come to think of it... dun think i want to retype the whole chunk... believe tt my posts should be my thoughts at the time of posting... it would seem weird if i was to retype it... cos wat i felt then isn't exactly wat i feel now... well then, too bad for my blog readers... haha... cos i actually provided some clue on who she is in tt post tt i had intended to publish but which the stupid com failed to do... blame the com not me... haha... well then, maybe next time...