just in case u haven noticed... i finished the post tt i typed yesterdae...

the one significant thing tt i actually remember of this year is my meetings with melissa... it was not long after i dropped bio tt i discovered she had done the same too... albeit just wks b4 me in dec... oh... before i go any further... melissa is not she... she is lynda (the girl tt u see in the photo tt tty posted)... any 'she' hereafter (for this post only), refers to melissa...

still remembered tt i was pretty unsatisfied with the relationships tt i were in at tt time... most of time in school was spent with wei chang... didn't really had have any decent interaction with any girl... so i asked if melissa would mind spending the free periods during the bio lects with me... was actually quite surprised tt she agreed...

guess i didn't put it across to her clearly in the first place tt i was not dating her... afterall she had had an-all girls education b4 stepping into TJ and it seemed tt it was the first bgr tt she gotten herself in... it became known to me sometime in the middle of the year tt she had came to have a liking on me... just hoped tt she hadn't commited too much into our relationship... cos it must have hurt otherwise, to noe tt the person tt u like likes someone else...

tt kind of feeling i understand all too well... and i ticked myself off for not trying to prevent such a scenario happening on her... for the first time, i had unwitting caused hurt to a girl...

Inevitable Death:
This year i have heard of many cases of pple dying very unexpectedly. For instance, my classmate, JJ's father passed away just like that. My grandma passed away too. Den in the showbiz, came along the suicide of Leslie Cheung and the demise of both "Blacky" Ke Shou Liang and Anita Mui... Haiz, guess it is the darkest time in the history pages of Chinese showbiz.

Reflections:
Well, guess everyone noes what am i driving at...Life and death is unexpected and i can hear some pple uttering that i am very cliched... Yah right, cliched... That means everyone has known this and heard this many times. BUT SO WHAT? There are still fools who take things for granted, not appreciating the things around them nor cherishing anything that is given to them. Now ,everynight when i sleep, i am always thinking, will i be able to get up tommorrow? Or when i am walking on the road, i was thinking will i get hit by a car or whatever...
I am not being paranoid, but just being aware so that i will be mentally prepared for any unexpected changes, not like some who only noe how to curse and swear at Heaven for making fun at them... To put it crudely, these pple deserve no sympathy at all

Appearance:
I mentioned this b4 about appearances getting more & more westernised or "un-Asian"...

Reflections:
I have said what i wanted to say in my previous post.

Mask:
I am utterly disappointed with most of my JC friends that i have made... Strangely, my real good friends in Jc are girls... Haiz, i realised that my so called good male friends are wearing masks or they had a very scary side which gives me the creeps... I duno why... Sad...

Reflections:
I have to be more cautious in my choice of friends from now onwards... Chinese saying: the mind of humans are ever hard to predict...
Sometimes, i feel shameful of our own human race. Like in the movie : The Matrix Revolutions had this last scene where the Oracle and the Architect were making a deal on the freedom of the humans out of the system.
The Oracle asked, "Do you keep your word?"
The Architect replied, "Of course! What do u think i am? HUMAN??"
Sad case, humans are so evil...

Speaking Chinese:
Came across a few Chinese Singaporeans who declined speaking mandarin.. What the heck? Why dun speak Chinese? Just becos Singapore government made English an offcial 1st language, so does it mean we have to speak English at all times? This is utter nonsense and excuse given by LAZY CHINESE SINGAPOREANS!!! There was this time i was at the chinese section of Kinoukuniya looking for books. Den i heard some bloody young chinese girls were toking. One of them asked:"Why are we in this section? So CHEEENA..."
What the hell is cheena? I demanded explanation. Someone told me it meant old-fashioned.. and i felt like giving that guy a punch so hard that he could just die on the spot. Chinese is old-fashioned... these 3 words really hurt me as a Chinese. Why despise ur heritage? U THINK THOSE BLOODY WESTERNS ARE TRENDY AND COOL ISSIT? Those who despise their own heritage are those with no self-esteem and dignity at all. Western bootlickers and Chinese traitors!!

Ps: I just want to tell some of those SINGAPOREANS that: there are some COOL AND TRENDY westerners are learning OLD-FASHIONED and CHEENA CHINESE okay!!!

Reflections:
Nothing to say... cos i am so hot up whenever i touch on this issue.

2003... hmmm... wat events happened to me personally this year? 7 jan... my birthday... decided to drop bio on tt dae... can't remember wat exactly the final straw was which led to ths decision... but felt tt for once, i didn't gave a subject the respect tt it deserved... bio was always the last subject tt i studied for when it came to exam time...

there was also this memory thingy... there was a lot of stuff to memorise... i just grew tired of trying to commit the notes to memory... i must say tt these 2 years have been the most screwed up years in my whole education...

well, can't really remember wat happened to me academically the 1st 6 months of this year... but everything was to climax at the period b4 the 'A's... had been having these pretty wild mood swings inside me for these 2 years... but they became much more frequent as the 'A's neared... i can still somewhat recall the utter resentment i felt about the exam... which directly led to me doing what i did... (see my earlier posts during the 'A's exam period)

hey bra and tty, join in and type yr reflections for this year...

oh great... dunnoe what the hell is wrong but i've violated their terms of service again... can't be copyright problems, cause i took those photos... i have the copyrights... then again those photos are not explicit, vulgar or watsoever... just dun understand y... guess those geeks at angelfire.com has nothing better to do...

great... my webpage just got struck off for violation of angelfire's tems of sevice? wth? i look at the terms and dun see how i've violated it... anyway, should be reloading the photos again pretty soon...

oi brandon, stop contradicting yrself! u already said tt it's a tit for tat... so why the 'dun understand'???

hmmm... b4 i answer any of blandon's questions... STOP SPAMMING LAR YOU TWO!!! er hmmm... to answer tty's question 1st... sometimes or should i say quite a lot of times you ask the question at the wrong time... if you ask the question over the phone, let's say the q is whether i like her or not, you dun expect me to answer: yes i like her rite?

as in, my phone is in the living room, it is plugged into a socket, i dun have yr luxury of holing yrself in a room and be free of eavesdroppers... it'll be a headache if my parents start asking me to explain the things tt i say over the phone... if u get what i'm talking about...

another reason is tt i feel more comfortable talking here... there is this mentality ingrained in me which tells me tt not many ppl listen to the things tt i say and tt's y i tend to keep to myself when amongst a group of ppl... let's just say tt time and again the events tt happen have re-affirmed this mentality of mine...

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!! Tis is so hilarious and crazy....... Tsang Yew, what the hell u doing....U r still thinking abt songluck's words saying that lynda is extremely gorgeous.... Madness ah!!!!!!!
Songluck, what say u? haha... I mean abt tsang yew's actions... And may i noe the purpose of u putting the class photo there? I guess u must be trying to have a tit for tat, but i cant seem to see the connection leh..
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Take a look at this pic. Notice the gorgeous babe?


Can't see? Its ok, let me put you in perspective, literally. Hahaha.


Still too small? This is 2x Zoom


3x Zoom


4x Zoom


5x Zoom


6x Zoom


7x Zoom. Still not a bit less gorgeous!


Don't nose bleed. =P

Its amusing how, lately, every entry which contain references to !@#&^ would also contain a specific adjective which meant someone was pleasing to the eye, other than exuding an nice body aroma and being extraordinarily attractive. Of course, the word also describes the non-physical characteristics one possesses, which in most cases can make even the most grotesque person turn into a drop dead gorgeous babe or a saliva-inducing hunk. Not to say that !@#&^ is ugly. I just got carried off while trying to explain the adjective in question. In fact, she is pleasant looking; above average I would say.

I fully comprehend the misery that you are going too. Her presence is more than enough, but it must had pained you to have to suffer the thought of she being just right in front of you yet is impossibly far out of your reach. No, maybe not. Her absence would have triggered that kind of yearning. During her absence you might start to think think how awfully short the times you are with her compared to the times when you are not. Maybe not. Maybe I shouldn't make assumptions based on my own experiences.

Wah, its really nerve wrecking to have to type in perfect english(Eh, maybe its not perfect but its the best I can come up with hahahaha), so now its back to SINGLISH!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... wah song yu, why you become so full of feelings over here? you describe your thoughts and feelings in great details here yet all i get from you when i ask you about stuff related to her is simply a non chalant one word reply. WAH LAO, what kind of fren is this... WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO!

met her out for dinner yesterday... wanted to past her a present tt i bought back from my trip... seemed like i went there early... she was held back by her boss and could only reach there at 8... she looked beautiful... and hmmm... seemed like she had slimmed down quite some bit... now she looks so miao2 tiao2... well, we had dinner and talked for a short while b4 we left... she still had to visit catherine to pass her some stuff...

haiz... for some reason, i couldn't think of anything to talk to her about... her presence there was enough... think she must have felt weird seeing me literally staring at her quite a few times... or maybe she had become used to it... lol...

Hello! Its been a long time since anyone seen me blogging, cos well, i deleted my blog. HAHAHA... I am back from Egypt, just 2 hours ago. I don't feel like wasting my breathe to talk about my trip, but there's just one thing I feel like saying. That is, the feeling of returning to reality once I arrrived in Singapore. Weird feeling, I dunno if I actually felt happy or unhappy, its like both feelings trying to express themselves at the same time. You could say that an overseas trip, for me at least, is a form of escapism, even thought I didn't intend to make it that way. To people who always complained about my thriftiness, don't worry, I bought souvenirs. YAY!!!

Maybe I'll talk about my trip here after readjusting back to local time. Cos, Egypt is 6 hours behind us.

Btw, Saddam Hussein is captured? I saw the news in Egypt. A man in a cafeteria in Cairo told me that Saddam isn't the real thing. How bout you guys? Now I've got 10 days worth of newspapers to go through.

went to sentosa last fri with brandon... well, the weather in the morning was not tt bad... we took the sentosa bus there... (island admission fee:$2 & sentosa bus fee:$1) after setting foot on the island, we went to search for the nearest monorail station... omg... it's still the same old monorail and the same old tv set... seems like nothing much has changed since i last visited the place (which was like 10 over years ago?)... toured the island hereafter and found tt a large part of the island is undergoing renovation... guess we chose the wrong time to visit sentosa...

b4 i bore u out with my words and to make the whole story short, it would be wise to visit the island only after 2006, after all the renovations have been completed... nothing much has changed there (for the time being)... awww... wth has the authorities been doing in the past 10 over years? slacking? but one saving grace was the musical fountain... it has become much nicer and man... it is a world class performance... but the laser tt they use during the performance can become overwhelming and can get into yr eyes...

i look forward to every sunday's newspaper... they always have these interesting articles... saw this one on JC orientation ragging... the part on the musical chairs seemed familiar... i vaguely recall tt i've taken part in tt game b4... hmmm... disgusting... imagining soiling yrself with soy sauce, tomato ketchup and who-noes-wat... and there's no comfort knowing tt most likely yr mother would be the one cleaning up yr mess at the end of the dae and having to listen to her rattling about the dirt... think it all boils down to the individual's idea of fun... personally i dun think tt tt particular game is 'fun' at all...

oi blandon... can break up yr msgs into more digestible chunks next time a not? lol...

Well well well, so songluck think Singapore girls are more prettier than Jap girls..... Well, i dun think he is totally wrong, but den i also dun think he is totally right either. i think the problem lies with singapore girls is that of course, the fashion sense like what songluck mentioned.... The girls there really look stunningly beautiful... but one bad thing is they are very westernised in their appearance (out of 10 jap gers, 9 has dyed their hair... the hair colour is blonde, if not its copper brown or gold). i applaud for most singaporeans not dying their hair cos seriously speaking, dying spoils how we Asians look... duno why pple have such low self esteem and despise their own looks, thinking that westerns look better... sad case.. (Caution: these words are not meant for those who has this mindset of dying hair for fun) there is one thing i would like to say is that Singaporean girls have a variety of looks which is a good thing.. that means some look like korean, japanese, chinese or thais or whatever asian look.. whereas for jap: all look almost the same to me, very typical japanese girl look.. And one more thing: i hope pple will use their brains more when they want to dress up.. Follow urself not the fashion trend.. If u dun look nice in that dress, forget it... there so many dress that are in fashion and surely some will suit u... If u are still so adamant, i den suggest u go for cosmetic surgery and that is the best i can offer... Haiz... everyone is so mindful of appearances..

Japan, the Land of sushi and sashimi:

yum yum... surpisingly, didn't get to eat any sushi at all during my entire trip... but did get to enjoy it's sashimi... wat can i say... for the best sashimi u got to head down to japan... as for the food tt the japs themselves eat... the average meal in a restaurant cost about 800 yen... the average for tt in a higher-end restaurant is about 1200 yen... mcdonald's over there is relatively cheaper, unlike singapore... the average mc set would cost u 650 yen... dun expect to find a food court easily in japan... in my 30 over days tt i have spent in japan (last year and this), i have only came across 1 food court...

on the food itself, common food items tt u will find is of course sushi, sashimi... u will also find ramen, udon and soba (they are all noodles)... in addition, u also have curry rice... talking about the curry rice, the curry (in just about eveywhere tt i've been to) is suspiciously similar to tt used by mcdonalds... me and brandon came to a conclusion tt there's a conspiracy somewhere...

one important thing to note here (b4 i 4get)... the meals are VERY fufilling (in any sense of the word) ... b4 a meal, u can feel like u can eat a whole cow but after the meal, u can feel like yr stomach is gonna burst... the cream (usually cheese or tomato) or sauce tt they put on yr rice (or noodle) is so thick tt it alone would make yr stomach feel like it can't take in any more things... so it is wise to order 1 meal less when u dine out... tt is to say, 3 meals for 4 persons...

Japan, the Land of chio bu?:

had a discussion with brandon yesterday... told him tt i think singaporean girls are more beautiful (at least for our age group) than jap girls... ahaha... i heard someone just say: huh? is he mad or wat... ... the major problem i think, is tt the girls here need to learn how to better groom themselves...

finally decided to sit down and blog about my trip to japan... think i'll start with an overview of what the country is like b4 i actually talk about the places tt i went to (if i ever get to talk about it)...

P.S. Brandon, feel free to rebut anything which u think is incorrect...

Japan, the Land of Fashion:

well, after seeing the prom/grad nite photos for tjc, i seriously think tt a large portion of the girls (as well as some of the guys) need lessons on how to groom themselves... some of the girls just simply put on too much make up and others just look weird in their costumes... i dun think we can really blame them... they didn't had much oppotunities to dress up so elaborately b4... do they? everyday spent outdoors in japan is a lesson in fashion for me... just about everyone, guys included, put on makeup of some sort... quite a number of the women have fake eyebrows and even more of them wear those high heel boots tt reach up to just below the knee...

well up to now, if anyone thinks tt i had implicitly implied tt i have good fashion sense... well, guess u dun noe me well enough... i dress in watever i feel like dressing in... dun give much damn about what i wear... just be myself ay?

continuing... about the shool uniform... hey brandon, the school uniform for the guys make them look like keanu reeves? omg... not to tt extent... but i must agree tt it is smart looking... as the for the girls, hmmm... now i'm stuck as to wat the appropriate clothing term is... well, think i'll use coat... the coat for the girls is also smart looking and the skirts... think u all sorta noe by now tt they are awfully short... still have not seen one which extends beyond the knee cap... how short? let's just say the average length makes it looks like a mini-skirt...

this brings me to my next point... i think the skirts are rather distasteful... showing off not also the calf but the big thigh as well... well, tt certainly turned me off... yaya, i can hear someone out there calling me a pervert guy... lol... on the other hand, i prefer the skirts tt our school girls wear... they only choose to reveal the calf, which i think (and i think a lot of ppl would agree) is more sexy than the thigh...

stunned... was looking at the tjc grad nite photo (at www.uberture.com) when i came to the last photo... it's a photo of the oac ppl... and there she is... simply gorgeous... and somewhat uncanning, looking like eveyln tan... perhaps the only other time when i have seen her dress up so beautifully was in my dreams where she was wearing a wedding dress... and no... the groom wasn't me... but tt's beside the point... i'm at a loss of words as to what to say now... she's so simply gorgeous...

Hi guys, i am back from Japan. Okay, i shall start with my tour initinery..a rather brief account in fact...

First day: quite stupid cos my flight from singapore to osaka is considered a day. *fumes* the plane's flight is at midnight, and reaches osaka in the morning at abt 7 plus... bloody hell, could not sleep well the whole night. Why? in the cabin, the space is too cramped, cant stretch my legs.... so my sleep was like in naps...damn it....

Second day: reached osaka, when i stepped out of the plane, a wave of chillness overwhelmed me.... quickly took another shirt from my bag and put it on... feeling groggy cos did not sleep well the night b4... den after taking our hand carry bags , we proceed to the immigration counter and the queue is long. what makes the whole thing worse is that the counter is blooooody sloooooowwwwwwww.... stood there for quite a while like a country bumpkin idiot.. finally, we went to collect out luggage and went to find our tour guide and the rest of the tour group ... the guide is called henry lin, an indonesian chinese.... he is rather humourous... den we set off for universal studio..... WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! pple mountain pple sea!!! so we queue and sat almost all the rides, quite fun lah, though the weather was cold.... after almost a whole day there, we went out to gather with the rest and the guide brought us to shinsaibashi which is a shopping street for dinner and some free time for shopping... did not buy anything yet but went to visit arcades cos songluck told me it was diff..... well not much difff leh....... after we went shopping, we head straight for the hotel.... the hotel rooms are quite spacy... not bad not bad... haha..... den we had to sleep cos we were so god damn tired and also becos the morning call is 6am which is 5am!!! in singapore time!!!!

3rd Day:went to Nara to visit the Nara Deer park.... i realised that the jap treat the deers with utter respect.... must be some sacred animal according to their culture... den after that, we went to a few temples which i am lazy to name them,.... haha... what a luck day cos we manage to see three geishas(or called art prostitutes)... my mum quickly clicked the camera as if there were unlimited films..... Discovered something: the uniforms of jap boys are quite smart looking... black coat, black pants... waahh, like keanu reeves in the matrix.. as for the gers, nah not like carie-ann moss if u think so. their skirts are uhem.... very short in stark contrast to singapore gers....... reached toyohashi... well that is all for today...

4th day: sat Japan's famous bullet train...... It is so blooooooooddddddddy fast that i started to think abt Bernoulli Effect.. Oh my goodness!! went to the majestic and symbolic Mt Fuji!!!!! Beautiful.... On the way to the mountain, there were a few times we could actually see the mountain unfortunately the clouds were a nuisance... Henry said Fuji is like a shy girl hiding behind the curtains... haha... Finally reached the fifth step of Fuji.... stepped out of the bus and i almost became ice... den went to the shops to warm myself.... guess what i saw... it is extremely lame and corny. They actually had canned Air of Mt Fuji!!!!! what the ....... and it cost a stupid 300 yen.... gosh!!! went to the hotel resort near one of Fuji's biggest lakes... during dinner, we met Singapore volleyball team from St. Hildas Sec... wah, they are really the pride of Singaporeans man!!!!!!! they smacked the jap 5 to kosong!!!!! the hotel is so bloody small.... sianzz.... very jap style, have to sleep on the floor....

5th day: Today's prgram got not much things but rather shopping until my legs wanted to break at its joints!!!!!!! Sianzzzzz

6th day: yeah!!!!! going to disney land!!!!!!! so lucky cos we can get to see the parade by the disney char for the celebration of their 20th anniversary... took quite a lot of rides but not as exciting as universal studio ones..... got one ride called space mountain, an in-door roller coaster was closed... so sad... not really lah actually cos i sat it b4 in bangkok!!!!! haha...... as the skies darken very early, in the end we got lost when we were on our way out..... though we got map, but the lights around were very dim.... so cant figure it out...... well, we were late by half an hour... so paiseh, the rest of the grp had to wait so long for us/ :P

last day: alas! my fingers are a bit numb by now..... nothing much, shopping shopping shopping....... den headed straight for airport..... and PRESTO!!!! back in singapore typing this brief japan tour journal!!

... night time... calmness... silence... i dun noe where to begin... i am not sure what exactly what to type... had 3 dreams on my trip abroad... 3 different dreams and 2 different replies... strange... the feeling towards her... it's slowly coming back... very slowly... tt eagerness to see her in my dreams... tt little joy tt i feel inside of me when she is there beside me in my dreams... not real, but yet so lucid... it's a feeling tt i have felt before and i noe what it is... it's the feeling tt you get when you like someone and you long for tt person's presence... tt feeling of love... but why? why am i having tt feeling? i dun noe... i'm confused... have i not gotten over her yet? have i not told tty time and again tt i only treat her as a good friend? and yet... .........

i had sms-ed her before i left for my trip... told her tt i had liked her before.... before? ... i asked if she had ever liked me before too... whether it had ever been mutual... she didn't reply and still hasn't yet... why am i typing all these stuff? am i trying to show a point? i dun noe... i dun have an answer... maybe... maybe i'm just trying to let someone noe... anyone... noe what i feel... there is this drop of tear in my heart... long is the time tt i have last since cried... what am i sad about? ......... i think i have changed a lot during the last few years... has my heart gone cold... unfeeling towards the pletora of emotions around me... the occasional smile only serves to mask what i feel inside... loneliness... but no... if u think tt i am suicidal... no... at least not at the moment... just sad... and lonely... u noe wat i am talking about... it's not the company of my parents tt i am talking about here...

feel tt these 2 years have generated friendships tt generally have been superficial... didn't really bother to immerse myself in the activities around me... haha... well... it's playing wei2 yi1 on my media player now... quite fitting... the song lyrics... well... suddenly thought about tty... never fail to constantly ask me about my relationship with her... specific questions... but do we always have to have a clear answer to every question? maybe... at least it makes the whole picture clearer... ......... the nite is late... i wonder what i will dream of tonite...

do visit this website: http://4wav.com/card.php?id=6545 (courtesy of brandon)

Hi, i am goin to Japan for holiday also, just like Songluck.... Well, this msg is for Songluck: Hahaha...... Luck, i am leaving for japan tonight at twelve.... See will we be able to meet each other or not when my tour group stop by Tokyo... Maybe by then u already gone back... TTy, bon voyage to you on your trip to exotic Egypt!!!

... enjoyed myself todae, drooling at the state-of-the-art electronic items... a 2.6giga Hz, 120giga byte, 17 inch LCD monitor cost S$1700 approx. ... hmm... looks like i have to continue with this msg tml... my parents are nagging me to sleep...

yokoso! todae's weather has been forcasted to be the coldest so far this year... the temperature range is 8-11C... right now as i type, it's a chilling 10C out there... gotta go now... going to go off to a town where they sell all the electronic gds... so till next time...

hey tty, so did u help with me out with the photo? post something here... i might be able to check my blog again at a later date... anyway, hope u have enjoyed yrself tt nite... hopefully the night had been as colourful as the dresses of the ppl attending it...

mushi mushi! blogging from japan~ let's see... the temperature outside is around 10C and the time now is 2056h... the sun rises early here and also sets early... 0500h looks like 0700h in sg and correspodingly, 1700h here looks like 1900h in singapore... hmm... make it 2100h instead... haha... it really turns dark here v quickly as the afternoon progresses... will post more when i return back from my trip... my sis also wants to use the laptop and check her mail...

to tty: hey, remember the favour tt i asked u regarding the prom nite? can help me take the photo? make sure tt 1) who'sever camera has battery (it'll be stupid to bring a camera with no battery rite...) 2)whoever is taking the photo noes how to take one (u should noe wat i mean... ok... in case u don't... i don't want a blurred photo due to shaky hands and i dun wan one where i can see someone else's finger)... thanx! i look forward to seeing the photo so dun disappoint me... muahaha...

anyway, i think i might still be able to blog while in japan. can use my cousin's laptop to go online... well, we shall see... oh yah... haha... i can go there and watch naruto! muahaha... wonder wat episode it is playing now...

Important announcement: i will be going on holiday to japan from 30 nov to 10 dec. so DO NOT call my house no. or hp during this period. also DO NOT send e-mail to either my hotmail or yahoo account. thnx!

Check this out: http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/10212/other/021202xingyu.swf (courtesy of kian pok)

yahoo! finally everything is over... well todae's phy was ok... didn't manage to finish though... so it quite worried me when the others said they had quite some time left after they finished the paper... but it is a comfort to hear tt ai ping didn't complete the paper too (if my hearing didn't fail me tt is)... well,
Phy paper 3: -13 marks

i am not sure y... impulse? maybe... i said wat i had wanted to say but had not said for 4 years... also, i posted the question tt had all the while been there in a corner of my heart... ... ... ... and now i wait for the reply...

omg... this stupid blogger had some prob and now i have to retype my post... was going to the hawker centre opposite TJ to have lunch yesterdae when we saw this stall... haha... guess wat it's called? it's the Songluck stall! muahaha... the laksa there was ok... but didn't try out the mee pok (not sure if they have it in the 1st place)... wonder if they had relocated from simei or set up a new branch... hahaha...

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Note the current exchange rate is US$1 = S$1.72082
For the political compass: Economic Left/Right: 0.25 Libertarian/Authoritarian: -1.33
For the rich list: You are in the top 42.57% richest people in the world. There are 3,445,486,284 people poorer than you. You are the 2,554,513,716 richest person in the world.

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IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT TO PPL OF 4JT (if they ever come and read my blog tt is... which i doubt so): do u all want to have a bungalow stay of 5 daes during the hols? might not apply for it if the response is too poor... the bungalow stay is similar to the one in sec4... if the plan does fall apart, then we'll just make do with a usual class outing... but thinking of doing something tt we nv do b4 or something which we seldom do...

thought about posting more comments on the papers but forgot quite a large number of questions already... so gave up the thought... anyway... todae is the 1st nite home alone for me... muahaha... gonna stay up till pretty late... check this out: http://friend.kuro.com.tw/fateasia/brutal/main.php (courtesy of bradon) i got 30% for it... went out to watch matrix revolutions with tty... quite ok... though there were quite a few parts which i dun understand... then went on to marine parade to play pool... so crappy... only won 3 games out of dunnoe how many... bian4 lan4 le4... haiz...

SIAN AH>>>>>>> I think my physics paper fail liao lah.............. Paper 2 minus all the marks lah........... Everything all wrong.......

Phy paper 1: -4 marks
Phy paper 2: -15marks

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Chem paper 1: -1 mark

Chem paper 3: -44 marks. 37 due to questions not done and 7 due to wrong answers.

decided to post something todae... wow... has been quite some time since i blogged... well let me see how the "A"s went...

Maths: was surprisingly easy... both paper 1 and paper 2... and to think tt i only started studying for maths paper 1 the day b4 at 6pm... wat crap... haha... as expected, D.E. came out in the EITHER/OR section... if it didn't, then i would have been so dead... never did a single D.E. question in my 2 years... anyway... i decided to write more workings this time and in the end, well, i used 6 1/2 pages (aka 3 foolscaps and a bit more)... paper 2 was even more crazy... didn't find really much working to write... so ended up using only 4 1/2 page (aka 2 foolscaps and a bit more)... haha... let's see... for paper 1, i finished 8i) on my 1st piece of foolscap and for paper 2, i finished section A and the 1st stats question... haha...

oh ya... didn't expect to break a record of mine for this time's maths paper... well, tt time in june common test i finished a 8 marks question in 5 lines and got the full marks... this time it's a 7 marks question in 3 lines... how's tt? haha... tt was for the last stats question EITHER... the question asked u to find the probability of the day's fruits being satisfactory... well, if u still dun remember which question... maybe u might find this probability familiar: 0.90*... forgot wat's the last digit, but think it is a 7...

Chem: quite bad for many of the questions on oganic chem in paper 2... pray hard tt the paper 3 won't be as weird as the paper 2 and pract...

GP: did a familiar question... q11: does the modern world place too much reliance on technology? not sure wat marks i'll get this time round... think i left out some points this time... just like the prelims... haiz...

anyway, dunnoe when i will next blog.... so till next time...

Hey this is a site which is parodying Avril Lavigne's "Complicated"......... A bit sick actually, hahaa..........

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To
everyone: wat's up? nv post any msg for quite some days liao... quite bored actually, dunnoe wat to post... anyway, after since i joined friendster, discovered tt the no. of blog hitters increased by quite some bit... well, thnx for all ya support guys!!! anyway, this is not entirely my blog... i share it with 2 other firends... hmm... those 2 guys have been hibernating for a long time liao... now, it seems like i'm the only guy talking here... man... might as well talk to my beloved bedroom wall... haha...

ms phua... or issit gillian... hmm...: how's my life ar? haiz, me lan duo to re-type staff... so if u have the time, just plough through my previous msgs... haha... slackers rule... anyway, wat r u studying in nus?

lynn: yoz! gd luck for yr "A"s too...

victor: yeah... we gotta meet some dae... it's all tt kian pok's fault lah... always screw up things one... haha... should be able to arrange a date after the "A"s... but i going to tokyo to visit my cousin sorta straight after the "A"s... will only be back on the 10th? if i remember correctly...

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here is my mythological form............


You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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yoz... go check out these cool emoticons for msn messanger: http://kusos.com/ (courtesy of wei yuan)

My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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hmm... guess it's either we are too busy preparing for the "A"s, slacking around or having blogstipation... it's been quiet around here for some days...

You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver. "And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility." Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian). The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood. His sign is the crescent moon. As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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wow... brandon, yr post is long leh... anyway, dunnoe wat to post... nothing exciting has been happening to me lately... hey... i dun cut off all power supply loh... jokes... yesterday was cos i got my com plug "illegally"... haha... wasn't meant to be found out by me... if so suay suay the lightning really hit my flat, then my com might end up how yr com ended up the other time... then my parents would noe tt i went to search for the plug... then god noes wat would happen to my com...well, if u understand wat i've said so far... xianz... till next time...

AH TAY!!!!!!!!!!! That is how lame of u to thank everyone in ur class!!!! Why u suddenly want to do this? and den u got nothing to say abt the gers rite, keep repeating the phrase "very nice" for over 10 times liao..... Muahahahahahahahahahaah...........
And songluck, i must think of a way to cure ur "thunder-lightning phobia". Whenever got thunder and storm, u straight away cut off 'all' power supply....

Abt Chemistry prac and the A's:
Ever since the chem pract, my confidence for the coming A's have been shaken. Why? good question........ that question on FeCl3 with phenol giving the violet colouration....... So FeCl3 was to test for phenol and i did not noe all along until that DAY!!!!!!! (what the hell??) Asked my 2 good buddies, tty and songluck and they told me they learnt it from their lecture notes......
U see lah? Now u noe why some jc can be in top five while others are kanasai..... dun belittle all these little details... they make their students have an advantage over others...... not saying that it is unfair, but that my school teachers should have ALREADY LEARNT for so many years why NY is always losing out to pple.... so what if they copy wholesale from other jc's notes or plagiarised their notes...SO? i rather they do such a thing den to be smart alec and come out with their OWN notes (waaaaaah, sound so unique hor!!! UNIQUE MY FOOT) when they themselves noe they are not as good as teachers from other better jcs.... Sian.. now i dunnoe whether such stupid situation is going to repeat again in future papers...... if it really happens, i have nothing to say by then but just to wait and get shitty results.......

Abt NS:
i think this batch of becoming NS boys are really lucky to have such accidents happening b4 we get enlisted..... WHy? it serves as an alarm to the SAF to be more careful during their training.... so that means the probability of risks in NS will be lesser.... but still must be careful and NEVER ACT TOUGH!!!! cannot catch ur breath must stop and rest...... dun be hero and carry on with the training...... so what if doing that cant get u into the prestigious vocations u want? SO WHAT??? Ur life more important or those materialistic ranks which are worthless compared to ur life? Also, u have to think for ur family, what if something happens to u, how will ur family feel? These questions are aimed at pple who only bloody care for themselves and not others. I have a classmate of NY, JJ, only child. His father passed away just months ago. Den he received the letter from Hendon Camp, or rather the House of Commandos... and i told him to reject being a commando during the interview... why? cos i told him to think for his mother... if anything happened to him, what will happen to his lonely mother? His mother will be all alone even she has relatives... But the impt thing is that a once happy complete family now turned out to be incomplete.. but he never listened, he said that commando wearing the red beret is something special in NS and it will give him some sort of special status..... and next time if he apply for job, it will look good in his CV.... haiz.... why is he so blinded with all these?? in the end, i got fed up and dun wan to bother abt his business anymore...
I may still consider to go for OCS but i will do so IF I FEEL the BMT is okay for me..... if i feel that i can barely manage the BMT, then what for opt of MUCH MUCH tougher OCS???
feeling very tired after all this grumbling.......... goin to sleep now

yes... but i think either you didn't hear properly or tty didn't say properly, it seems like u didn't get the full story, of which i might tell u when the oppotunity arises...

Dear Mr Luck, I have recently learnt about something regarding ur love life and i just want to say it was such a pity, cos if u could have more patience initially, u would have been now in the love bed of roses........................ Well, well, well........... Haiz.. guess that is how life is like, always losing opportunities and regretting later on....... LUCk,, u better do something about it...It is either u ACTION or else, history will repeat... Dun try to act blur at this point of time.... U noe what i am referring to. MUAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!

haha... just remembered somthing stupid but funny... it was after the "A" chem pract... was with tty having lunch at marine parade... then mr cheng (tty's chem tutor, also my ex-tutor) msg-ed tty... the msg was: how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how?... bai2 chi1 si3 le4... so i suggested tt he reply with: like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt like tt LOR!... LOLx... till now mr cheng still haven replied tty yet... haha...

haha... anyhow made my way to jessica and changli's blog... 1st stop was ivan's blog, then marie's, then kelly's, then jessica and changli... jessica's blog: http://www.ujournal.org/users/hipporu... changli's blog: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=juzdoit

wow... so many posts for yesterday... anyway... was using the com for the whole day yesterday... bad bad... as a result only managed to study the first part of vectors... ah!!!

I am back from the air force seminar....... Sian...Loads of crap by the pilots... An got one idiotic student from NJ i think, during the Q&A session asked the officers abt any embarassing moments during their training to share with????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT RUBBISH!!!!! Wasting time leh...... That asshole really deserves a smack from all the boys attending the seminar.... I also tsang yew at the seminar with his friend nishant.. Haiz, sian day

NVM WAT, still got good friends, like me, brandon, lynda and who else I am not sure.... RIGHT? Good friends will remain, take comfort in that. =)

Bout your class mistreating you, I felt it was really negligence on their part la... you're their classmate after all... but that's not to discount your relatively inertness...

BUT there are many factors which eventually lead to this outcome la, and no use to point the finger at anyone or anything... sigh anyway..

Hey i recalled u asked me how I felt bout the graduation ceremony. Even though I said I felt it was ok, U could have just sounded your own opinion, don't have to agree with me.

BTW, Wei Xiang said find Molecular Mass of organic product!!! Not the groups, well but he was quite close to suggest that organic would appear. MUAHAHAHAA

Also, I met Brandon today at the pilot seminar. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Wa lao, the seminar boring ah... my back bone also want to break from just sitting there.. haha..

yesterday's pract was a surprise... and to think tt wei xiang had postulated b4 the pract tt organic chem would come out and ask us to identify the functional groups present... unbelievable... gotta ask him for some zhen1 zi4... haha... anyway, think i didn't fare too badly for this...

seem quite some time ago liao but have not talked about it... tt dae the farewell ceremony... sad... but also happy at times... to see my ex-class 19/02 performing on stage and also to see tt meiwen is still so enthusiastic as ever... haha... really funny... to hear her scream like tt again... haiz... tears kept coming out from my eyes throughout the whole thing... found the ceremony very touching... maybe i was feeling v sentimental then... but these 2 years... they had to be 1 of my lowest points of my life... those who know me would have seen the huge change in me... from being an active class member in Justice to a loner in the class (well, quite near to being a loner)... y y y? on tt last day of school, my class had organised a CG lunch... but no one told me anything... so i didn't go... just 2 to 3 days b4 tt... worse still... about 12 of them boarded the same bus 38 as me... moments b4 i had only just accidentally overheard issac mentioning having CG lunch while he was talking to his friend on the hp... so there i was under LT1, at the bus stop and on the bus... waiting... waiting... for someone to ask if if i was going for the CG lunch... but no... nothing... nothing at all... ... ... ... y, with this class, can't i even get to enjoy a fraction of the happiness tt i had in my days with Justice??? ... ... ...

hey brandon... y u still nv check yr mail issit? i've re-sent my invitation to u to join my blog... u see lah, tty has already used my account to send himself an invitation... haha... and if u look carefully, u can see under his latest msg tt it's tsany yew crapped at... instead of songluck crapped at...

It worked.. hehe..

Ok dunno if it works

KANNNNNAAAAAAAASAAAAIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE CHEMISTRY PRAC TODAY SO WEIRD ONE? ORGANIC ONE SOMEMORE..... HOW I WISH THIS WAS FOR THE PRELIMS AND MY PRELIMS ARE FOR TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! SHIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT THE CAMBRIDGE..............
@^%#&%@^%#@(*^$&@(*$^@($^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SOMEMORE I STILL READ THE WRONG THING FOR THE PLANNING NO. 2 AND THAT IS WHY I CANNOT DO.... WHAT IS WRONG WIF ME???? WHAT IS WRONG WIF ME!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHH......!!!!!!!! A'LEVEL FAIL LIAO LAH!!!!!

PS: this is brandon ranting away like nobody's business

Notice now the blog area covers the whole of the alloted space? Hehe, I've already made the neccesary changes. :)

-Tsang Yew

Hey this is TSANG YEW.

Don't look so surprised, like I hacked into your account... haha... anyway I rejected the invitation because I thought it will be better starting a new blog.

Anyway, you can guess how I logged into the account... lol... who asked brandon to big mouth... LOL

Be careful ok... =P

this is brandon blogging now, dun get confused..........
just took a quiz and i am as the below

Which HP Kid Are You?

... just heard from tty something which i dreaded to hear... will go and fan xing fan xing... in the meanwhile, this will be my last post b4 the "A" pract... my next post will most likely be during the 2 weeks after the phy pract...

hey hey hey... wat i said here about her remains unchanged... putting tt topic aside... if you want the template i can send it to you... cause sometimes this blogger thingy screws up and the template gets completely deleted at times... and as a result, the blog screws up as well...

yes yes songluck.......... i took such a long time to log in cos i was traumatised by the fact that u used ................ as ur PASSWORD!!!!!!!!! Oh my god!!! Well, seems u have a definite target this time and i wish all the best in achieving it! Yeh, the way to go! hahahahahahahaha

You are in Chinatown! Singapore is a facinating
blend of east meets west, and nowhere is this
juxtaposition more pronounced than in
chinatown.

Which part of Singapore would you enjoy most (with pics)?
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Your Heart is Blue

What Color is Your Heart?
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You should be dating a Leo.
23 July - 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.

What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.

What feeling do you represent?
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well well... invited my good pal brandon to join me and share this blog with me... but it seems like he is still as blur as ever... told him the username and password but it seems like he couldn't get in... dunnoe y... haha... hey bra, if u manage to log in, just post a simple msg so tt i noe u r here...

come to think of it... dun think i want to retype the whole chunk... believe tt my posts should be my thoughts at the time of posting... it would seem weird if i was to retype it... cos wat i felt then isn't exactly wat i feel now... well then, too bad for my blog readers... haha... cos i actually provided some clue on who she is in tt post tt i had intended to publish but which the stupid com failed to do... blame the com not me... haha... well then, maybe next time...

curse tt stupid idiotic com kiosk under the LT1... was thinking of posting something using tt com just now... typed one whole chunk of words and in the end, it had problems publishing the post... !@$$%#$# might as well burn down all the stupid kiosks... haiz... actually had planned to type in my longest post to date... well, maybe i'll retype it now...

She (singer: Fei Xiang)

May be the face I can't forget
A trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day.
She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell
She who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I'll remember till the day I die
She
May be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is
She, she, she

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oh yes... one more thing... hey brandon and tty, if you are reading this, i was wondering if you two want to share this blog with me... thought about the idea while i was looking through the sunday LIFE! yesterday... yes yes... the article on blogs and bloggers... of course we have to get the archives working if you two wanna share the blog with me... if not the blog might take some time to load all the posts... well anyway, tell me wat you think about the idea and if it works out, i'll tell you the username and password...

... just confirmed my subject grades this morning... got BCC and C6 for GP (quite surprisingly)... think they set the passing mark pretty low this time round... strange... thought i had more things to type but now it seems like my mind is blank... oh yes... also saw my Mean Subject Grade (msg) today while checking my grades... my msg was 2.67 i think... tt puts me 5th in class (out of 22)... the lowest in my class got 1.57 i think... followed by two 2.00s and one 2.50... well, at least i didn't do tt badly in my class... but still think my class on the average not v clever... well, i think it's partly due to the fact tt it's the first time in my studying life tt i'm not in the best class... i'm pretty much used to being around the best students and having intense competition with them... *shrugs*

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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Wow... posted quite a lot today... hope u dun get blown away... haha...

Poseidon

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are Gambit!
You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
others.

Which X-Men character are you most like?
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"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics)
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Which 80's Song Fits You?
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well, did a few touch ups on my blog in the few days after i changed my skin: added a mouse clock and made it smaller... also changed its position relative to the mouse... also added a counter... and the latest thing to be added was the Quote for the day...

hohoho... todae school ends early for me... got back my chem P2 (37/60) and phy P3 (62.5/100)... still pretty ok... to summerise my overall prelims results: maths 73% (should be a B, praying for an A), chem 59% (C), phy 59% (should also be a C) and GP 43.5% (should be D7)... well if I really get BCC & D7, tt will be 52 points for me... wow, finally went past the 50 mark... for those who are interested, the grading for chem is as follows: A - >69, B - >60, C - >55, D - >49, E - >42 or 43 (not sure)

got this from xin han... check this out and see how picky u are...
http://www.channel4.com/health/microsites/P/pickyquiz/index.html

as you can see, i've changed my skin... most prob will add a counter, chat box and other stuff in the days to come...

The Karma Test

In the last year you've earned 819 karma points

You've earned these points by doing good things, therefore allowing good things to circle back to you. There are 6 different ways people earn karma, and by looking at your responses to this test, we can tell that your forgiving nature is earning you the most karma.

You seem to understand that holding grudges and placing blame on others aren't positive ways to contribute to a situation. So when people treat you unfairly, or make mistakes, you tend to give them the opportunity to make amends. Retaliation simply isn't your style. And your capacity to genuinely forgive others strengthens your current relationships and may come back to you positively in the future. Through your concerted efforts to allow for others' imperfections, you generate good karma for yourself and the universe as a whole.

The Classic Star Wars Test

You're Obi-Wan Kenobi

"If you strike me down, I will become more powerful than you can possibly imagine." Truly the words of a confident teacher, you and "old Ben" share the calm wisdom of someone who's seen it all. You are probably the type of person who enjoys giving back to the community, whether by organizing the annual block party or volunteering time to help others.

You know you're not perfect and that's why being a mentor is so fulfilling. You can teach others about the mistakes that you made. Like Obi-Wan, you are an excellent judge of character — often recognizing aspects of yourself in others. You know how to teach life lessons without being preachy, and while you may not quite have the Jedi mind trick figured out, your honest conviction can be very persuasive.

xian... just got back my GP results... just as i thought... wasn't having a great feeling b4 i went for the lecture... have this kinda premonitions quite often and 80% of the time they r correct... got 21/50 for essay (8.5/25 for content and 12.5/25 for language)... damn terrible... and just as i thought again, it was the examples tt went hey-wire... shouldn't have chosen them... looks like they r not v correct or wouldn't aid in my argument, in retrospect... didn't do tt well for my compre either (the same goes for my class)... got 22.5/50... to sum it up, i got 43.5/100... failing mark... can only hope now tt my chem P2 doesn't put on a repeat of history in only a timespan of some 70min...

Emode's Original Inkblot Test

Your subconscious mind is driven most by Peace

You have a deeply-rooted desire to make peace in the world. Whether through subtle interactions with loved ones, or through getting involved in social causes, it is important to you to be able to influence the world in a positive way.

You have a deep respect for humankind. You care about the future of the world, even beyond your own involvement in it, and you inspire others to feel the same way. Your innate drive toward peace guides you in daily life towards decisions that are respectful toward yourself and others.

... so xian... back in school and slacking in the hub yet again... dun noe how i'm gonna survive the remaining 8 days... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Lalala... first day back to school... feeling nothing special... as expected, i'm slacking at the hub again, doing nothing constructive... haha... got back my maths P1 (74/100) & P2 (72/100), chem P4 (42/50), phy P4 (22.5/34) & P5 (13/16)... well, my maths marks were a bit unexpected... sorta thought it'll be something slightly lower... my chem was even more unexpected, but wat can i say? i'm happy to get tt kinda marks... phy pract was disappointing, esp the one on discharging of capacitor... only got 7.5... anyway, it's nearly time for my next lesson, phy tut... so till next time...

Haha... found this interesting test on emode:

The Chakra Test

Your most positive energy is flowing from your First Chakra

This chakra is located at the base of your spine and is usually called the root or base chakra. The first chakra represents evolutionary life force and is associated with both physical energy and overall vitality. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your first chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning important life lessons associated with this energy center. You likely experience a solid feeling of safety and security in your day-to-day life. You seem to know on a deep level that those you love are truly there for you. Having strong first chakra energy means that you aren't apt to be as swayed by life's small ups and downs as many people are. Your positivity in this area also shows that you generally feel grounded and understand that your life's foundation is solid.

Whether they're allowing positive energy to flow or preventing it from doing so, all seven of your body's chakras contribute to how you are feeling on a day-to-day basis. When they're balanced, you feel energized and at the top of your game. When they're unbalanced, you may feel tired or 'off'.

oh great... just realised tt my post are apparently not being archived... gotta ask tty wat's going on... anyway, just finished doing a quiz...

What Does Your Room Say about You?

Modern

Sometimes less really is more. A modern style like yours tends to be refreshingly clutter-free and all about simple lines. Maybe you use square, pop-up baskets to hide laundry or have straightforward twill bedding in a monochromatic hue. Simplicity is for you.

While you may get overwhelmed when everyday clutter starts accumulating on flat surfaces (don't we all?), you're also probably pretty organized. Which may be why the people who know you like to congregate in your spare, calm surroundings. Maybe you set the tone with a steel desk lamp and keep disarray at bay with great-looking storage boxes. We're guessing you pretty much have a place for everything and that translates into a room that perfectly reflects your clean, modern style.

wow... at last the prelims are over... keep having dreams of wat my gp essay mark would be like... gotta confess tt i'm really looking forward to getting back my essay... hope tt it'll be a 30 something... if possible, hope it can match my last essay's score... sorta worried tt the marker might not subsribe to my points of argument... well, todae's a v fine day for going out... yeah! perhaps i should put some quiz results on my blog, just like the other guys... so far i only put the "which naruto character are you?" quiz... should be able to put some up pretty soon... actually i've done quite a lot of such quizes b4... mainly from www.emode.com did about 50+ of them? haha...

studying for my last paper now as i type these words... it's phy paper 3... wonder how i'll fare for tml's paper... dun think i'm gonna do well for my chem and phy these time round... most prob would be worse than my june ct, but dun think it'll as catastrophic as my march ct... anyway, i'm dl something now and with the computer switched on, it never fails to distract me from wat i'm doing... ...... think i shall sop here and just force myself to study as much as i can, cause if i use the com anymore and i don't do well tml, i know i'm gonna feel v depressed... so its tata for now...

Mmmm... strange... realised tt i couldn't see my latest post (Sept 17) on my blog, but could see it here in the editing page... aniwayz, it seems like quite a lot of ppl are concerned about who she is and wat's going on between us... well, its quite a long story, if u want mi to tell ya rite from t=0... i see her as a gd friend (as i've quite frequently told tty) and wat does she think of me? well... i really don't noe... y dun i take it a step further and make her more than a gd friend? Hmmm... tt's part of the long story... haha... dun think i wanna talk about it as yet...

hohoho... first post after i've gotten broadband... don't really see its power yet... got to wait till i download something... anyway, not sure if i'll be posting tml... tt will have to depend if my plug is still there...

think i gonna wait till 2 weeks later for the next post... tt will be when i get my broadband... also will get a gd looking skin for the blog by tt time...

wow... just looked at xinhan's mail about how to 2time yr partner... best! like tt also can... back to her... up till now i still can't believe tt we quite often share an uncanniness in our thoughts or actions... was msg-ing her the other nite and was contemplating on whether to ask her out for evening jogs when she beat me to it and asked if i was interested to come out and study... well i agreed, since we lived very near each other and there's no com where we're going to... haha... i knew tt my gd buddy tty sure gonna complain tt i zhong se qing you... xianz... my studying pace is so slow... not even half way through maths or chem... then phy haven touched yet... die... chem pract also haven study...

yohoho... finally awoke from my hibernation... wonder i anyone ever reads my blog... anyway, me joining the broadband wagon soon, so most likely could be posting every other dae then... still in the midst of clearing my almost busted inbox, thanx to xinhan... he sure has a lot of mail to send... still waiting for 1030h to come... then i'll go meet her... was just wondering when she'll ask me out yesterdae nite when rite smack she msg-ed me...

never went to school todae... actually wanted to pon one but had a little accident yesterday while playing handball... haha... so i guess its fated tt i'm gonna stay at home... got back my last essay for the year (excluding prelim and A lar)... guess how much i got? 35 man... unbelievable... highest in class... anyway, just saw pok's email... check this out... http://arch.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/10307/flash/030711zhu.swf

Xianz... going for my second training soon... ah!!! dunnoe what we will be doing today... certainly hope it's not another 7km run... hmmm... just didcovered tt my posts r all not related to each other... all of them have their own themes... guess tt shows quite a lot about my brain's incoherentness... not sure when my next post will be, but dun think it will be long... cos the prelims coming and i haven studied much :( well gonna go off now... dun wanna be late for the training...

Wow... I guess tt's so much for the html editing for today... Will try to make the site more attractive, but for now, this is it...

thought of typing in something else but changed my mind... cos think tt tty would surely buzz around me if had posted the msg... aniwayz, tt's not the point... strange... now i can't think of anything to type when my brain was just bursting with what to post when i was taking the train home just now... oh... maybe leave something here for tt KPO... dun wan to say who, but xin zhi du ming... managed to do a kage-bunshin in my dreams some weeks ago... might elaborate more on my next post...

wow... never thought tt i'll get hinata... mmm... anyway, finally know what tt idiotic xin han is up to... gonna tell him to delete tt stupid pseudo site... haiz... so xianz... tml still have chem test... test on such a large topic somemore... but nvm... school gonna end soon, so just bear with it...

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

check this out: http://dev68.mif.vu.lt/~fafas/flash/without_you.swf

ahhh xin han... say my first 2 posts v stupid rite...

yo hohoho... finally deleted the stupid posts... now slacking in hub, enjoying the air con... i love monday man... get to go home early... haha... anyway, not much time left b4 the lecture starts... think i go and explore this place a bit more b4 i post my next msg...