Inevitable Death:
This year i have heard of many cases of pple dying very unexpectedly. For instance, my classmate, JJ's father passed away just like that. My grandma passed away too. Den in the showbiz, came along the suicide of Leslie Cheung and the demise of both "Blacky" Ke Shou Liang and Anita Mui... Haiz, guess it is the darkest time in the history pages of Chinese showbiz.

Reflections:
Well, guess everyone noes what am i driving at...Life and death is unexpected and i can hear some pple uttering that i am very cliched... Yah right, cliched... That means everyone has known this and heard this many times. BUT SO WHAT? There are still fools who take things for granted, not appreciating the things around them nor cherishing anything that is given to them. Now ,everynight when i sleep, i am always thinking, will i be able to get up tommorrow? Or when i am walking on the road, i was thinking will i get hit by a car or whatever...
I am not being paranoid, but just being aware so that i will be mentally prepared for any unexpected changes, not like some who only noe how to curse and swear at Heaven for making fun at them... To put it crudely, these pple deserve no sympathy at all

Appearance:
I mentioned this b4 about appearances getting more & more westernised or "un-Asian"...

Reflections:
I have said what i wanted to say in my previous post.

Mask:
I am utterly disappointed with most of my JC friends that i have made... Strangely, my real good friends in Jc are girls... Haiz, i realised that my so called good male friends are wearing masks or they had a very scary side which gives me the creeps... I duno why... Sad...

Reflections:
I have to be more cautious in my choice of friends from now onwards... Chinese saying: the mind of humans are ever hard to predict...
Sometimes, i feel shameful of our own human race. Like in the movie : The Matrix Revolutions had this last scene where the Oracle and the Architect were making a deal on the freedom of the humans out of the system.
The Oracle asked, "Do you keep your word?"
The Architect replied, "Of course! What do u think i am? HUMAN??"
Sad case, humans are so evil...

Speaking Chinese:
Came across a few Chinese Singaporeans who declined speaking mandarin.. What the heck? Why dun speak Chinese? Just becos Singapore government made English an offcial 1st language, so does it mean we have to speak English at all times? This is utter nonsense and excuse given by LAZY CHINESE SINGAPOREANS!!! There was this time i was at the chinese section of Kinoukuniya looking for books. Den i heard some bloody young chinese girls were toking. One of them asked:"Why are we in this section? So CHEEENA..."
What the hell is cheena? I demanded explanation. Someone told me it meant old-fashioned.. and i felt like giving that guy a punch so hard that he could just die on the spot. Chinese is old-fashioned... these 3 words really hurt me as a Chinese. Why despise ur heritage? U THINK THOSE BLOODY WESTERNS ARE TRENDY AND COOL ISSIT? Those who despise their own heritage are those with no self-esteem and dignity at all. Western bootlickers and Chinese traitors!!

Ps: I just want to tell some of those SINGAPOREANS that: there are some COOL AND TRENDY westerners are learning OLD-FASHIONED and CHEENA CHINESE okay!!!

Reflections:
Nothing to say... cos i am so hot up whenever i touch on this issue.