the one significant thing tt i actually remember of this year is my meetings with melissa... it was not long after i dropped bio tt i discovered she had done the same too... albeit just wks b4 me in dec... oh... before i go any further... melissa is not she... she is lynda (the girl tt u see in the photo tt tty posted)... any 'she' hereafter (for this post only), refers to melissa...

still remembered tt i was pretty unsatisfied with the relationships tt i were in at tt time... most of time in school was spent with wei chang... didn't really had have any decent interaction with any girl... so i asked if melissa would mind spending the free periods during the bio lects with me... was actually quite surprised tt she agreed...

guess i didn't put it across to her clearly in the first place tt i was not dating her... afterall she had had an-all girls education b4 stepping into TJ and it seemed tt it was the first bgr tt she gotten herself in... it became known to me sometime in the middle of the year tt she had came to have a liking on me... just hoped tt she hadn't commited too much into our relationship... cos it must have hurt otherwise, to noe tt the person tt u like likes someone else...

tt kind of feeling i understand all too well... and i ticked myself off for not trying to prevent such a scenario happening on her... for the first time, i had unwitting caused hurt to a girl...