenity.. perhaps it's e calm b4 e storm.. dun really feel e urgency to study for exams yet.. even though they r like less than 2 weeks away..

many things to blog about.. but i guess i can't remember all of them all at once.. haha.. talking about tt, i suddenly thought of a dream tt i had e other time.. maybe i'll blog about it some other time.. now, it's time for something else..

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

so another major hurdle was passed todae.. had e mas801 mid-term test just now.. pretty confident tt it will turn out well.. wondering if i can get full marks.. hohoho.. not tt it was v easy.. ok la.. just tt there was only enough time to check through half of e questions before time was up.. suprisingly, e prof decided to be lenient on us by not throwing any stunts..

tml another major hurdle will be passed.. actually it was already passed last wed when i completed it.. but e deadline's only tml.. not sure if my biz law assignment's gonna turn out good.. hopefully it will.. gonna go through it once more later.. proof-read it..

after tt it'll be full throttle on e IT presentation and project, although of course there is still e accounting project due next wed.. wishing hard tt e acc project dun throw up too many stunts tml when e group meets up.. cos i won't have much time to deal with them, wat with mob on sat..

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

IT questions tt i got wrong:

1.e programming language tt is used for database is SQL, not assembler language.. language misinterpretation..

2.e application used in retrieving and entering data is data manipulation, not all of e above..

3.RAM memory is lost when power is disrupted, not periodically and regardless of power disruptions..

4.a single program tt has e function of text editing, spreadsheet making etc. is e integrated package, not software suite..

5.e thing tt tells us about a worksheet's content is e label, not value..

Friday, September 29, 2006

blog. ok.. so i've not blogged for 1 month and 12 days.. think it's e longest blog absence since i started e blog.. currently typing out these stuff on notepad.. ya.. notepad.. cos e stupid blogger must still be thinking tt this is a spam blog and hence, it loves to request my username and password so often.. and at it's whim and fancy.. and tt is after they have sent a real human to come here and verify tt this is not a spam blog.. -.- ya rite.. tell me more..

k.. point not taken.. they keep asking for my details after i have typed finish my stuff and pressed e publish button.. so? so e whole chunk of stuff tt i wrote r lost.. so? so lousy service..

b4 i go on any further.. i think i better warn u tt this will be a v long post..

break. finally e awaited break arrived.. not tt i think i made much use of it anyway.. didn't do much tt was outside e scope of tutorials, projects and assignments.. and it's already friday.. and i've not studied for my IT and maths tests yet.. hurray..

project. just finished consolidating Q1 of e acc project.. project slugging along currently.. hopefully things will speed up when school opens.. and ya.. i feel tt i've suddenly become taller when i am with my group mates.. lol.. evil.. i'm e only guy in e group u see..

driving. gotta start checking out e available slots tml, when e window for booking for dec open.. but first i gotta go down and top up my account b4 i can start booking away.. auto lesson, rest of e parking lessons, revisions and of course TP.. wanna pass during e inter-sem break.. hopefully my drving skills haven gone too rusty in e meantime.. haha.. at most bang into car only ma.. rite..

biz law assignment. am i glad tt my question was easy.. although it was 11 pages worth.. heard other ppl talking about their questions for e assignment.. and ya.. i am glad tt mine's a easy one.. not saying tt i'll score well though.. maybe someone can help me vet it?

AA101 quiz. yup.. easy peasy.. no, really.. quite a few ppl got full marks for it.. me included.. :) but nothing much to boast about.. since it was meant to be easy.. tt's wat e tutor said.. and she also mentioned something to e tune of: ppl ask us y our (NBS) entry requirements are high and yet we dun produce many As and A-s.. so this time round, we will try to produce more.. O.o tsk tsk

5th song. not much progress (read: no progress).. as usual.. not sure if i mentioned this b4.. but i (or rather bra) found out tt there's this elective called DIRECTED READINGS OF MODERN CHINESE SONG LYRICS (IN CHINESE).. prays tt it'll still be available next sem so tt i can take it..

national song writing competition (chinese). just found out about it today from ntu email.. most prob wont be taking part.. unless a melody drops down from e sky for me to fill in e lyrics.. and ya.. if it's gonna drop, then it gotta drop b4 dec something.. forgot dec when...

mob. sian.. haven packed my field pack and sbo yet.. and there's a tech mob next sat.. mob mob mob.. y y y.. burnt weekend ahead..

e-learning week. just saw tt e biz law lecture was uploaded.. 2 full hours of it.. argh.. going to spend 2 hours sitting in front of e com listening to her talk.. gimme e actual physical lecture instead.. anytime..

fm make-up lesson today. attended by prob only slightly more than half e class.. guess e rest figured tt e oppotunity cost of attending it was too high for them..

pangya and dota. i think my skills r getting rusty.. pretty rusty.. and pangya just continued it's crazy rate of patching.. wat can i say.. just hope they can maintain it.. silvia cannon is a killer.. prob will only return to play it's 18 holes when i reach 250y.. which is like nv going to happen.. discovered some interesting commands for e ai map for dota.. pa with buriza and 5 divine = godly.. 5800+ dmg.. first tower down in 4 hits.. enough said..

dreams. had a spate of dream control just a few weeks ago.. feel great to have such a streak after a long period of non-dream control.. and i now noe tt e scientific study of dreams is called oneirology..

i think i'll continue this post some other time.. getting late.. time to catch some winks.. and hopefully, catch a controlled dream.. yeah.. wish me luck..

continued on 3 Oct 1400:

dreams. found a lot of info on lucid dreaming on wikipedia.. they even have a wiki on it.. and in this particular section under dream control, they even teach u how to do certain stunts in yr dream.. for example, for flying, they teach u e different methods of flying, such as:

-"Swimming" through the air. Moving one's body as if swimming, through propel oneself through the air. May be physically exhausting, however.

-Flying like a bird: flapping one's arms/wings serves to propel oneself through the air. (Note: sometimes takes painfully long to gain altitude--not recomended for quick escapes)

-Superman/Neo-style: very high-speed flying, without any effort to speak of. Superman style involves one of the arms outstretched like that of the famous do-gooder, and the Neo style involves both arms lying straight, downwards towards the hips.

funny desciptions, e way they put it.. another funny one is shown for passing through walls:

Like anything in dreams, when it comes to passing through solid objects, expectation is king. If you believe that the object is hard, you will not be able to put parts of your body through it.

One way to pass through a wall is to believe that it is made out of gas, liquid, or some other soft material. Another way is to believe that your own body is ghostlike and ethereal.

If everything else fails, try to hurl yourself through the wall at great speed (see also flying). This should over time build up the needed confidence to be able to penetrate walls at normal speeds.

damn funny..

had a couple of firsts in my dream control experience in this year, particularly e last few months.. one was e conducting of a reality check.. seriously nv expected myself to do one.. usually i would be very confident of e fact tt i noe tt i am dreaming.. but i guess tt time my confidence level wasn't too high.. after all, e stunt tt i was going to try out after performing e reality check was a dangerous one.. so wat was it? well.. jumping off a building.. yeap.. tt was my 2nd time tt i did tt in my dream.. totally adrenaline pumping experience, even though it was only in a dream.. anyway, e reality check tt i did was to pinch myself and feel no pain.. haha..

but.. but, who was to guess tt i did something even more crazy in a later dream? i did a few building jumps, all in e same dream.. kinda felt like those extreme-sports free-running ppl.. no barriers.. yeah man..

another first came in me flying to this person's house to look for e person.. sadly and irritating enough, e person was not at home.. argh!!! i think of all e possible stunts tt can be done in a dream, my weakest has got to be summoning objects and people.. i totally sux at it.. lol..

now wat i have in mind for my next dream control is pretty crazy and most likely to fail.. i'm going to try to bring someone from his dream into my dream.. ya.. u nv read wrongly.. e idea actually came about some years ago and considering tt i have done just about any stunt tt my puny mind can come up with, i think i'll do this for a change.. be on e lookout to see my notice on e failed attempt.. lol..

of course to do wat i stated above, i need to find other ways to meet up with e person in e first place.. currently thinking of calling e person up with my hp in e dream, then arranging to meet at a particular place..

uncontrolled junction. there's this uncontrolled junction ie. trafficlight-less junction some distance from my hall.. between e art school and hall 2.. wasn't really surprised to see tt an accident had happened there while i was walking to my tutorial venue this morning.. just don't understand which stupid guy refuse to install traffic lights there.. it's not as if traffic flow is low at tt junction, so as to warrant it being devoid of traffic lights.. also, e recently added plants and barriers just only served to further inconvenience jaywalkers, although not to e point tt they will be obedient and start using e not-so-nearby zebra crossings.. i seriously think whoever has e power to install traffic lights there but did not do so, have no brains..

IT quiz. just completed it today.. had a sinking feeling when i saw my results on e screen.. got a 75/100 when e average was 78.2.. quite demoralising.. maybe it so just happened tt i got a more difficult set of questions.. bleh.. anyway, it seemed as though e tutor talked too much for once.. and for nobody's good.. he said tt it takes someone spectacular to fail e quiz.. which as it happened, was wat 2 or 3 students did.. and it was e first time tt anyone failed e quiz..

MAS801. just pray tt e mid-term test for this elective tml would end up better.. gotta go off now and start studying for it..

word count. so this ends my extremely long post.. lol.. all 1671 words of it..

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Monday, August 21, 2006

a website tt i spotted my sister viewing... stick figure games, fights and humour @ http://www.stickpage.com/... pretty much remind me of e xiaoxiaomovie webpage...

Thursday, August 17, 2006

ok... my first real post in 2 weeks... just realised tt my bloggie's hitting e 3 year old mark tml... woohoo~~~ O.o

and ya, still 'trying' to find a new skin/template for e blog... hahaha... basically wanna reduce e loading time for e blog...

so 1st week of school was quite a messy one for me... searching and asking around wat e electives actually are, wat r e requirements for me to graduate etc etc... in a word: lost...

now tt 1st week's over, 2nd week's slightly better (although there's still tml left to complete e week...)... saw several familiar faces ard school... textbooks' e main attraction for this week, with me trying fruitlessly to get my hands on some 2nd hand texts... anyway, there was either a new edition for e textbook tt we use for a particular course or tt e primary textbook used for a course was completely different... zzz... just spent $142.50 todae buying 2+1 books and a financial calculator... but not buying a lappie for e moment... adopting a wait and see atitude...

nv thought tt i would actually meet an irresponsible seller in real life, esp. after my 1st encounter with such a trader on e maplesea forums... these kinda ppl just either dun have e intention of selling e stuff to u or they can't make up their mind on wat price they want to sell their items at... a short summary of wat happened yesterday and e day before tt, when i came across such a seller while trying to buy e biz law textbook from her:

1.i suggest tt we meet at place A, time Z.
2.she asked if we could meet at place B instead, same timing.
3.i agreed.
4.i went to place B at time Z e next day to wait for her, only for her to sms me at time Z+10min tt she can only meet me at time Z+30min.
5.i agreed, suggesting tt we change e meeting place to somewhere near place A instead and started walking towards place A.
6.at time Z+45min, she sms-ed me just to tell me tt she had sold e book to another person.

wtf man... really... wat's up with this kinda ppl... i was damn pissed and almost took out my hp to call her and tell her off nicely... made my blood boil... bloody waste of time...

she did however, give me a number of another guy who's also selling e same book... <-- tt's not e main point...

so i contacted this guy, together with another person tt i found online... and i feel tt after yesterday's episode and from e look of things, i might not get my hands on a 2nd hand biz law text after all e fuss... really pissed...

Saturday, August 05, 2006

some updates on my friends:

pri --
shiyun, shiok hui, laisan, vivian (h9): ntu acc
ruby: ntu biz (marketing)
joanna: ntu acc/biz
may poh: ntu econs
ying fei: ntu common eng
regina, weiqi: ntu arts fac
sentill: smu biz
joevin: smu econs
chee hui: uk

sec --
victor: ntu biz h8 b42
yichao: ntu biz
marc, dennis: ntu acc

jc --
adelene: ntu bioeng
wei chang: ntu pyschology
kian boon: ntu aerospace eng

army --
jimmy: ntu com eng
weihao: ntu acc h3 G23
chuan sheng: ntu com studies h7
xin ping: ntu aerospace eng h2

Friday, August 04, 2006

blogging away in ntu... with bra blogging his own post beside me... just finished attending e freshmen welcome ceremony... nothing much actually... and got to noe of some of lame traditions tt ntu had... -.-''' and yup... e hostel room was a bit smaller than i thought...

was browsing through tomorrow.sg and found some interesting articles...

article 1:
The top is sometimes not the top?... so is meritocracy in Singapore just a joke?

pc said:

I'm not upset, but I wonder what would had happened had I received the award; the award that I rightfully deserved? Incidentally, the award for being the BEST in that particular subject was given to another who scored below me, but who was on the DEAN'S LIST.

Recommended by Anonymous Coward: "I thought the top meant just this... the TOP? Didn't realize that awards for the TOP prizes could be manipulated by universities in Singapore."

original post @ http://projectbetterman.blogspot.com/2006/07/meritocracy-just-lip-service.html

article 2:

Straits Times infringes on Copyright Act?

Clubsnap said:

in today's (30th July 2006) The Sunday Times Lifestyle front page, the newspaper very blatantly infringed the Copyright Act by publishing pictures taken off various blogs without prior authorisation of a number of the photographers.

Recommended by Anonymous Coward: "the thread topic starter is calling Straits Times tomorrow to get an explanation from Straits Times regarding the use of some photographs taken without authorisation. "

original post @ http://forums.clubsnap.org/showthread.php?t=212334
I feel the whole world is going to crash on me the moment i start school next week... just take a look at my timetable.. its so f***ing god-damn bloody freaking "beautifully" planned lah... don't you guys think so? The person who planned the timetable is my voted "idol" of the year man... "well done!","kudos" to you!

SIBEI SIAN!!!!! what kind of subject am i going to take? just the looks of the timetable, the uploaded tutorials, assignments and lecture notes... wah lau. i merely read the first line and i was like: "great subject man! i love it! its so fascinating!!!" (yeah, right)....

And i got this stupid got-damn principles of econs as my prescribed subject.. I am so bloody unlucky... My seniors dun have to worry about prescribes cos its not introduced into their course; they can put their entire concentration on just the freaking core syllabus.. Whereas for me, i am considered the pioneer batch to get this crap... Oh man!

HOW???!HOW!??!?! i think i will go crazy man.. SCIENCE... AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I had enough of it... Facts, facts, facts and facts.. Bloody stupid rigid cold unbendable facts... No questions to be asked on why its like this, or like that... No arguments.. worse still, no room for creativity of thoughts.. On the whole, this sucks big time man..

I am wondering why i chose this course man.. what is wrong with me? why didn't i discover that i wasn't a science person earlier huh? WHY????

Four years of biological sci... sianzzzz...i am not sure how am i going to survive man... Haiz... Can anyone concoct a potion that restores my interest for sci?

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

bra's spastic timetable:

wk 1
M: 0830-1030 BS101
T: 0830-1030 BS102
W: 1230-1330 HE191, 1730-1930 HE191
TH: 0830-1030 BS103, 1430-1630 BS104
F: FREE!!!

wk 2, 4-6, 12
M: 0830-1030 BS101, 1230-1530 BS811
T: 0830-1030 BS102, 1530-1630 BS104, 1630-1730 BS102
W: 1230-1330 HE191, 1730-1930 HE191
TH: 0830-1030 BS103, 1130-1230 BS103, 1230-1330 BS101, 1430-1630 BS104
F: 1430-1730 BS811

wk 3
M: 0830-1030 BS101, 1230-1530 BS811
T: 0830-1030 BS102, 1530-1630 BS104, 1630-1730 BS102
W: 1230-1330 HE191, 1730-1930 HE191
TH: 0830-1030 BS103, 1430-1630 BS104
F: 1430-1730 BS811

wk 7, 13
M: 0830-1030 BS101
T: 0830-1030 BS102, 1530-1630 BS104, 1630-1730 BS102
W: 1230-1330 HE191, 1730-1930 HE191
TH: 0830-1030 BS103, 1130-1230 BS103, 1230-1330 BS101, 1430-1630 BS104
F: 1430-1730 BS811

wk 8-10
M: 0830-1030 BS101, 1230-1530 BS811
T: 0830-1030 BS102, 1530-1630 BS104, 1630-1730 BS102
W: 1230-1330 HE191, 1730-1930 HE191
TH: 0830-1030 BS103, 1130-1230 BS103, 1230-1330 BS101, 1430-1630 BS104
F: 0930-1230 BS811

wk 11
M: 0830-1030 BS101, 1230-1530 BS811
T: FREE!!!
W: 1230-1330 HE191, 1730-1930 HE191
TH: 0830-1030 BS103, 1130-1230 BS103, 1230-1330 BS101, 1430-1630 BS104
F: 1430-1730 BS811

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

omg... -.-''' i can't believe i found this song... very nice melody... i think u should have heard of it b4 too... ending song of holland v, zhu fu le, by deng miao hua... not sure if this is e whole complete song, though it doesn't seem to look like it...

haha... bolster... see how first... i also nv bring bolster to army then... cd player maybe no need la... if i buying laptop...

Monday, July 31, 2006

Definitely bring the bolster. You won't regret it. Got friends who copy me bring bolsters over after they know I did. HAHAHA!!

CD player I think not very important la.. think my Ipod purchase was a waste of money. But at least now it is serving as an external harddisk. haha.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

things to bring to hall:

-pillow
-bolster? lol
-bedsheet
-blanket
-broom
-cloth for area cleaning... oops... i meant rag...
-toiletries
-hangers
-hp charger
-home clothes
-school clothes... lol... i mean clothing for attending lectures...
-running attire?
-poker cards
-air freshener?
-cd player?
hmmm... and i thought blogger swallowed up my previous post... cos it was stuck at e state of being 0% published for so long tt i got fed up and just logged off...

anyway tml's e last driving lessons i'll be having before school starts... hopefully i'll get my uni timetable soon... i wanna pass my driving asap one u noe! -.-

oh ya... finally decided to give this bloggie a revamp... soon... after i finish backing it up in my com... heh... a new look for this soon-to-be 3 year old e-diary... this bloggie's getting really a bit long to load lately... even for my com... -.- and it also shows all e posts made so far, since day 1... tsk tsk... this can't do... too long...

Friday, July 28, 2006

shall keep this post short and sweet... cos in a bit of a rush of time for my driving session... lol... having my 12th and 13th session later... let's see e progress so far... 11 sessions and i've covered 17 points in e training record book and 2 test routes out of e 29 points and 10 test routes... hopefully will be able to cover 6 test routes todae... although i think it might be a bit shag... haha... seems like my progress is quite fast... as commented by blandon and my instructor... well, isn't tt gd? muahaha... can save money and time...

have been having problems with engine stalling like 4-5 times in a session for e past few sessions (perhaps more? lol) but improving on it and yup, achieved 0 engine stall in e last session... ok... not 0, but e only engine stall tt happened wasn't really due to my fault... -.- now also more clear about moving off on slope using e half-clutch technique...

actually could have done like 3 test routes last session but was stuck at this u-turn for 10+min... and it was all because it suddenly seemed tt all e learners were learning this particular test route/u-turn at e same time... ~80% of e cars queueing up for e u-turn were L-plates? -.-

before i leave, i gonna set up another post to remind myself e stuff tt i need to bring to e hostel...

Thursday, July 27, 2006

received some interesting e-mail from brandon and would like to share with u guys here...

let's start with e easier? one...

How Smart is Your Right Foot?

This is so funny that it will boggle your mind. And you will keep trying
at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't.
1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make
clockwise circles.
2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air
with your right hand.

Your foot will change direction!

k... first of all i assume tt i did e correct thing but e changing in direction of e foot nv happened... maybe it's cos i did more mind blogging stuff before, so this is no kick to me...

e other more interesting email (ommitted e first part of e mail cos of e pics):

ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST

Count every " F " in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...



HOW MANY ?





WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN !



The reasoning behind is further down.


The brain cannot process "OF".



Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.
Three is normal, four is quite rare.

haha... i personally counted 3... although i told myself not to miss out any "F"s... -.-



More Brain Stuff . . .. From Cambridge University.

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.


cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The
phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,

it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if
you can raed tihs psas it on !!



interestingly, i could read e text easily... except for e word phaonmneal... was a bit stumped when i saw e word... haha... e mind is really one weird stuff...

Saturday, July 22, 2006

one week gone by without any driving lessons... resuming lessons e coming week... suddenly had e urge to play back those classic games of yester days... so i went to download wolfenstein castle 3D... one of e earliest FPS tt existed but despite tt fact, is quite a well done game for it's generation... and it's still e good old graphics, sound and game tt i played a decade ago... e boss's one tough guy to beat... at e 2nd easiest difficulty, i'm having trouble killing him... haha...

another great game of yester day, atomic bomberman, is one which provides endless hours of fun... lol... still can remember e times when we played it during computer lessons back in cchs... simple gameplay but addictive... downloaded e demo but it was very problematic... saying wat software had expired... haiz... really liked e game...

e worms series was another batch of great games... downloaded e worms armageddon demo only to discover tt after playing around with e game settings and team creation, i had time for just 1/10 th of a game before e trial time ran out... wasted my time downloading e demo... -.-

back to driving, i'll be learning u-turn pretty soon... probably on tues or wed... wonder how i'll fare... haha... just finished learning blindspot last lesson...

learnt from brandon tt his friend had also intended to join e NBS camp but was not notified of e foc briefing by e commitee, just like me... turns out tt e NBS foc is full... but e thing tt pissed me off was tt e commitee didn't have e decency to notify those tt had applied for e foc but failed to be part of it... alternatively they could have included, somwhere in e pamphlet, e point tt e situation of e foc reaching max capacity might happen... seriously no decency shown by e commitee...

and i'm starting to wonder if it's in e culture of NTU for such things to happen... 15 more days to start of school and i still do not noe which hall i'm allocated to... e foc mail sent by e student union arrived much later compared to nus (not sure about smu)... basically e effiency of NTU and of anything related to it, up till this moment, can be summarised in one word: sux

anyway, found a NTU webbie which might be useful... http://www.ntu.edu.sg/freshmen/

went to k-box at cineleisure on mon with tty and bra... lol... and i wonder who said tt he didn't like e idea of going to karaoke... only to grumble later tt 3 hours weren't enough... lol... anyway we bought a jug of drink in e 3rd hour and had a 4th hour free...

3 weeks has passed and tty's going back tml nite... yup... but it would be a more hushed down affair... not as many ppl sending him off compared to e other time... november!!! yes... november... come back then during 3 months break and we'll go k-boxing again! lmao... maybe by tt time u'll discover tt bra have a gf liao... lol... O.o

talking rubbish late at night... lololol...

actually i still have some other stuff tt i wanna type, but well... next time...

e lyrics writing for my friends has staled and i'm thinking of just setting them aside for a moment...

bra's finishing his novel pretty soon... chapter 19 of 20 now... gogogo! :)

was nosing around on google earth when i came upon these links: wisma atria live webcam, macritchie reservoir and singapore 360

be warned!!! you are being watched!!! muahahaha... dun forget to wave at e camera next time u go to wisma atria! lol...

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

went to lau pat sat on sat to celebrate tty's and ju-zi's b'dae... advanced celebration cos ju-zi flying off on her b'dae to do volunteer work in cambodia... a pity tt yixiang wasn't in singapore (or so i think) and couldn't join us... haha... bought elder scrolls lV: oblivion for tty just to discover tt it doesn't run well on his desktop and lappy... -.- yup... usual small gathering...

going for my 5th and 6th driving session later... learnt till braking so far... hmmm... engine stalled a number of times in my 4th session... sianz... need a lot of time to warm up b4 my moving off can be smoooth enough...

coincidences and fate still nv fail to surprise me...

decided to put aside my 5th set of lyrics for e moment for a couple of reasons... and starting work on my 6th set of lyrics first...

Friday, July 07, 2006

started to learn driving 2 days ago... wish tt e accelerator become more retarded... still not used to it's sensitivity... a great diff from e M113 tt i drove in army... anyway... lol... had my 1st engine stall and mount kerb... hahaha... engine stalled cos i forgot to change to gear 1 when moving off... hahaha... and mount kerb cos i nv bring back e steering wheel to normal position fast enough after passing a sharp bend... -.-

yup, so at e end of e 1st session i'm already in e circuit driving in e outermost lane and by e end of e 2nd session i'm doing sharp bends... continuing on tt later cos my sharp bend still not gd... should be doing till traffic junction todae i think... and will be on public road by session 4? lol... then e road users will have 1 more road hazard to worry about ---> me lol...

think i better log off liao... if not late for e session... haha...

Saturday, June 24, 2006

forum thread containing link to pro jap pangster's BL -31: http://www.albatross18.com/forum/forum_posts.asp?TID=2387&PN=1&TPN=1

yup... finally blogging again... can't wait for uni to start... and ntu has at last made up it's mind to send e freshmen camp phamplets to us... but, NBS FOC, being one of e bigger focs decided to be dua3 pai2 and send their phamplet separately from e rest and a few days later too... -.- nevertheless, i think i'm going for e NBS FOC... well, not tt someone helped me made up my mind by saying tt if i didn't go for it, i would most prob end up being alone in lectures, tutorials and lunch breaks... to think tt she stressed it in bold somemore... -.-

tt made me think back to e orientation camp tt i had in jc and wat good came out of it... hmmm... anyway, i really didn't quite like wat i saw for e foreword of NBS FOC's chairman... looked so fake and making friendships forged in uni sound so transient... plain sad...

went to take a look at tomorrow.sg some days ago and saw this article on e recruitment of native speakers... and i went on to ponder on some other issues... if game forums are anything to go by, i think singaporean kids are in for a tough time in e future... wide usage of singlish and lack of impetus in constructing grammatically sound sentences... not tt i'm against e use of singlish... for i use it myself... but i think tt at e v least they should develop e habit of making their sentences grammatically sound...

hmmm... was looking at this photo of someone wearing a bareback dress and i thought tt bareback dresses looked just like a nice glam apron... weird thought... lol...

btw, i posted a crappy old msg tt i did some time ago on 10 may...

starting to learn driving soon!!!
About one week from my departure!! ONE WEEK!!! Feels like an enternal wait....... Right now I gotta study... But I just can't put my heart to it.. arggggh..

Hey what kind of details were revealed to you guys huh??

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Oh my god, songluck, u sure noe how to choose the most apt song to be uploaded in this blog... Here without you... It somewhat describes my feelings. Good work buddy

Monday, June 12, 2006

Its been sometime since I last blogged too. Bloggin for me is like lighting up a matchstick, strong and intense initially and then burns out quickly.

Yes... I will be returning to Singapore on 2nd July. I wish I had a universal remote control to fast forward to that date and constantly rewind to 2nd July when I gotta go back.. haha.

Regarding the T&J incident.. whoever coined the term.. you all got it wrong la. My friends are all over the place and I gotta look for all of them within the short time which is why you don't see me around my family and you guys I was all over looking for people.

2nd July.. 2nd 2nd 2nd 2nd 2nd 2nd July july july july july..... arggghh..
hmmm... been quite some time since i blogged... let's see... went to bra's b'dae just 2 days ago... e whole JT ppl shared e gifts, a webcam and a sports link voucher... nice to see e usual group of ppl and tt they're doing fine now...

lol... quite surprisingly, ms cinderella exposed her identity... although i doubt anyone caught her saying it... yup, sorta started on my 5th song... attempting something new, but i find tt i seriously lack talent to do wat i want to do for my 5th song... hahaz...

anyway, tty is coming back to sg soon! in early july... lol... ju-zi and emu was still commenting tt dae tt they're not going to fetch him at e airport after e T&J incident when we went him off... muahaha...

did a bit more of e wicked lately... now stuck at lvl 27...

argh!!! when is tt stupid ntu gonna send us anything concerning e freshmen camps and other watever stuff? seriously wasting my time... think i might just as well fill up july with driving lessons and risk forfeiting e FOC... crap...

oh ya... bought a new phone recently... samsung D510C... only to discover tt samsung's user friendly-ness index is much lower then tt of nokia's... -.-''' and it's about time e phone batts improve... seems like e new generation of hps have batteries tt doesn't last long... quite irritating to have to charge e batt so often... haiz...

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Wicked lvl 27: http://thewicked.sgblogging.com/wicked/pear/fly.html
Notpron lvl 6: http://deathball.net/notpron/nothing/hesgotitall.htm

Thursday, May 25, 2006

tty introduced me to this singaporean teenage website http://thewicked.sgblogging.com some days back... it's a pretty interesting puzzle... if u have e time, u could have a try at e questions... wicked junior is do-able and i took abt 4.5hrs to complete it... if u have need help, u could try e forums... the clues provided there are v helpful... but a word a caution: wicked junior 1 is pretty tough a question for warming up to e puzzle... but dun give up! btw, some of e questions are quite lame though... e original wicked puzzle on the other hand, requires a certain amt of computer knowledge... i'm on question 18 currently and taking a break...

for those who r more courageous and more technically inclined, u might like to try e mother of such puzzles: http://deathball.net/notpron/... a much tougher version than thewicked, i'm currently stuck at lvl 6 and quite clueless on wat to do next...

Monday, May 15, 2006

to ms cinderella: i'm heartened to see yr reply... and hopefully everything will turn out well! hehe... yr identity is still kept secret, although i foresee a number of ppl bugging me about who u really are... muahaha... unless u dun mind revealing yrself... :)

Sunday, May 14, 2006

So here goes... this is my fourth set of lyrics! decided to do something a little different... so for the next few set of lyrics, my inspiration would come mainly from my friends and through the lyrics, show a different aspect of them tt is not commonly shown... or at least tt is wat i hope to do... to start things off, this set of lyrics is dedicated to one of my most respected academic rival... lol...

ps. due to some technical considerations, the title of the song and date of completion was not shown together with the lyrics...

Lyrics no. 4

Cinderella

深夜里的香格里拉
街灯下有人在等他
等着他 骑着骏马 手握吉他 前来接她
乌黑的秀发 粉红的脸颊
默默地站在月光下

她就是Cinderella 傻傻地等着人家
她可知骏马不一定是白的啊?
王子他不一定潇洒 也非完美无瑕
但他可能弹得一手好琵琶

痴痴的Cinderella 等到花儿也谢啦
可是她就是为何迟迟不出嫁?
王子他不一定奢华 也非威猛高大
但他可能天天送你玫瑰花

去勇敢地爱一回吧!
不要有任何牵挂 不管别人的闲话
可能眼前的他 才是你的最佳
你梦中的仗义行侠

深夜里的香格里拉
街灯下有人等到他
等到他 骑着黑马 手握琵琶 前来接她
鲜红玫瑰花 肉麻的情话
找到了自己的神话

她就是Cinderella~

作词:小飞机
二零零六年五月十日完成

In a nutshell: this song talks about this girl, cinderella, waiting for her prince charming to come... in the process, she did not accept any proposals from anyone else... but as the song goes, cinderella realises that the best guy for her may not be prince charming after all and she manages to find her own fairytale...

Comments: quite a simple song... i remember u once shared with me your views on boyfriends and marriages... and that's where the inspiration for this song came from... so are you still waiting for your prince charming or are you already attached? lol... and unintentionally, as i was writing the lyrics halfway through, i realised that the guy faintly resembled someone and i got reminded of an event some time back... haha... but i shall not say any further... anyway, wish u all the best in your studies and in your love life... muahaha... if you want the original hardcopy of the lyrics, u can get it from me the next time we meet...

Saturday, May 13, 2006

decided to do smth b4 i post up my 4th set of lyrics, so i went back to my previous three set of lyrics and just below the pictures, added 'In a nutshell' and 'Comments'... 'In a nutshell' gives an overview of what e song is abt and 'Comments' is where i give my personal comments on e song, technical aspect or otherwise... the lyrics can be found in the posts dated 24 dec 04, 13 june 05 and 09 nov 05... and yup, the 4th set of lyrics will be up pretty soon...

Thursday, May 11, 2006

just finished uploading my 4th set of lyrics... for those eager ones, u can start looking at them b4 i post e lyrics on this blog... tt is if u know where to look for them lah... lol...

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

yes! finally completed my 4th song! lol... just realised tt i completed my 2nd song exactly 14 months ago... now i've got to find e camera, shoot e lyrics and hopefully u all will get to see it soon...
Today we are very honoured to invite Mr Songluck Mee Pok for this special article, Foodie Confidential...

Mr Songluck Mee Pok, 21, is e co-blogger of www.songluck.blogspot.com, a website which basically provides useless, boring infomation on his mundane life...

So your favourite food is...

Chicken rice... can be found in every corner of singapore... easily available...

What about mee pok?

Hey i don't eat chicken rice every day for every meal... i'm fine with mee pok... good tasting mee pok is also a pleasure to have...

So what makes a good plate of chicken rice?

Firstly, chicken rice can be separated into four components: the chicken, the rice and cucumber, the soup and the chili.
The chicken meat, be it fried or white, must be firm and never ever come in cube forms. Meat cubes totally ruin everything. Hence, the cut of the meat is very important. The chicken meat should also be boneless. A great dining experience should never be disrupted by such trivialities like bones, esp if they are chipped. The chicken skin also adds to the flavour of the whole dish and should not be absent. It must be slightly crispy (if fried) and should taste a bit fatty (although the fats should not be conspicuous). The best chicken skin should have a certain thickness to it.
Now, about the rice, it should at the very least, be fragrant and soaked in chicken oil. The cucumber, should be crunchy and never appear soaked. A few pieces of cucumber would do.
The soup should not be overly MSG laden or oily and it should serve to complement the chicken rice.
Lastly, the chili should be home made, with fresh chili and vinegar. Moderately spicy, it should not drown the taste of the chicken rice. The best chicken rice also comes along with soy sauce together with the chili, esp if the chicken in question is white.

*Yawns* I see that you are pretty particular about your plate of chicken
rice. So, where can we find the best and worst chicken rice?


Sad to say but both the best and worst chicken rice i've eaten so far have closed down. The best chicken rice got to be the one served by Mouth restaurant at jurong point in boon lay. The worst has got to be the one served by one of the stalls in the marine parade hawker centre.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

can't belief i went to watch aquamarine... so girlish... pengz... another 'great' movie seen... lol...

think i must have left bra quite puzzled over who e main character for my 4th song is... haha... well, u'll noe when it comes out in due course...

and yes!!! i passed my basic theory! so easy... -.- final theory's on 12 june... and not sure if it's cdc website tt screwed up... there's no more lessons available for booking in june!!! nooooooooo~ how can like tt...

k, shall blog about my trip to genting tt time... so unfortunately, like e previous visit there, i didn't get to enjoy e outdoor theme park... sad... anyway looking at how genting has changed over e years, i think it still has a long way to go... when can it be anything like how disneyland is organised and customer-oriented? even if it's anything vaguely similar... e poor maintainence of e games/theme park hasn't much changed... and nooooooooo~ e fortune telling machine wasn't there! if u remember, there was this machine where u put yr coin in and this jap doll will enter a house, pick up a rolled-up piece of paper and drop it into e outlet for u to read... had wanted to have my fortune read again (since it was pretty accurate e previous time), but so sad tt it's gone...

however e main highlight of e trip was my 1st entry into e casino! huge place... grand, lavish, crowded, loud and jackpots aplenty... u'll find practically all sorts of gambling games there. esp those tt involve cards... particularly amusing was e digital roulette... there was this centrally placed roulette surrounded by kiosks where punters could digitally place their bets... and so at e beginning of each round, u'll see e digital roulette betting table suddenly ballooning up with all sorts of coloured chips...

looking at e amount of money tt ppl bet and e prizes listed in e jackpot's jackpot, u can only marvel at e seriousness of e whole gambling business and how some ppl will just bet tt one penny to try out their luck... u can get engrossed even without actually playing... tt's how dangerous a casino can be...

and yap, e casino runs 24/7/365... there's no clocks and no direction signs to e exits... so u won't noe wat time of e day it actually was... and e lack of direction signs acts as a way of luring u to play another round as u figure out yr way out of e casino...

21... can watch RA movies, go into casinos, but no voting and no progress package... wth...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

lol... just when i thought my alma mater chung cheng had quite a knack for appearing on tv for various reasons (mainly news related to e chinese community), i saw an article on my pri school in todae's chinese newspaper... haven read through it yet, but it's smth about becoming a sister school with this pri school in chong qing... anyway lol, really amused tt chung cheng is actually quite despo-ly limelight seeking... i would think tt it's one of e more televised school in e country... just some days ago it was on tv for this supplementary lesson on tea appreciation (correct me if i'm wrong...)... oh ya, btw, cedar's principal change liao... it's a chinese now...

Monday, April 24, 2006

Have been reading the coverage on the upcoming elections lately... Find it quite frustrating at those opposition parties... They seemed to be more concerned on firing the PAP and bringing it down rather than to think of ways to improve the lives of people. Take for instance the Chief of SDA(Singapore Democratic Alliance), Mr. Chiam See Tong.. He is actually quite an alright opposition party leader.. But look what a big mistake he has committed this round.. He being the in-charge of Potong Pasir does not even noe that his people wants lift upgrades??? Even if he knew, why didn't he raised the issue in the Parliament? What has he been doing all these years? Now that elections are nearing, and its is only through a survey conducted by PAP MP, Mr. Sitoh Yih (note that is the PAP who did the survey not Mr. Chiam himself or anyone from his own alliance group) did Mr. Chiam finally knew what the people had badly wanted. And den he raised the issue of lift upgrades.. hello.. mr. chiam, seems a bit too late huh...
Another thing is the case of slandering and defaming the government by the SDP( Singapore Democratic Party) chief, Mr. Chee Soon Juan.. Crap lah that guy never seems to learn his lesson.. he got bankrupt because of the defaming then PM Goh.. And now, he is back to his nonsensical antics again.. well, because he is bankrupt and nothing to lose... Come on lah, if u want to allege someone, u must also produce evidence right? Its such a common sense especially in this law-governed city. And this time round, the SDP isn't going to give in and apologise.. and still wants to contest election.. Oh well, i shall sit back and watch the exciting show coming up next: Lee Vs Chee Smackdown..
For those who have critical of the government, wake up ur FUCKING idea!! Look at your oppostion parties.. What a fool they have made themselves... What nonsense are they giving to us... And u still want to vote these assholes?? U think they are gonna do a better job than PAP? Pls... Government is also made up of humans... How can they be flawless in whatever they do? There are bound to be mistakes but it isn't so bad that the whole nation is falling apart right? Stop using the NKF saga as an excuse.. Stop all these pls... It just shows how dumbass u are..

Friday, April 21, 2006


Really appreciate tsang yew's effort in making that cute, likeable 3 Musketeers Picture that symbolises the strong friendship shared by him, me and songyu.
In reciprocal, i did another similiar thing but its the chinese version. Haha.. not very well done though.. But its the thought that counts isn't it? :) Hope u both dun mind the crude work!! :P
so voting is on may 6 and my basic theory test is on next fri...

was flipping through e newspapers and found smth which i thought was quite amusing... this year's elections will be fought mainly in e east and north... haha... poor guys in e west... another election going by without any contest in their constituency... so ya... should be voting come may 6...

watched e dialogue with MM Lee e other time... surprising still v shrewd and crafty in his responses at his age... and i thought some of e participants were slightly over zealous and maybe rude... well of course e whole thing was supposed and was meant to be a two-way thing, but surely u could wait until e person in question finish his/her speech 1st...

but then again, such dialogues with leaders holding important roles are by and large hard to come by... which is really quite sad...

have quite a number of thoughts tt i wanna put down...

some days ago i went to e driving centre to take my trial basic theory test and there were a couple of foreign workers and non-english and chinese ppl in e room... so well, u were to type in yr user id and password and start on e trial test... with just 15min before e test ended, the instructor in e room discovered tt one of e foreign workers apparently had just stoned in front of e com all e while, nv logging in and start on his test... and so e instructor said: "hey brother... how come u sit there so long still haven log in? y u nv ask for help?"

hmmm... tt set me thinking... abt foreign workers coming here to work... in a place tt is so alien to them... abt doing this just so tt they can provide for their family back home... abt doing this so tt they can have a better future...

poverty nv fails to set me thinking... abt lots of stuff... abt my childhood... abt her... abt life... i think i'm more nostalgic than i ever thought i was...

haha... ying yue ri ji playing in e background just reminded me tt i've not listened to it for quite some time liao...

y is it tt we seem to have more hi-bye friends as we age? cos we do not want to commit ourselves to more relationships?

i used to, on quite a regular basis, send friendship sms-es to my friends... recently tt frequency has dropped by quite some bit... and during tt period in which i nv send any friendship sms, only 1 person continued to actively send me those kind of sms... it's only when i start to send sms again, like yesterday, tt some of my friends replied with similar sms-es... are friendships/relationships supposed to be like tt? a 1 to 1 passive exchange? deep down inside i seriously hope not...

Thursday, April 20, 2006

This is so lame lor... LOL
I think for people who watched the korean show Da Chang Jin or Jewel in the Palace will be able to appreciate this crap... haha

http://flash.cyol.com/product/05121802324416.swf

Thursday, April 06, 2006

hey bra, if u lazy to watch the whole techie replay, can just fast forward to the following highlights... lol... triple kills @ 34th, 43rd and 50th min... and my 1st
quadruple kill @ 53rd min... haha... ownage...

oh ya... to the uninformed... just installed w3 on my new com... and playing dota 6.27c AI lately... although i'm also re-playing D2 LOD, albeit at a slower pace... currently only a lvl 19 necro... long way to my amazon or baba prowess... haiz...

will blog about my trip to genting some weeks ago at a later time...

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

21... an age where u begin to decide wat u wanna do, where u wanna be... nobody is gonna tell u wat u need to do and how u should go about doing it anymore... so follow yr heart and do wat u deem fit... and support would be with you always, just like it always has been...

we are ppl of few words... or at least i am... so some things are not said sometimes, but tt doesn't mean tt they aren't there...

a new page has started for all of us... a continuation of the previous chapter or a new storyline or both?

and yes... the photo exists...

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Hurt, disappointment, frustration are the emotions that now threaten to engulf and rob me of my entire sanity.... I tried to clear my mind, close my eyes and sleep but i couldn't. I asked myself am i dreaming? I hope all these are not true.. But unfortunately, it is.. It did happened and i am just totally stunned.
Why? Why do it when you already know its wrong? What's wrong with you? You know how much it hurts and upsets me?
And him, i still can't believe it he actually did that... The facade that he had shown me over these years has now faded in an instant, unveiling a totally horrible and disgusting side.
Come to think of it, why am i so concerned for what? Just because i am close to you? So what? Still who am i to you to feel such anguish and pain? Should i just try to erase the whole thing and treat it like nothing happened? Or should i just not bother in whatever you do?
I hate it. I hate getting hurt time and time again.
What have i done in my previous life to reap this got damn negativity?
Why am i always getting hurt when everything around seems to go well and fine? Why? Why is fate so fond of bringing me to the top of mountain and throwing me down deep into the abyss from there?
It seems to me i can't love or adore a person cos in the end, that very person will be the one to hurt me very deeply. Not once has this happened...
I am sorry. Okay, really sorry cos i can't be there with you whenever you needed support. I can't give you the encouragement or support that you had wanted from me. And because of that, you turned to someone else of the wrong choice and consequently made that mistake. If i had been more sensitive and thoughtful, would all these have happened?
No use lamenting now.. What's the point? What's done can't be undone... Who to blame? Me, myself...
Tsang Yew, i am really tired.. i really had enough of all these.. How i wish i could also join you australia in pursuit of Medicine... I hate this place already.... It has brought me more painful memories than happiness.. If I could, i want to leave this place forever, leaving behind and shutting away those who had hurt me...
To whoever it concerns: whatever you said to me, i will keep to my promise and not tell anyone. If you don't believe me, fine.. I don't wish to argue anymore..

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Finally a chapter ends, and a new chapter unfolds..

My chapter.

Sadly, its more like a new story instead of a continuation from the previous.. where are the original characters?? I can't wait to come back!!

Hey btw.. what happened to the 3 musketeers? A term that bradon has designated for the three of us? Come to think of it, we've never taken a photo together. Just the 3 of us... have we??

Brandon>>
Regardin my friend's blog, I can give u the URL if you come online.. but keep to to yourself. You'll be able to find some pictures of me there i think.. i think la... haha

Friday, March 17, 2006

and so a chapter ends... and i'm waiting for the next chapter to begin...

to bra: hey, i'm not doing the ipod survey thingy... sceptical about free stuff, as i did for MLM... and apprehensive, esp when a mailing add is required... and oh ya... did you read the terms of service and privacy policy? point is, businesses use the pt tt consumers tend not to read such stuff to their advantage... pretty much like not reading the small print... and u find yrself getting more than u bargained for... off-topic: if u're wondering where the link to tty's roommate is, it's now taken down, as requested, and put as a draft post tt u can access to when u log in to blogger...

went for the ntu and nus open house recently, together with lei^3 and yixiang... first time to ntu... v big place... and i came to the conclusion tt i must bring a bicycle on the 1st day of school and put it at the hostel...

we were on our way to nus from ntu and trying to physcho lei^3 to join the dark side aka ntu when we boarded bus 95... just to discover tt ntu had a evil plot going on... lol... bus 95, which goes to nus, had handgrip ads from ntu! u noe, those kinda doorknob do nt disturb ads... lol... and across the street was a bus fully clad as a ntu ad... ntu's everywhere! lol... and to think tt it was ntu tt provided a shuttle service at clementi, which i would think of as a nus place... nus-clementi and ntu-boon lay yah? join the dark side!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

yap, finally settled down to actually slug though my blog links and update them... a lot of them got buried under the dust (aka died)... pretty much expected... but hmmm... didn't knew tt tty's blog got revived (again)... and tt someone actually had 2 blogs... O.o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeNvxUcMUDI&eurl= (provided by bra) some army 'music video' lol...

Thursday, March 02, 2006

happy b'day lei lei lei lei lei lei lei lei lei!!!

lol... yap... went to treat lei^3 to see brokeback mountain today, on his 21st b'day... well, the 1st R21 movie for the both of us... how should i put it... hmmm... the newspapers' reviews for e movie is like: !!! and my review for e movie is like: ??? e movie didn't like come across to me... and it was like logically flawed, i would say... in comparison e other alternative movies (in my own words... alternative as in those non-blockbluster/romance/comedy or aka film festival kinda movie)... brokeback mountain isn't e best tt i've watched... nothing quite like Munich, Be With Me or Life is Beautiful...

oh ya... i almost forgot about something interesting tt happened in my recent blog absence... my unit got to take part in the upcoming army recruitment advertisement... by supplying e extras... and i was one of them... lol... well, not exactly sure if u'll get to see my face on tv (i'm quite sceptical...)... but anyways, the ad is gonna be airing on 31st march... so watch out!

and yes yes... mr tty... yr face appeared on e centrefold of this month's pioneer magazine... lol... actually nothing much... it's a photo showing e recent malaysian agong visit and yr crew ppl... well, i might take a photo of it and paste it on e blog for u to see... lol...

Monday, February 27, 2006

was watching campus superstar just now... and i came to realise something... mini skirts are not very flattering, what with them showing off a girl's big thighs... oh well, nvm... weird observation...

oh ya, the first female contestant, clara, was my cousin's student in primary school... got to see her in person during the chinese new year period at my aunt's house... dark and quite tall... but she don't really sing well... haha...
saw this on my friend's nick in msn and so decided to try one (or rather two) myself... help me do! :) my johari/nohari window...
k... let's see... this's e first post in 48 days... wow... long time no blog liao lo... heheh... but this blog's not shutting down anytime soon...

anything happened during this time? yep, u bet... had this girl tt i noe nought about msg-ing me and mistaking me for some sec school kid... haha... and tty postulated tt she must have been quite ugly for e guy to give her the wrong number... but it seemed like she would't accept the fact tt she was msg-ing the wrong guy and even proceeded to send me a v-day friendship msg... -.-''' despo girl... oh ya btw, didn't receive any more msg from her lately... guess she finally gave up...

heard tt the rage these days is about this sex video made by tammy from nyp... before i go any furthur, i would like to disclaim tt i do not have the video... was checking out the net just now... normal blogs tt were just commenting on e incident had traffic v much increased to their websites by mere mention of the word tammmy... huh... despo netizens... and the hoo-huh for this whole thing is actually quite big, going by the top searches in www.technocrati.com...

sent off tty the other day (18/2)... workaholic ju-zi was surprising still in bed when bra called her... haiz... anyway, haha... guess he was pretty much not focusing on his pals tt were there early... cos J was late... haha... T&J... must have been xinhan's fault tt J was late... :p

anyway, ya... some update... tty just started his first lesson todae... having some internet trouble at where he staying, so he's currently using the internet connection in school... which reminds me of something... anyone got skype? wait till i download it, then we all can start conferencing and yakking away... lol...

pretty much v slack lately... my fourth song is still untouched from wat i left it to be some wks ago... haiz... went to see munich with bra just last wkend... worth watching... not a bad movie... btw, a note of caution: it's 2h 44min... v long...

still haven watched brokeback mountain yet... must go and watch it soon or it'll disappear from e screens even b4 i noe it... this wed 1045@suntec...

oh man... feel a sudden need to go to the toilet... haha... will continue some other time...

Thursday, February 23, 2006


the group picture!!! minus meiju and lynda who both had to leave early...


wat's kian pok so cheekily happy about... heh heh...


the 2B foursome pose for a picture... minus victor who went fishing in thailand...


me and florence... with kian pok being cheeky again in e background...


tty and florence... with e usual stonily wierd/weirdly stony face, tt tty...


me and peifang... hmmm... heard tt she got a boyfriend liao... poor boyfriend... must be everyday kenna physical abuse by tt girl... lol...


lei^3 and pok posing for other ppl's camera... -.-'''


lei^3 and florence... hmmm... just reminded me of something... haha... wonder if it's still true... shhh...


those who left behind late enough to see the cake cutting ceremony...


and there's e cake! yum yum...

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

to all ppl who went to my b'dae party, a big thank you!!!

hope u all enjoyed yrselves! and for those who left early, i'm so sorry we couldn't get to cut the cake earlier... :( to those who weren't there the whole duration, well we watched a lousy movie (the myth)... lol... had the buffet dinner, taught someone to ride the bike late at night, played bridge and speed (lame game... lol... yes, it's lame...) and had lunch the next day at mac...

will upload the photos at a later time... didn't take much though, in part due to kian pok and the flurry of camera phones tt nite... all snatching for a piece of everyone... haiz...