I am starting to feel miserable and uncomfortable in my new unit..... Dunnoe why... A lot of things in there are quite demanding physically, mentally and academically. My course is 12 weeks long and 1 week have just passed.. I really need lots and lots of TOLERANCE, ENDURANCE & PERSERVERANCE to survive this "ordeal".... I dun wish to downgrade or get out of this unit cos personally this unit is quite unique and the opreations they do are interesting.... But it is just the training and the pple there that puts me off...
After BMT and 2 weeks in my unit, my hatred for army life began to increase... I really hate this type of regimental and rigid lifestyle... Rules can't be bent, things cannot be done in another way... Also, u get treated like shit: commanders raising thier voice at you as if you are some kind of inferior being(if this happened in civilian life, i would have given that guy a punch in the face).
It is not that i cant swallow my pride or be subjected to forced treatment, I just dun like it becos i personally dun do that to pple... Well nvm, I guess this is part of life and i have no choice but to accept it. 2yrs of NS... A very long time b4 i can finally regain my freedom.. Once again, TOLERANCE, ENDURANCE & PERSERVERANCE are all that i need.......