http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=9oCTkwpSgnY crappily funny video of 2 korean girls singing karaoke... lol... link provided by tty...

Merry Christmas (belated... lol...) and a Happy New Year! and a Happy ORD!!! (if any of them ever reads my blog in the first place...) :p

yoyoyo... have quite a few things to blog about... first things first... the bungalow stay/outing/gathering is confirmed!!! 6jan evening to 9jan morn... but the main day will be the 7th... will be having a buffet dinner (to be confirmed after i get the initial responses... but most prob will have la...)... those who wanna stay over till the 8th are welcome!!! and anyone who has cards/mahjong/board games are also welcomed to bring it there... oh ya... those who feel like having a karaoke session or movie screening can also bring yr vcds/dvds there... yeah!!! furthur details to be provided later...

was technorati-ing my nick the other day and i stumbled upon lei^3's post:
Thursday, December 15
After the dance, we get some drinks ($3 per person ) and get to see VIC's former classmates, Jane and Wan'er. Apprently they came back from melbourn. To Songluck and Kianpok: at least you know where your sec3/4 classmate was

also heard from chien kit tt wan'er's became pretty wild over at down under... and tt erin's back in singapore this month...

was playing maple when i heard the project superstars voices coming from my sis com... so they have made christmas music videos for this festive season! see them at: http://u.mediacorptv.com/story.aspx?Editorial_ID=177&SubCategoryID=19

heheheh... learnt something recently... my friend brought an origami book to camp and i learnt to fold the pentagonal flower! and i thought it was quite complex and time consuming... spent like half a day folding 1 flower... -.-''' tried to search the web for a picture to show u guys wat it actually looks like but couldn't seem to find one... instead i stumbled upon even more complex origami designs... guess one will have a blood vomiting time trying to fold one of those... esp if u're not exactly the dextrous kind... haha... oh ya... trying to get my hands on how to make one of those origami butterfly rings... ya, rings, those kind tt u can actually wear on yr finger... cool heh...

thought tt my train rides were starting to get a bit monotonous when i came across yet another incident on the train just some days back... i wonder if it's the stressful life nowadays or wat tt make ppl's temper short... haiz...

have you read this free distributing newspaper called the epochtimes? u can view the online international version at http://www.theepochtimes.com/index0.html... i personally didn't browse through it, but wat i heard from joevin was tt the newspaper sorta has some anti-china or anti-communist elements...

have a lot of things to blog about and i'm not sure exactly where to start from... brandon's just gone to hong kong this afternoon to enjoy... tt's y the outing's next wk... yap... just realised tt i passed my 11th million min-on-the-earth mark... or 660million seconds spent alive... old? dun have tt feeling yet... reaching an important milestone in my life soon... and i do not mean ORD... it's even sooner than tt...

ay ay... i will be organising an outing after emu's... so all my gd pals out there... u all are booked on the 1st wkend of the new year aka 6-8 jan... yeah! will try to come up with something refreshing for the whole lot to enjoy... it'll be a bungalow stay (ya, the one at pasir ris... the one with the karaoke room)... maybe we can all play mahjong till the neighbours complain... lol... oh ya, i guess i didn't mention tt i learned how to play mahjong some months ago... in camp... sheesh... haha...

anyway, is it going to be a pig-out seesion at emu there? haha... eat and watch tv... we shall be couch potatoes for the day... looking forward to the outing...

read a lot of articles regarding teenage sex/lolitas/mercy sex/aids recently... seems to me tt the local sex scene is opening up... 16-18 year olds having sex with other ppl and which involve money is now illegal (i hope i'm not wrong... i'm rusty on current news)... to deal with the increasing worrying tread of lolitas in singapore? no difference from teenage prostitution.... and the turning of tables... now one night stands initiated by the fairer gender, dumping the guy the next day and leaving him stunted tt he has just been used by a woman to satisfy her needs... mercy sex initiated by women... to fulfill their own cravings... yah... tt's also an increasing trend... read in a NEWMAN magazine...

and the women interviewed are not abashed to admit tt they engage in such behaviour... even providing lurid details on their sexcapades and suggesting tt mercy sex might have helped them in getting better academic results... it's a crazy world out there...

saw a breath-takingly beautiful sunset 2 days back... deep hues of orange, yellow, red, violet, purple in a clear sky... simply splendid... but too bad i didn't have a camera with me...

christmas christmas christmas~~~ looking forward to it... ahaha... will be having a duper long break then, from 23dec to 3 jan... and will be meeting up with ju-zi and emu on the 17th... eh emu, wat plans do u have for us on tt dae? surely not to watch some lousy movie? ahaha...

unintentionally passed by the sports school some weeks ago... so it's located in the north and near an expressway... car exhaust fumes good for the young sportsmen? poor planning of it's location...

was browsing through the photos of the friends in my friendster account and i came up with this generalisation... girls who look pretty while they were young do not look tt pretty now and vice versa... hmmm... nu3 da4 shi2 ba1 bian4...

leading a pretty much monotonic life at the moment... and it seems like i'm not the only one... even some of the girls in the uni are leading monotonic lifes, some of which i feel is even more monotonic than mine... cummon... i seriously dun think life should be so monotonic... it has got to be better than tt... ah!!! someone drag me out of my monotonic life!!!

www.joichua.com joi chua's bloggie...
http://takchek.blogspot.com/2005/06/military-civilian-doctors.html an interesting read on the SAF Medical Officers...
http://www.youngpap.org.sg/phpbb/viewtopic.php?p=13153#13153 the actual forum thread from which the above read came from...

yap... so there's my third set of lyrics... comments anyone? anyway, talking about comments, i need the html for the comments section, so tt ppl can comment on my posts... the chatterbox is not reliable... need to constantly post on it to keep it alive...

actually thought about posting a superpost, but shall not attempt to bore out my readers yet... haha... someone recently commented tt my lyrics are too poetical to really become lyrics for a song... well, i dun really think so... cos there are quite a number of songs tt are also pretty poetical and they sound v nice... not to mention tt being poetical makes one feel tt the song is more meaningful and better crafted... i'm personally quite intrigued by the poeticalness and craftfulness of the lyrics of jay chou's and teresa teng's songs...

heard a nice song on music diary some days ago... cha1 gan1 lei4 di1 by eve... like the songs tt she sings... nice mood, nice lyrics...

hmmm... found out something quite unbelievable... i actually lost 2kg during my stay in army!!! wow... from 55kg to 53kg... ya i noe, i'm like flyweight and i'm still losing mass... der...

Lyrics no. 3

相思豆女孩

相思豆女孩 已有很久没陪你望着那辽阔的大海
相思豆女孩 已有很久没依赖在你那温暖的情怀
还记得 我记得 当日的阴霾
你在树下徘徊 时不时还对着远处发呆

相思豆女孩 已有很久没陪你表演在校园的舞台
相思豆女孩 已有很久没依赖在我们之间的恋爱
还记得 我记得 你将头儿抬
再也无法忍耐 突然泪满脸向我扑过来

你的突如其来 把我给吓坏
心中不停的猜 你为何悲哀
结果你说你得了癌
笑容从我脸上离开 生活顿时乱了拍

但病魔不会将你打败
它不会夺走你的和蔼
也不会是你生命要害
更不会灰去生活精彩
因为你是相思豆女孩
因为我俩会牵手过百

现在你在国外 努力的抗癌
已有十个礼拜 我等你回来
（回来我俩一块儿 沙滩沙上踩）
感受我们各自动脉
陶醉于这个简单爱 我的相思豆女孩

作词:小飞机
二零零五年十月十一日完成

In a nutshell: in the opening verse, this song talks about how this guy yearns to be with this girl and recollects what happened on a particular fateful day in the past... the song continues to say that the girl broke news to the guy that she has cancer and that the guy was shocked upon hearing the news... the guy chose to be optimistic and believed that everything would turn out fine... in the closing verse, the song mentions that the girl is now abroad, receiving treatment and that the guy would patiently wait for his beloved to return...

Comments: hmmm... not much comments really... lol... except that i didn't get my inspiration from anyone, including myself...

strange... something's not very right... having trouble loading my bloggie and going into msn messanger... wonder if my bloggie has become too huge to load... blah...

hmmm... found 93.3 DJ peifen's bloggie add in a magazine recently... go check it out at www.crazycoolcute.blogspot.com...

sianz... all alone at home... parents went overseas to enjoy themselves and my sis is out (prob with her bf)... O.o zzz... lonely bored me...

oh ya... sianz... kenna POI aka Protection Of Installations duty starting next wkend... have duties on both the public holidays... SOOOOOOOOO... the justice outing will just have to be postponed... or maybe someone else just organise it?

wat's wrong with idealism anyway? thinking tt everything will end well... a form of escapism? to some degree... but it provides one with a sense of optimism and isn't tt a good thing? i like to believe tt actually a near idealistic world is achievable... albeit with many restrictions... irony? sometimes it's just tt good values can also conflict with one another in certain cercumstances and as a result the final scene is not always ideal... wat is songluck talking??? in the ideal world, someone would... no, everyone would... hahaha... i'm mad... ignore me...

actually had a lot of things to blog about... or at least i thought i had a lot to blog about... but forgot wat they were... even when i remembered, i couldn't get to log in to blogger from the coms in my camp... weird...

to start things off, i've finally completed my 3rd set of lyrics!!! yes... finally... -.- yes!!!!!!!!! now u all will just have to wait till i get my hands on the digital camera...

have been playing a lot of DOTA lately... practically twice every wk... O.o that's not exactly v healthy financially... but still it's within control... yeah... and the games are getting looooooooonger... so much looooooooonger... played a 106min game not just too long ago... end game team frag ratio was a crappily unbelievable 64-69... and tty just played a 120+min game... crap...

someone recently told me tt i have idealistc views... and looks like some of my friends also had some problems with idealistic views vs reality... er hmmm... think i shall stop here for the moment... my mind aint exactly starting to think cohesively... shall go to sleep soon... zzz...

how suited are you to be the boss of a company? check it out at: http://www.sce.pccu.edu.tw/card/boss/ my score was 76%...

hmmm... bloggers seem to be getting more than their fair share of the news lately, with 3 bloggers getting charged for racist remarks and students getting caned for anti-teacher posts...

yeah... blogging should come with some reponsibility and self-regulation... but wat i saw in the newpaper, wat some of the teachers said, really irked me... is looking or rather snooping, at their students' blogs within the teachers' scope? i would think so... and i suppose u dun need to scold yr student if he uses vulgarity on his blog... i mean a lecture would be good enough... are teachers really being more nosey than they need to be? i have a feeling tt it's the case...

downloaded google earth yesterday... power! now i know why some governments are worried tt the software might be inappropriately used by terrorists... the detail provided was beyond wat i imagined... u can actually zoom in on to any part of the earth and see wat buildings there are... it's so detailed tt u could actually see a bus as a small rectangle... just download it and amaze yrself trying to find out yr block of flat... highly recommended for endless snooping fun... haha...

and i thought ju-zi really retreated into some ulu mountains... haha... so long nv blog liao... was starting to wonder wat's wrong... hey ju-zi, u could always follow emu and change yr blog add... and keep all those evil ppl out! lol...

tt's the thing about the bloggie and the internet... given the far reach of the internet nowadays, u can't really expect anything tt u post on the net to be read/seen by only the persons tt u meant the posts for...

tt aside, back to my musing of incidents on the mrt... lol... was sorta anticipating something unusual to happen on my trip back to camp last wk... nothing happened though... but the wk before the last, i managed to, so coincidentally, stumble yet again, upon some unusual/out of the norm happenings on the mrt... there was this couple and this other guy... apparently the other guy did something to the female (of the couple) tt got the guy (of the couple) all hot up and a fight did seem to be the only way the situation would have ended up in... fortunately, or not, only vulgarities were exchanged and the couple alighted at their stop b4 the incident escalated into anything further...

alamak... i running out of time to blog more... shall continue after i come back from my dota outing... just in case i dun, HEY ALL JUSTICIANS OUT THERE... yr first wk of november is booked... by me... shall have an outing on either of the two holidays in tt wk... kk?

hmmm... is tt wen-zi tt i see in yesterdae's straits times? shouldn't have been so cock-eyed as to see wrongly ba... and i dun think there's 2 fortunas in smu rite... hahaha... but sian... nv got to see the article... must blame it on the fact tt it was on a one sheet aka 2 pages one, not a double one... so it must have slipped out from the rest of the home section and got lost somewhere... hopefully not in the bin though... must ask bra or tty to bring the article out on our next outing... hahaha... myabe wen-zi would like to share with us the experience of being featured in the newspapers? haha...

wow... haven blogged in some time liao... cos my internet connection decided to go on strikes lately and i had to coax it into working for me... so here i am... online and blogging again... u do get to encounter some weird/unusual situations while on the mrt, or while waiting for it... heh... was on the train, going back to camp when i was reminded of how fine a city singapore is... saw this pair of presumedly european travellers on the mrt, when i noticed tt one of them was holding his digital camera with his arms outstretched... nothing really wrong with tt, except tt he was pointing it at the fine poster posted on the wall of the cabin... he should now noe tt he can't bring durians or flammable items into the mrt or smoke... singapore is a fine city u noe...

life's getting more boring for me... or maybe the world is moving past me faster tt i think... had some peculiar dreams during early august... imagine finding yrself studying secondary school in yr primary school environment... or yr uni in yr sec school... weird... to have so many go-back-to-school dreams within a short period of time... but nvtheless, i always like this kinda dreams... cos i get to see many familiar faces... i like schooling...

still working on my third song... though not as fervently as i had the previous 2 songs... it's been like near to half a year since i started on my third song? lol... coming to the chorus part liao... so it's like between a third and a half done... feel tt part of the reason y i'm taking so long is cos this song is entirely conjoured up, while the previous 2 songs had quite a heavy tinge of personal experience put into them... came up with this refreshing way of giving my friends unique birthday presents... tt is if the plan sees itself through... haha... hope my laziness dun get the better of me... shall not provide any further details here...

playing maplesea recently... well, the things ppl do when they are bored... right, lp? haha... yada yada... i noe of ppl who's older than me and playing ms k? hahaha... and they are pretty hardcore gamers too... if u consider 6 hours a day hardcore, then uh hmmm... u have seen nothing yet...

haiz... 182 more daes to ord... zzz...

"Blogging" in camp again... have quite a lot stuff to blog about, but as usual, the fickle and absent-minded grey matter up there is taking its time to consolidate all the thoughts... think i'll start with my blog title... haapy b'dae bloggy!!! 2 years liao, but it seemed so long... aug 16 2003, my very first blog post... still pretty much enjoy blogging and reading my friends' blogs (what can i say, blogging was the answer to diary writing for me, using the platform tt i'm so familiar with, the PC!)... ey, my bloggie will continue to go strong...

now for the second part of the title... oops i mean the first part... i can't believe how suay i've been this month... but it seems tt the suay-ness is plateau-ing at the moment and i'm still waiting for my luck to turn for the better... it all started at my company chalet, when i was playing blackjack with my platoon mates... played quite a couple of rounds and i only managed to get blackjack once? the suay-ness continued into the following week, with me receiving the most unpleasant end of a slew of duties tt came my way... and 3 duties at tt... consecutively... -.-''' little stuff here and there also made me conclude tt i must be the undoubted suay-est guy of august... and my suay-ness seemed to have rubbed on to the ppl ard me... haha... suay...

oh ya... due to certain reasons which i shall not disclose here, i've decided to take a new approach to certain sensitive posts... basically some stuff tt i dun want certain ppl to see (which does not include my khakis aka bra, tty and pals like ju-zi, emu, wen-zi (haha... i meant meiwen), lei cube, huishi... i think tt should be about all...)... for where to find the sensitive posts, just ask me... btw, i've yet to post my 1st sensitive post...

some other stuff tt i wanna blog about but at a later time perhaps?:

.e-mail, pc deletion, memories
.dream, pri, sec & uni school
.song writing, personal experience vs conjouring
.monkeys on fence
.maplesea, hardcore-ness

Happy B'dae Singapore~~~ \(^_^)/ @@@@@@

a bit belated la i noe... haha... managed to catch the ndp parade on tv this year round... luckily... but, i missed out everything b4 the marching-in of the contingents... nevertheless, thought this year's parade was wonderful!!! was really a big birthday bash... lots of fireworks, great use of visual effects in the performances... enjoyed the parade... woohoo~~~

saw some unusual sights on the mrt lately... was waiting at my station for the train when this supposedly chinese foreign worker just spat onto the mrt tracks... o.O u see ppl spitting on grass patches... but onto mrt tracks? tt's something new... for me at least... spitting in public is such an uncivilised behaviour...

then came unusual sight no.2... this guy was entering the train wearing this weird looking t-shirt with the chinese words nanyang at the front... ok... not exactly weird... it's just tt i've not seen it b4... just as i was trying to guess which part of the nanyang family the t-shirt came from... nanyang jc? nanyang pri? then, the guy's back faced me and i was like -.-''' in bold, at the back of the shirt were the words nanyang girls high... hmmm... ok... a guy wearing a 'girl's' clothes... maybe some of u do tt also? cross-dress... haha...

the third sighting wasn't any much, except tt i dun suppose u see people lying on the mrt platform so comfortably and in a pretty popular mrt station every other day...

oh, and if u have been taking the mrt lately, there's this blood drive themed mrt train... now i know tt the blood type distribution is 40% O, 30% B, 25% A and 5 % AB...

great, i didn't expect to do projects even in the army... WITS project tt is... der... one particular incident reminded me of my jc days... about respect for the work done by other team members, in this case, me... if u delegate the doing of the powerpoint presentation to me, i trust tt u have enough trust in me tt i noe wat i am doing and tt i do my job well... the colour scheme, template, wordings etc should be fine and any changes should have been superficial ones... so dun piss me off on presentation day and overhaul the colour scheme, template or watever... at the last minute... at least u could have the courtesy of telling me earlier tt the colour scheme doen't fit or wat... where is the basic respect and courtesy???

tt was in my jc days... but this time round it isn't too different... i guess it's in my character to feel this way:

Your Birthdate: January 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways. Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning. You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches. You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss. This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

it's nearing aug 18... tt's when my blog turns 2 years old!!! and the blog skin is still the same!!! ah!!!!!!!!!

to lei^3: u're free on ndp eve? i stuck in camp la... so cannot join u all... u mean kian pok is also going for the countdown party ah?

www.americasarmy.com, www.rockstargames.com/classics, www.conqueronline.com

missed bus 158 yet again the other day, so decided to take a short walk from the la salle bus stop to the bus stop opp tks... well, at least i thought tt it was a short walk... my memory must have been playing tricks on me... so i took the 'short' walk, bypassing cchs in the process... one thing tt struck me was the pretty obvious lack of maintainence of the school... the trees tt lined the fence behind the new classroom block had overgrown and started it's invasion of the nearby pavement...

the only real chance tt i had trying to see if the school had changed much only came at the tennis court, where there was no trees... haiz... the school maintainence really looks bad...

to bra: about wat u asked me... basically u need to achieve something in 5 different sectors in order to get the award... wat i plan to do, tentively, is something like this...

for service, the requirement is 60 hours spread over a period of 12 months, which works out to 5hrs per month... which is not diff to achieve... a flag day or home visit would be more than enough to cover the hours... plan to start on this sector as soon as i sign up, so tt it won't eat too much into uni...

for adventurous journey, the requirement is four days out, including three nights in an unfamiliar setting, including at least 32 hours of effort and activity... plan to do this in uni, when i join odac... haha... a mountain climbing expedition should do the job...

for skills, the requirement is 18 months... plan to study for JLPT level 3 in uni.... alternative could be learning to drive... but 18 months might seem a bit long for driving...

for physical recreation, it's 40 hours over 12 weeks... this is the most headachy sector... plan to see if any community centres offer a intro course tt is tt long... though i doubt so... alternative is to join a sports club... tentative sport in mind -- hockey... haha...

for residental project, the requirement is tt participants are required to undertake or initiate a project that will serve or have a beneficial impact on a community... my army buddy who introduced me to nyaa and who has already signed up, suggested tt we find an external organisation tt does overseas CIP... he apparently already found one...

so now the thing is if i want to sign up, it is best to do it asap... oh ya, there is one general requirement... all this must be done b4 u reach 25 years old...

yes yes... mr songlucky here has finally decided to come back from his long blog absence... so wat has he been up to lately?

ndp commitments still remain unfortunately a terrible bore this year... i'm no where near the front line action... ya ya... all roles big or small contribute to the success of the ndp... blah blah... i dun really like to slack... or put it in another way... probably u've seen how much i liked my role in last year's ndp... it just feels great to take on a larger role in such an exciting national celebration... if other people want to slack and take on a small role then it's their business really...

been learning abacus for the past few weeks... not really very proficient yet... but it does seem pretty fun and suprisingly very intuitive to me... a few practices and it seemed tt the finger operations worked out so naturally well... maybe tt's the beauty of the abacus and how ppl manage to calculate so quickly with it... anyway, i still have yet to make my way past addition and subtraction... esp subtraction... dun have much practise in tt yet...

checked out the JLPT exam format... seems like it's MCQ at all levels of the exam... now tt's weird... heard a couple of people tell me tt u need to write an essay for JLPT level 2... the official website didn't prove to be helpful...

still seriously contemplating if i should take up the NYAA challenge... maybe someone would like to join me in taking it up?

oh, did i tell u tt i'm actually enjoying the last day of my super long block leave? ok la, not really super long... only a week... hahaha... slacking at home...

surprised at the cost of the ntu hostel room... $160 per month (monthly hostel fee) + $50 per 6 months (electricity fee?) + cca points = wth? -.-'''

to end things off... maybe u have heard this psychology question b4... well it goes something like this... there was this pair of sisters attending their parent's funeral... at the funeral the younger sister noticed tt there was this other guy who's also attending the funeral... very charming and to put things rather crudely, every girl's wet dream come true... now here comes the intriguing part... some time not too long after the funeral, the younger sister killed her elder sister... y?

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the answer: no, it's not because she wanted their family's wealth all for herself... it's because she wanted to see the charming guy again... HUH? ya... heard tt this case actually happened in the US or something like tt... chilling huh... now it is suggested tt if u actually manage to come up with the correct answer, u might have tt underlying subconsciousness to do such things? hmmm....

JLPT official website http://momo.jpf.go.jp/jlpt/e/about_e.html

my my my... i have problems sticking to my 'resolutions', self-imposed goals etc etc... ya, i write them down on paper so tt i can always remind myself... ah... but talk is always cheap... find tt i tend to accomplish more when i do not tell others of my 'resolutions' and plans and instead work on them silently...

on my title... yap, there is going to silence on this blog for period infinity... songluck is working on some stuff... got to sort certain things out... in the mean time, time spent on com is gotta be kept to a min... so ehhh... quite abrupt, but tata for now... till i'm done...

went to downtown east todae to celebrate my friend's b'dae... hmmm... so much has changed since i last went there... which was like donkey years ago... shall book one of the chalet rooms there sometime in the future... really changed a lot... should be fun re-exploring a 'familiar' place...

was taking the train to paris ris when i saw smth strange... there's this new ite building somewhere near expo and i was suprised to see tt there was a playground! ya... those kind tt u find in the HDB estates... isn't tt meant for kids to play one? a playground in an ite schoolground... lau3 wan2 tong2? bewildered...

and so, the ndp rehearsals at padang have started... didn't get close to the action this week round... but if u wanna see some spoiler pictures of this year's mobile column, go and visit http://haojiankang.blogs.friendster.com... my company mate's blog... he's in charge of helping to flag off the vehicles for the drive pass, so the pics u see at his blog are all close up and of pretty gd quality... of course if u want to see the rehearsal itself, u could always go down to city hall westin stamford for a gd view... next rehearsal is on this sat... be there at ~1pm and ~6.45pm if u wanna catch the action... if u saw the sunday times yesterday, u could also catch some aerial action by the RSAF @ the esplanade...

to huishi: VVIP? hmmm... didn't see u talk much abt yr role in the ndp on yr bloggy... did u manage to catch any of the action during the rehearsals?

to meiwen: my friend's sick this few daes, so still waiting for him to burn the dics... ya... next time u hear from me will be when u can collect the dics...

new com arrived on mon... and oh great, didn't expect tt i'll have problems connecting to internet using the new com... so now i'm listening to 93.3 online with my new speakers and subwoofer, looking at my 19" LCD screen as i type, but the system's running on my old CPU and i'm connected to the net on a 256 connection... wth...

some error 692: hardware failure in port or attached device... modem failed to respond to query modem for diagnostics...

seems like singaproeans are really indispensible with their handphones... hmmm... can i survive a day without my hp? i think so... a bit troublesome, but i'll survive... ya... some ppl's so hardcore tt they even bring their hp to the toilet... no wonder u hear of ppl picking up fishing... fishing their hp from the toilet bowl tt is...

someone pls tell me tt i need a life... haven been really doing any productive since who noes when... tell me tt i should stay off the com... it's my achilles' heel...

just visited the ndp 2005 website www.ndp.org.sg and listened to this year's theme songs... feel tt previous years' songs sounded nicer... hmmm....

two 20hours days within the span of 3 days... sianz...

at last, the ndp rehearsal is moving into the combined rehearsals and it's padang, city and nicoll highway for the subsequent wks till the actual day... exciting! hopefully...

actully nothing much to blog about... new com coming tml... zzz...

to meiwen: trying to get my friend to burn me the naruto anime... ~5 dics... from episode 1 to the current episode... naruto movie included too... if u want, i can ask my friend to help me burn an extra set of dics... just send me a sms before sat...

finally updated my 2nd set of lyrics... hehe... ya, if u noticed, it was completed on the 10th of march and i only posted it now... started on my 3rd set of lyrics liao... but still can't really make up my mind wat story the lyrics are going to tell... if u understand wat i mean... so it's only like 2 lines+ done currently...

to meiwen: i dun have any other naruto songs, but i think my buddy has them... i got this song from him... ya...

to lei^3: not yr fault la... it's all NTI and their evil plots...

to tty and xin han?: now guess again who i saw at the ndp rehearsal yesterday? i saw wei xiang! hmmm... he's taking part in the mobile column and driving an ambulence...

read the newspapers the other day and saw this software from www.workshare.com ... basically shows u who made changes (and wat changes they were) to files of particular windows applications and when they did it... so now u'll be able to find out who tempered with yr msword document or yr powerpoint presentation...

Laying Towards Brutality!!!

Lyrics no. 2

毕业典礼

我
望着湖上的涟漪 心中几许叹息
手上紧握着相机 双眼关闭
在脑海里追寻你的足迹
鼓起了勇气 我走向你

你
享受柳树的绿意 心中充满欢喜
沉醉于美景之际 晚宴完毕
在人海里朋友们再聚集
清凉的空气 围绕着你

她
猜中了我的心意 脸蛋微露惊喜
从我那儿接获相机 左眼关闭
在瞬间里那刻写进日记
我俩合照里 我靠着你

拍下了 典礼的华丽 灯火的绚丽
月亮的亮丽 和你的美丽
却拍不到 心中的惋惜 黑夜的孤寂
无形的泪滴 在即的分离

他
与你不只有友谊 上演的情侣戏
至今已到第四季 不必再比
我输给他因为我来不及
将爱情传递 我还爱你

看见了 你与你唯一 怀抱里相依
分享着甜蜜 离开了典礼
却看不到 我靠着墙壁 暗地里哭泣
对你的着迷 我无法抛弃

作词:小飞机
二零零五年三月十日完成

In a nutshell: this song talks about a graduation ceremony and in the first verse, mentions this guy, Z, who in the midst of the ceremony, gazes at a pond and relishes his memories of this girl... in the second verse, the song talks about this girl in question, A... the ceremony ends as the girl enjoys herself and groups of friends gather for a last get-together... in the third verse, another girl is mentioned... this other girl, B, managed to figure out the intention of the guy and helped the guy to take a photo with A... but beyond the great atmosphere of the ceremony and the night, the sad feelings of the guy laid hidden... in the fifth verse, the song mentions A's boyfriend, Y, and how Z was slower in proposing to A than Y... the ending verse talks about how at the end of the day, Z heart-achingly watches A and Y leave the ceremony, hand in hand...

Comments: a pretty long song and one of my other favourite song... very satisfactorily-written... inspiration is drawn from personal experiences...

Gold Award Holders' Alumni http://www.gaha.blogspot.com

actually had a couple of more things to blog about, but i guess it's enough for the day... shall not bore u out further...

have a pletora of stuff to blog about... but first... changed my blog song... the new song, sadness and sorrow (tt's the song name), came from the naruto anime episode 4 (correct espisode?)... played during haku's encounter with naruto... a sad song... u might appreciate the song more if u watched the anime... really brings out the mood of the story...

kk... i've been lambasted from many sides about things concerning me... yes... my blog skin is still this v one tt u are staring at... then again, i'm acutally not really compelled to change it... the black and white contrast works well for me... i love black...

i admit it was not really appropriate for me to wear wat i wore last sat... going along with wat's comfortable for me shouldn't have been applied for the occasion... agreed... i'm guilty... change of wardrobe desperately needed...

to lei^3: are u sure NTI dao3 bi4 liao? the other time i was on my way back to camp and on the mrt when i saw this 2 guys in office attire board the train at raffles place... one of them was carrying this folder with the NTI logo on it... and from their conversations, i highly suspect tt they work for NTI... maybe u want to go check it out?

to huishi: hello! nice to see u here... hmmm... which reminds me tt i haven visited yr blog for some time liao...

to tty: hey, guess who i saw at the PC show @ EXPO? i saw ian! from ncc one... as usual, i wasn't the first to notice my friends... he called out my name and i was like who is this guy? then somehow his name just popped out... he was doing sales there... forgot for which company... enlisting in one month's time... studied in poly...

there's this advertisement playing on the tv lately... the ad on the visa credit card where u see this group of orang utans snatching away this couple's belongings and extorting them for bananas... must watch the full advertisement... really found it funny and v well done... wonder if the ad got nominated for the effie awards (which also have a advertisement of it's own... the one on the indian fire-breather...)

was looking through my hp msgs and wondering wat the ratio of msgs i receive from females compared to males was like... so it came out to be something like 138:24... wow... didn't noe tt it was so imbalanced... haha... ya... i can hear someone screaming: wah! i didn't noe tt songluck is so flirty... lol... hey, it's not tt i only msg the girls k? it's more like the guys seldom msg other guys (wat i'm saying is those friendship msgs)... which is a universal phenomenon i discovered quite a long time ago... so wat's the moral of the story?

my friend was telling me about this National Youth Achievement Award (NYAA)(http://www.nyaa.org) the other day... quickly scanned through the website just now... seems like the things needed to get the award are v much wat the things tt i strive to achieve but have put on hold (see 9/10/2004 post)... taking the first step towards getting the award (my friend suggested i head straight for the gold award... he personally have already gotten the silver) would most certainly get me going and moving... anyone interested to take up this challenge too? u can take a look at the weblink i provided above... would really be great if there are friends to push each other (me? haha) along to move towards this goal... but i guess wat i really need is support from my friends and family if i decide to go for the award...

guess i realised finally y i dread to go for certain outings... culprit identified: the workaholic me... i can't stand doing nothing... feel tt it's a utter waste of time... but i must add at this point tt another important factor for successful outings are the ppl tt actually bother to go for it... many a outing tt i've went to are not well planned out and often, we spend time (a long time) deciding wat to do next...

yesterday's NDP rehearsal was an eventful one... eventful in the bad sense... i just pray future rehearsals be less eventful... for those who want to noe wat happened, can ask me any time...

was flipping through yesterday's lifestyle (i love sunday's papers) and found the article on hitchhiking in singapore interesting... ah hah! not surprisingly my camp easily got into the top 10 most ulu place in singapore... below was the description given: Sungei Gedong Road -- Ask any NSman where this place is and chances are, he will say it's in Siberia. The army camp here is so ulu that army boys say taxi drivers are reluctant to accept even bookings.

how true! but also cannot blame the taxi drivers la... tt place is well, ulu...

specifications of the com tt my parents recently bought from the PC show @ EXPO...

Dell Dimension 4700
Intel Pentium 4 Processor 530 with HT technology
(3GHz, 1MB L2 Cache, 800MHz FSB)
Microsoft Windows XP Home Edition (English)
Microsoft Works 7.0 - OEM Version
Intel 915G Express Chipset
19" Flat Panel LCD Monitor (E193)(Analog Only)
512MB (2 x 256MB) NECC Dual Channel DDR-2 400MHz
80GB SATA (7200RPM) Hard Drive -- Hard Drive Partition, Primary Size 40GB in C Drive (60GB)
1.44MB 3.5" Floppy Drive
Dell USB Quietkey Keyboard (English)
48x CD-RW/DVD Combo Drive
Integrated 5.1 Channel (Audio) Capable
Dell A425 Speakers with Subwoofer
128MB PCIe x 16ATI Radeon X300 SE w/TV-Out and DVI
Norton Internet Security 2005 - 15 Months OEM
3 Years Next Business Day (8x5) Onsite Response (Parts + Labour)

Total Cost: $1758

went blog surfing last nite... tomorrow.sg is a very interesting website where u get to view all sorts of singaporean blogs... humourous and witty...

sad... the 1st singapore bloggers convention aka BLOGGERS.SG 2005 will be taking place at woodlands regional library on 16 july... ah!!! why woodlands? so far... alamak... y not at the library beside my house... central location some more... haiz...

the three musketeers are busy recently... either with ndp, special ops or guard duties... sian... nv meet up as a threesome for some time liao... personally for me, it's currently staying in camp, day offs and ndp rehearsals alternately occupying my time...

going to the IT show at expo later... to buy a com? hmmm... this com is still quite functional... haven reach 3 years old yet i think... my previous com lasted me a gd 4 years... ah... but cos my sis keep complaining about this com... saying tt it's becoming more and more CMI... quite true la... i nv did a formatting on this com, maybe tt's y... but i dun have the original windows OS cd! tt's y... if not, i would have formatted the com long time ago liao...

but if really buy new com ah, then can play the latest games... *evil smile*... hehehe...

yo meiwen! long time no see... no la, my blog is not a private one... u're always welcomed to read my blog... i never download naruto for a long long time liao... also stuck/stopped at ~episode 70... did try to download the latest episode but it pissed me off... download until 99% then it somehow didn't complete the download... ya... i waiting for my friend to burn me a dvd of the naruto episodes... from episode 1 to episode 100+... but tt one also dun noe when then he will give me...

meanwhile u could always see the online manga, which is much further down the story line than the anime... didn't noe tt u watch naruto too! naruto rulez!

wow... i couldn't believe it when i saw this on http://sgfairy.blogspot.com/2005/05/how-could-you-do-that-to-my-beloved-jc.html... NYJC to become CCJC? though i'm from cchs ah, but the sound of CCJC really CMI... the following petition was extracted from the above mentioned blog site...


Petition to retain the name of Nanyang Junior College

A school holds many special memories for every student who has set foot on its grounds. And Nanyang Junior College is definitely no exception. This institution has had a long history in Singapore and was just rebuilt to keep pace with the ever increasing standards of education. Many students have laboured to raise funds to rebuild the old school into a state-of-the-art building with projects like Nanyang Homecoming and the 1 Cent coin project. The process of rebuilding the school was a slow one and the students of 2000 – 2004 can attest to that, having to attend lessons while being surrounded by noisy construction works and taking examinations in containers modified to serve as classrooms. When the Nanyang Flag was finally hoisted in the new building in May 2004, those who were present all felt an overwhelming sense of pride in their hearts. I believe that NYJCians all over Singapore, both past and present, felt the same way as well.

However, a recent issue has surfaced which may forever alter the way that students think of Nanyang Junior College. This involves changing the name of Nanyang Junior College to Chung Cheng Junior College. This decision was made by the top echelons of Nanyang Junior College’s management. But one thing is certain. MOE’s current stand encourages schools to establish close links with their alumni so as to cultivate a sense of loyalty and patriotism amongst those who have already graduated. This in turn, will provide the school with a group of unique individuals who are able to raise funds, contribute manpower and organise activities for the school. By changing the name of a school, the affiliation felt by students who have attended that school will undoubtedly diminish. One of the chief reasons that a School Alumni is formed is to promote the school’s reputation and the best way to do so is by making its name known to others. By changing name now, Nanyang Junior College would have to start from a clean slate as many people would not recognize the new name. She would also stand to lose all acknowledgements that she would have achieved using the name of Nanyang. This situation runs parallel to the fact that many people recognize the names of Raffles, Victoria and National as the top junior colleges in Singapore. The development of the name Nanyang has been given a boost recently in the newspapers as an up and coming junior college with a new building and improved teaching curriculum. However, all this would come to naught once the name of Nanyang is changed to another.


Nanyang Junior College’s Alumnus is also a relatively new organisation with plenty of innovation and passion. To change the name of Nanyang would mean that we would potentially lose the competitive edge that we have just achieved after having gone through countless tribulations to form an Alumnus. On a more practical aspect, our school leaving certificates which bear the name of Nanyang Junior College may not even be recognized by potential employers in the future as the name would no longer exist.

We are a group of concerned ex-students who wish to preserve the name of Nanyang Junior College and would like to ask for your support.

so last sat was the first NDP CCR rehearsal... got to get a preview of the mobile column... cool... probably 100 different varieties of vehicles and 250 vehicles in total... a great eye fest... bionix, tank, engineer bridge vehicles tt weigh a whopping 60 tonnes, tonners, fire engines, 'red rhino', police riot vehicle... the list goes on... whole drive past lasts about 22-24min... pretty impressive... as per the previous mobile column, this year's will see the vehicles split up into the central, eastern and western routes... i'm not sure about the exact routes tt they will be taking though... will continue to keep u updated! keep a look out for my posts every wkend! hopefully i'm not too tired to blog, tt is...

outings should be organised by the busiest person... irony heh? but it is the schedule of the busiest person tt the rest have to accomadate to, isn't it? the JT outing has been long overdue and it's still on "pending" status... haiz...

to lei cube: next sun i not free... maybe can meet up on sat... see how la... some one take the initiative to organise leh... me tired of organising outings tt dun happen in the end... and advance booking of dates with ppl dun work, esp with kian pok and a few other ppl whom i noe...

i feel tt i'm an anti-social person... have had turned down several invitations to outings... maybe it's the people who are going... maybe it's the activities tt they do... maybe it's just me...

if u noe me long enough, u must have seen me doing things tt are out of the blue... shocking things tt u'll never expect would come from me... have you ever sat down and then suddenly there is this briefing... everyone stands up to hear... u are not involved and u continue sitting down... but the person who is briefing is just standing beside u... the whole world around u is busy with activity, yet u make no movement... weird, anti-social me...

someone just invited me to go out tml... not sure if i'm going... perhaps i should... just to breathe the air of the outdoors...

hmmm... two rare bloggers suddenly blogging... and on matters of the heart... before i go on any further, it's really tiring to manage human relationships at times... want to talk about smth which i wrote before... on the ppl who read my blog... i believe i have a new reader of my blog... very inquisitive person... hope i dun get bugged by the person asking me about the things in my blog... (not talking about u lei cube... talking about some one else)... certain things are only meant to be seen/heard/read by certain ppl... so only the people tt i intend my posts for will understand wat i'm talking about... although most of the time my posts are meant for everyone...

to brandon: "feelings can be nurtured over a period of time"... i haven really experienced tt before... but i can tell u one thing... there's also a saying "time will make blend everything"...

have been having conversations with diff ppl lately... a common sentiment struck me... they had relationships tt did not work out and they were wondering if they would go into another relationship (if at all) soon... it's the transition between the first relationship to the next... perhaps it's a fear tt the next relationship would not work out well too and tt they are afraid to be hurt... wat then, if it was love at first sight and a deeply rooted liking for the person is formed, only for the relationship to not work out? i cannot envision how feelings can be nurtured over a priod of time, but i hope it will happen to me...

similar things happening to both of my friends... luckily, it did not happen to me... suddenly brought back to my thought on whether ppl of the opposite sex can really just be gd friends... v gd friends i mean...

the best tt i can do is to provide advice... wat happens next is really dependent only on those persons involved...

It has been a long time since i last blogged..... NOW I AM BACK!!!!!!
Haiz... Why sigh? Cos i am very confused, confused about my emotional feelings........ Until now, i still have feelings for her... But i shouldn't, cos she is attached and i very well know she will never be wif me...
It all started during the 1st 3 months of JC life.... I was with the same class wif her. Her behaviour is very diff from most girls: not the usual demure and quiet type, but rather chatty and lively, and sometimes a bit naughty. Tat is why i liked her... I never told her my feelings at that moment cos i wanted to know about her... As days passed by, my feelings grew stronger...
Alas! My O'level results were out and it made me able to change my course of study... Though reluctantly to seperate from her, i still continued to change cos i really want to study that course(triple sci) for i have been studying for the past 2 years.... Despite being in diff classes, i still missed her and even contacted her.... Den finally one day, i could hold back no more and told her how i felt abt her....
"Sorry, i am attached...." These 4 words came crashing down on me, very very very hard.... I cried.. But what is the use? Even though she knew i liked her, she didnt avoid me like most girls would do if they knew someone whom they dun like is interested in them.... At least that was a consolation, but a very small one......
2 months later, she told me she broke up... I was happy and tot there was hope for me....
But, NO!!! I WAS TERRIBLY WRONG!!!!! I WAS STUPID TO THINK OF THAT!!!!!
I was having my badminton training at the bishan sports hall one day... and she happened to be at bishan MacDonalds studying.... So after my training, i tot of going over to see her for a while... Den i decided to call to tell her... She sounded reluctant, and guess what she told me?
She was wif her bf....... Both patched up.... Lost... All is lost...... Naive.... How naive i was.....
From den onwards, i tried to keep my distance away from her, but my heart doesn't seem to listen to my mind... I liked her even more knowing that the fact that i and her were impossible....
As a result of my one-sided love, i suffered tremendously.... It affected my results... Throughout my JC life, i was like a miserable heart-dead man.... WHY I CANT LET GO??????
When the A'levels appraoched, i focussed on my studies and at that point in time, i temporarily got her out of my mind.... She also didnt contact me..... I was nonchalant abt it for my mind is too preoccupied wif the big exam...
After the exam, i waited for my military conscription.... Maybe cos i havent tot of her for a long time, tat is why i seemed to have forgotten abt her.....
During my BMT, i missed a lot of pple: my friends, relatives, parents and ...her... I decided to call her.... She was surprised.... We chatted and decided to meet each other during my block leave....
Ever since i met her that time, we started to contact each other more often.... And at that period of time, it is apparent that i have learnt to let go cos everytime i met her, or speak to her, there was no more the excitement or zeal that i once possessed.... I really treat her like a friend, just another close friend to whom i can tok to....
There is this chinese saying :"Feelings can be nutured over a period of time"... Yes i started to get that feeling back..... The feeling of wanting her to be wif me.... WHY IS HEAVEN MAKING FUN OF ME??????
I am having terrible headaches.... Why do i still feel for her? WHy sometimes i am able to let go and sometimes i crave for her? This is killing me.... I feel like being in a blender, all the feelings are blended....
Stop treating me as ur close friend anymore... I cant accept the fact that u are so close to me yet so far.... Do you know it hurts me very much when every time i am out wif you, you receive calls from ur bf?
Stop telling me u need my support when u can actually get it from ur bf ....
Stop crying to me and whining to me all ur grievances..... i am not in the position to hear all that, i dun deserve all that...
I tried telling her all these, but i just couldnt bring myself to do it.... I am afraid of losing her... I am afraid of letting go....
I know i should be moving on but i think that will have to wait when i am out of army and into uni... Maybe when that time comes, i should be really able to let go....

Haha, induce? How to induce. Induce what? I think u are interpreting it wrongly... but nvm let's not dicuss about it here..

went out with bra and tty yesterdae... went to lido to catch a movie... my radar must have been spoilt (as usual), as i almost missed sighting yixiang and his gf and walking past them if not for tty and bra alerting me...

watched amityville horror... filled with horror scenes from pretty much the beginning till the very end... a short movie... a so-so show...

pretty much undecided on wat to do after the movie... went to esplanade in the end... never been inside there b4, so went there to see see look look... then drifted to marina south, where tty suggested conducting a survey to see where the guy in a couple stand, whether on the left or on the right... so after viewing 36 couples, we biasly concluded tt guys tend to stand on the left side... left:right = 24:12... prof tty then suggested tt it's because guys use their master hand to hold the girl's hand... lol... maybe we can conduct another survey to verify tt...

to ju-zi: glad tt u like the song too! about the outing on next sun, see how first lo... u want a simple dinner only or smth else? was wondering if we could go canoeing or wat... yes!!! haven done tt for some time liao...

think i'll blog about the unpleasant stuff 1st... didn't noe tt my perception of another person can change so easily... being quite a neutral person, i've been hearing a lot of things about different persons from different groups of people... this group of people will say X about this person and another group of people will say Y about this same person... needless to say, X and Y are pretty conflicting, opposing views...

makes me think about my personal view of tt person, often either X or Y, seldom Z... and y people see a person in a different light from me... sometimes the opposing view can be quite disturbing and in some cases, shake yr personal view on a person... this happened to me once in the recent weeks... the same actions done by a person, but starkingly interpreted in different manners by the people around him... my view is shaken...

was really pissed on wednesday... it all began with this sissy... (see 5/9/04 post)... discriminatory, unashamedly-think-he's-so-capable-and-smart-and-everyone-else-is-brainless-and-useless (note: i didn't come up with the words in the hypenated chain, i quote him), pathetic no ba**s act got ba**s sissy (sensored)...

i v v nearly exploded in his face but decided tt i would just be wasting my energy on some piece of f*** s***... the most discriminatory person i've seen to date, he thinks tt people with educational qualifications lower than him are lower beings... shall not waste any more blog space here talking about this guy...

to tty: quite lame actually, am talking to u on msn now but not replying to yr post via there... i do bo liao things... as confirmed by bra yesterdae, in reference to my sms to both him and u... lmao... lame sms...

aniway, if u are talking about who i think u are talking about, i think it's better to take things into yr own hands... procrastination can hurt... u noe tt... do u really want to wait for the thing to happen, or do you want to induce it yrself... cause hurt to yrself instead of waiting for the person to inflict it on u?

Its been a long time since I last appear on any blogs... now I've got I dunno how many months worth of thoughts haha..

Brandon where are you too? Why have you stopped blogging?

Life is really suffering.

How many times in life you were upset compared to the time you were genuinely happy?

Happiness is hard to achieve yet so easily destroyed... and disappointment, sadness takes over.

Why is it that bad stuff are always happen so easily while good stuff actually requires alot of effort to achieve? Why is the world like that??

After such a long time, is it really going to end? I think so... no matter how much I don't want that to happen.. But it WILL happen!

One of the few times in life when I really feel scared afraid and frightened... Its coming... I can see it coming but there's no way I can stop it.. so helpless and hopeless.. its so intimidating when you can't do anything about it... argggh..

Imagining losing a loved one, maybe you don't have to you've already experienced it, like I've almost when my grandma went for a heart op. Her second one... and carries a high risk.. that was my closest experience to losing a loved one..

Althought her op was successful... now I am facing yet another impending loss..

Its really very scary..

WO BU YAO!!!!

nothing much to blog about lately... so will just prob keep it tt way till i start going for the ndp rehearsals i suppose...

yeah! finally managed to get my hands on the song lover's concerto... love to listen to certain songs when it's raining... this is one of them... i call them the rainy day songs... other such songs include stef sun's tong2 lei4 and the previously mentioned evelyn tan's song...

ya... xi4 shui3 chang2 liu2 is also a nice song... ^5... belong to those xiao4 yuan2 ge1 qu3... i also like to listen to those class of songs... they dun talk about love, but other simple, nice things... qiu1 chan2 is another of those xiao4 yuan2 ge1 qu3...

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp personality test... i'm a ISTJ... sian la... was posting the results of my test here and then the com just hanged up on me... now lost the exact break down of my results... http://typelogic.com/istj.html, http://keirsey.com/personality/sjit.html the descriptions are pretty true, i must say... though i dun understand wat the 2nd half of the former webpage is talking about ie. the functional analysis...

congrats!!! if this is the first time visiting my blog tt is... i've added a song to an already take-ages-to-load bloggy... haha... so give yrself a pat on the back... anyway, i couldn't get the songs tt i wanted... actually had planned to put the song as lover's concerto, but couldn't find where to dl it... then didn't noe how to get evelyn tan's song from the cd to the com... forgot wat's the song name... smth like deng3 ni3 de4 xiao1 xi4 or smth like tt... a v little known but nevertheless nice song... wanted to have a song tt didn't have a climax as my blog song... didn't want it to be v 'loud', just plain melodious and simple will do...

put up an outdated post on april 10...

to ju-zi: hmmm... is tt a hint to me tt i should organise an outing during this coming long wkend? haha... dun think i'm free on sat though... going for my friend's daughter's one month celebration... ya... will msg u all soon... maybe we can go cycling? haha... did i really read on yr blog tt u want to go cycling? i thought u can't cycle? haha... well, of course u can learn how to... or perhaps we can go for the tree top walk...

busy busy busy... will still remain to be so for the next few weeks... actually i managed to write smth on a foolscap paper last sun... just tt i forgot to bring it back home to transfer it to the bloggy page...

can't believe i finally finished reading emu's and ju-zi's blog... took me a gd 2 hrs i think... haha... yeah... i dun read things v quickly eh... reason it took me so long was partly due to the fact tt i'm an avid reader of their blogs and it has been quite some time since i last visited their blogies... like since april's fool? and yes... their blog posts aren't tt short...

oh man... forgot wat i want to type about... again... was talking to lei^3 on msn just now... learnt from him tt the marketing thingy tt kian pok was pushing to me the other time... the thing tt i suspected was similar to the pyramid scheme... well, the company collapsed and lei^3 lost a gd 900 bucks... yes, 900 bucks... a hefty price to pay for greediness... i guess casinos are not the only way to lose gd money big time eh?

next 2 wks would see a slight (just slight) slow down in activities and hopefully this would allow some time for me to continue to get the things in my to-do list going... at least i've started to do smth... revived my accounts book... and this month's accounts till now doesn't really look gd... less movies... and i'm quite serious about it...

oh ya... there's this really funny show tt's on on channel U every sunday, 1000-1200h... a jap show about this gal who is a victim of murphy's law... so suay till it becomes quite lame... but the show's nice... it's called 'home and away'... funny show...

dun have much time left to blog much... will try to blog from camp...

to lynn: hello! me ah? busy lo... still pretty much the same old me... can't remember if i saw it on friendster or on yr blog... u are studying law rite? wow... must be pretty challenging and exciting huh?

http://m1.ctn.com.cn/ivr/2_star.htm?user_id=3&, http://www.baidu.com/ websites where u can listen to chinese pop songs and dl them (only for baidu.com)...

in camp rite now, doing guard duty on a beautiful sunday... haiz... just in case u're wondering, i'm jotting (correct spelling?) down my thoughs on this foolscap paper and posting the msg when i'm free (which is now...)... basically, if u can decipher wat i mean in the previous sentence, well and good.. suffering from haphazard thoughts running though my mind and utter incohesiveness... period.

fret not if u don't understand wat i've wrote so far... sometimes i also dun understand... stumbled upon this diary entry tt i made in '99... it was part of a ditched attempt at writing a diary... anyway, i was surprised to see a sentence tt i wrote... i was like: "did i really write tt?"... looking at things in retrospect sometimes (or most of the time) bring up new perspectives, new understandings on your personal self... on the differences on how the you then perceive yrself to be then and how the present you perceive yrself to be then...

geez... my english is really getting horrendous... will try to use more proper english... watched the eye 10 some time ago... have been a while since i watched horror movies... to quote tty (or is it brandon): "this show looks more like a horror comedy"... lame jokes start appearing early in the movie and continue to make their presence thoughout the show... a watchable show... arhhh......... just remembered tt movie prices are going up... why? $9.50 for a wkend show? tt's so ex!and it's not like $8.50 was cheap in the 1st place... this can only mean tt it'll be less movies for me...

heard this nice song on radio... it's called lover's concerto... originally sang by The Supremes and in the version played on the radio, re-sang by chen2 hui4 lin2... sweet melody and lyrics... the song sounded so fairytale-like too... maybe i can get my hands on it and make it play on my blog... hear it at http://mp3.baidu.com/m?f=ms&rn=&tn=baidump3&ct=134217728&word=lover%27s+concerto&lm=-1 3rd entry... need some help though... maybe ju-zi can help me with it? *hint hint*

like to listen to this programme on 93.3... ying1 yue4 ri4 ji4... the DJ would read out stories abot the lifes of ordinary singaporeans... mainly love stories... and throughtout the story, it will be interlaced with appropriate songs tt are relevant to it...

had this weird dream some days back... i actually had a dream within a dream... not common tt i have such dreams... only happened to me once before... couldn't remember wat i dreamt in the dream within dream though... but tt wasn't important, wat is important was wat happened in the dream itself...

http://www.dota-allstars.info/ dota 6.03 guide...

http://www.u8generation.com/maple online guide for maple story...

http://www.nbs.ntu.edu.sg/student/Undergrad_portal/la/Programme.asp ntu undergrad programmes (accountancy)...

long wks ahead... things are starting to pick up in prep for the grand outfield finale... ATEC... SOC, field trainings, irritating characters, little rest... zzz...

just finished raeding emu's blog... hey emu, relax... can see tt u're really pissed off...

was talking to joevin the other dae... come to think of it, i've known him since pri 1, which is like 14yrs... and counting... he was telling me of his plans for the future and somewhere in the conversation, we talked about our pri school daes... recalling who made up our pre-pri 4 class made me feel old... haha... old nostalgia... tt's me...

have had some friends tell me in the recent yrs of how they either dun want to get married or dun want to have children and their plans for the future really set me thinking yet again on the meaning of life...

i find myself disagreeing with them on their view of marriage and children... practicality over idealism/romantism? doesn't work tt way for me... let them have a chance to fall in love with the right person...

i've been pushing back a lot of stuff tt i want to do... many of them have expiry dates tt go back eons... i hope someone will push me along... nag me... isn't it strange, sometimes the whole world around u might be nagging at u and u still dun bulge? and when this special someone comes along and (not necessary) nag at u, u'll start doing things... the correct person saying the correct thing and perhaps at the correct time... i'm waiting... for tt someone...

http://megami.starcreator.com/nanaca-crash/ some lame jap game... my highest score is 2070.40m...

Aiyah, I say, let's just start afresh with level 1 characters. I've got no saved games as well.

Imagine, me you, LP and Brandon fighting evil in the same party.

OOWWWNNNIIINNNNNNGGG!!!!!

The world of Diablo 2 where

Fame, glory and riches await us.

MUAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAAAAA

to ju-zi: sad... not really free this wkend, so i guess i'm not going for the smu open house... anyway, turned out tt there wasn't any turnout todae, so spent one dae holed up at home... u wanna noe who's lp? go check out her blog from my blog drop down list... :)

to lp: i've a level 79 amazon tt i used to complete hell... also have a lvl 60+ babarian, lvl 20+ sorceress... haven used the other chars yet, although i played assasin for a short while once b4...

http://www.advantistic.com/dota/heros.php, http://utopia.poly.edu/~klam04/v5.84b.html dota 5.84b guide...

to LP: no, not using battlenet... cos cd not original... haha... play single player most of the time, though used to play with bra using modem connection... so wat character(s) do u use?

wonder if i missed out much by not going to the uni open houses during the wkend... also nv went for the IT show... guess there is always the next time... not sure if i really want to change course... got to get my thoughts straightened out b4 4 Apr, the deadline for NTU application...

to LP: interesting dae? haha... about the lan shop thingy... not really sure if they have the d2 expansion... but even if they have, i guess it won't be meaningful to start from scratch and having to end the game prematurely because of time constrains... games like d2 are meant to be played over a long period...

heard from bra aka brandon tt u also play d2... still find it quite refreshing to meet female gamers... u using the lastest version ie. v1.10? can always play online with brandon or me, if u want to...

don't quite agree with how many of the girls todae eat just so little... a social illness, i say... obsession with a distorted view of beauty... hmmm... strong words there? it seems to me tt it's quite a miracle as to how they manage to survive on such litte food... so u wanna be thin... and u wanna eat all those sinfully over nutritious stuff peeking at u on the opposite table...

well, eat them! and just exercise! there's this thought in me as to whether some girls just want to be thin the lazy way... by eating less tt is... unhealthy...

think i'm typing to fast... hope my post's still coherent enough for reading...

ya... my parents starting to nag at me to shut down the com and get ready for dinner... k k... shall blog another dae...

ay yai yai... have quite a couple of things going through my mind now tt i would like to type out... but if wat my friend said is true, then there's gonna be a turn-out at 7... which doesn't really leave me with much time...

YES!!!!!!!!! my second song is FINALLY completed... well well... had a diff time coming up with the lyrics... partly due to the fact tt i wanted to make the song a relatively long one... anywayz, i will only post up the lyrics when the digital camera gets charged aka some time not tt soon... found it quite senseless to charge the camera just to take 3 photos... lamez...

went out with bra yesterday... to tty: hey, so sorry i replied late to yr msg... found tt i have been increasingly laggy in replying to msgs... and sometimes i forget to reply... yes... forget... haiz... so here's wat happened yesterday... me and bra went to play lan at dhoby ghaut... then wat happened next was tt bra was supposed to meet up with LP... but me, having no other plans (read: nothing better to do), put on my rhino hide (read: thick skin) and went to be a light bulb...

so went to orchard to meet her... walked to cineleisure only to discover tt there's no more seat for howl's moving castle... oh no!!! so? so we played a bit of arcade before deciding to check out if there was any bowling alley at cineleisure... turned out tt there wasn't any...

eh... dun have much time to type too much... shall tell u (tty) wat happened next outing...

basically, we didn't get to watch a movie, bowl or play pool... wat we managed to do however was to plan lan... which er hmmm... does not at all, go well when u have girl company...

to LP: if u do get to read until here... so sorry tt we did so much walking and ended up doing nothing much... a series of unfortunate events? lol...

it's nitez out again todae... looks like this wk is gonna be quite a boring wk... me now slacking in my friend's house, using his com... zzz... actually got nothing worthy of blogging... just being bo liao...

http://www.6park.com/enter1/messages/68533.html (coutersy of tty) a song tt is composed using diff lines from diff songs... the tunes of the lines follow tt of the original song too... a neat effort...

been out of action for some time... cos of some internet connection problem... but finally got it fixed up and running...

went for range on fri... guess wat? i'm a MARKSMAN!!! lamez... think it's because the range this time round was much easier than last year's... anyway, a lot of other ppl also got the $200 and marksman badge... absolutely tiring... didn't have a gd sleep for 44hrs... wonder if any of my peeps spotted me with eyebags on yesterday's movie outing...

had a lot of blog reading to catch up on... anyway, downloading the maple story all over again... thanks to a stupid corrupted file... and the downloading now is taking like ages...

to ju-zi: hey... so sorry for always changing the outing details and making u rush... just unlucky tt u always watch sucky movies when u go out with us... haha... yeah... we should try out something new for our next outing... but had been thinking for a long time liao... i guess tt there's really not much to do on this small island... or maybe there is, but because we are too unhip or unresourceful enough to noe of any fun and cheap trills to spend away the wkend...

yo... so it's v-dae todae... happy valentine's day!!! let's see... tty, me and bra are all not attached... ju-zi is also not... so i guess tt only applies for emu? haha...

it's nites out tonite, but dun really feel like going out, given the fact tt i dun have any valentine to begin with... and to go out seeing couples being mushy to each other... ah... count me out...

browsed through the newspaper yesterdae... saw this headline saying how singaporean parents are feeling the heat from china students... sorta late tt they only brought up the issue now... maybe they had brought it up b4... perhaps it is because the number of china students studying here has increased...

i would like to think tt it is not a matter of whether the china students are brighter than the local ones, but tt they are more hardworking and naturally inquisitive... willing to learn beyond wat is taught in the books... tt's a point which i feel is lacking in the typical singaporean schooler... haiz... studying for the sake of a paper qualification...

i've been thinking for quite some time now tt some ppl who are reading my blog might be inferring the wrong things... i say this out of intuition and in the light of certain ways in which some ppl are interacting with me... i had never thought about this from another perspective b4... am i willing to be, on this blog, equally open-booked to everyone who reads my blog? someone who knows me well might be able to infer the correct things but another person, who is a mere acquaintance, might infer the wrong things and worse still, the opposite of wat i actually mean...

it is the latter tt bothers me... incorrect inferring... esp if the person who inferred wrongly plays a substantial role in my everyday life...

ahhh... i feel tt i'm starting to drift off and type nonsensically... anyway, it's time to sleep... oh ya... if i have time i might just tell u the strange dream i had of ju-zi and emu yesterday... dreams are often very weird stuff... haha... but tt's wat's nice about them, dun u agree?

valentine day's coming... and as wat had been for the past 19 years, this year's still a valentine-less day for me...

was watching SHE's mtv wo3 ai4 ni3 the other day... long music video tt set me thinking... there was this young girl and guy who were childhood lovers... so they were deeply in love for who-knows-how-many years when the cruelties of war separated them... at this point in time, i'll like to add tt they promised each other tt they would like each other, through this life-time and many more... before they separated, the girl passed a box to the guy, telling him tt she stored all her love for him in tt box and whenever he thought of her, he could open the box...

40 years later, the girl, now a married woman with children, managed to find out the whereabouts of the guy... they met up and the woman was surprised to find tt the guy had waited for her all this while and tt he had not opened up the box tt she had given him, in fear tt her love for him would disappear into the air... do i hear 'ohhhhhhhhh... so sad...'?

the woman felt guilty and sad... tt she had broken the promise tt they made years ago... and the thing was tt she still had feelings for him (despite being married to someone else)... so she made a decision tt would bring pain to many ard her... she asked for her husband's permission to let her go back to her childhood lover... and the husband agreed!!! and even bought a house for the 2 of them...

now, wat do u think about this whole thing?
1a) would you be like the guy, and wait for yr lover for so many years, 'blindly?' trusting tt she'll return to you, and yet knowing tt there might be a possibility tt she might have married someone else?
1b) if you are only willing to wait for yr lover only for a number of years (and not eternally), how many years do you think you'll wait for him/her? be trueful...
2) wat would you do if you were the woman's husband?

was taking a train back to camp some time back... saw this lady... prob in her mid or late 20s... quite surprised to find someone who is sooo feminine... reminded me of florence... the lady tt i saw was even more feminine than florence! and i thought florence was pretty feminine enough... i mean the first time when i saw florence... i think a few ppl might agree with me tt she has become less feminine through the years (but again, tt's not the main point)...

to find someone who is so extremely (maybe i've exaggerated a bit, but a bit is all it is) feminine comes as quite a surprise to me... feminine in all aspects... posture, way she holds her conversations, demureness, gestures... do i sense some lady's hair rising in anger? quite an extinct breed of ppl i guess, pretty much like the endangering of the gentleman...

Happy New Year!!! really busy this few days... managed to just squeeze in a bit of time to blog... to ju-zi: so sorry, i reply late... maybe u organise an outing? anyway, who was tt person who thought tt u were les? lol... wonder wat u did to make tt person think tt way... *eyes rolling*

finally created a new blog... www.allaboutdreams.blogspot.com an idiotproof blog add... going to use it to write all tt i know about dreams, in particular dream control... just to share some experience... anyway, u can access it from my blog drop-down list... currently dun have any posts on it yet... so u'll find yrself at a webpage saying tt the url is not found... still have not settled down on wat the blog's template should be...

ya... so now i have to prepare to go house visiting again... maybe i'll blog again on sat when i'm staying over at tty's place...

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What kind of blogger are you?

so i'm here again... to talk about the events tt's happening ard uninteresting me... zzz...

todae seems like another wkend to me... everybody's at home... sis is not working, my parents and i are all on off... another slack day, doing basically nothing much... well not really nothing at all... did some housework just now...

mapling now... waiting for my char to heal by himself... so don't waste time... blog while i wait...

decided to stop mapling at last... uhhh!!! it's been 5hrs since i started this post... ie. it's now 5pm!!! omg... actually not really, but tt's out of the point... computer games are a huge hazard to me... watever hazard tt might be... i tend to play hours on end... ya... and my parents are increasingly complaining about how i just sit in front of the com, dunnoe doing wat... haiz...

there just have to be these leechers in these online games... leeching just about anything tt can be leeched... experience, items, gold... and i met one just now tt really irked me... he leeched the itms of the monsters tt i killed... so welll, i called him a leecher and his immediate response was: so wat? blood suckers...

going to cut my hair later... and buy some eating stuff to last me for the long stay in camp tt's coming up... schedule for this few weeks, past and future: having, about to had, a long wkend this week... tt's y i'm here typing this post... next up i'll be camping in camp (der...) till sat morn... dun understand y they wanna put a IPPT test on sat... no brains... so i book out next sat morn and book in on most prob sat evening... then it's live firing on sun and booking out on tues afternoon for the reunion dinner...

ok, it has nothing to do with u, so y did u read it? i also dunnoe... (do i sense someone with a can't-wait-to-bian-me look?)... lol...

ya... my mom's at me again... going to log off soon... anyone who plan to have any outing during the chinese new year long wkend call me along yeah?

oh yah, to ju-zi: it's all b'cause of tt dumb wei yuan, flooding my tagboard... tt's y all the earlier posts have been replaced...

just want to post some stuff tt should have been posted long ago, but nv did... to yanfang's comment in the chatterbox... i do drawing and writing lyrics recreationally... as for other talents ah... not sure abt it... maybe u tell me? to bra's comment... the lyrics in the song should be (in the 5th line) shi4 guo4 jing4 qian1 instead of shi4 guo4 bian4 qian1...

recently discovered tt my friends and i are more interconnected than i imagined... 1st realised it when i came to know tt ju-zi, hui shi and meiwen actually know each other (they are currently in the same cca)... ju-zi's my sec friend, hui shi my JC OG mate and ex-e-mail penpal, meiwen my JC 1st 3 mths classmate... very interesting... and emu's ex is my BMTC bunkmate!!! singapore's really a small world... and meiwen also know xinni! (my pri sch mate)...

see when i got the time go to friendster and dig out even more interconnections... this is really interesting...

oh, before i forget... the answer to the puzzle tt i posted... so wat did the shop sell? u noe yr door number? #01-23 has 4 digits, so $4... #01-234 has 5 digits, so $5... the shop sells door numbers...

have been reading this book tt has been popular in my platoon... it's called fatal seduction 2... well, turned out tt it was those kinda 'yellow' book... made me wonder how true the characters in the book are compared to ppl in real life... majority of the characters are flirtatious ppl who have high libidos, constantly thinking about sex related stuff...

this reminds me of wat i saw last sun... appalled by wat i saw... was walking towards the main rd to take a taxi tt morning... had to pass by this other block of flat... somewhere not very far away from the lifts of the flat is this small relatively dark corner... so, there was this guy standing in front of the corner, looking left and right, as if keeping a lookout for something... and when he saw me and my mother walking towards him, he was sorta caught off guard... for wat? i'll tell ya...

he just didn't have enough time to notify the woman behind him... so when me and my mother walked pass him, i glanced at the corner... and there was this woman, panickingly trying to put on her panties... totally appalled... dun tell me they were making out before they were discovered? in the open? (even though it's 5.45, it's a dark corner, tt place is frequently used by ppl moving ard tt area...) have they no sense? or shame for tt matter? i'm bewildered...

photos taken on new year's day, when my friends came over to celebrate my b'dae!!!


poor hoe hiong being bullied by emu and ju-zi... haha...


now who's tt guy being squashed by mr bradon? lol... bra, tty, me and hh


the birthday cake!!! yum yum... nice chocolate flavour!!!


hh and emu... trying to act cute? :)


emu and ju-zi...

hopefully i'll be in a better mood when i blog again, if i'm going to, on mon, when i 'enjoy?' my postponed off...

20 years... of joy, sadness, ecstasy, anxiety... haizzz...

had a gathering last sat ie. new year's day... meiju, emu, tty, bra and hh came to my house... found smth amiss when i went to fetch ju-zi and bra from the mrt station... a very indiscreet effort by bra carrying a huge plastic bag tt aroused my suspicion... lolz... cos we always meet up empty handed, so the 'luggage' naturally seemed v out of place... but didn't think of it as being a birthdae cake until bra asked me if there was space in my fridge... haha...

Thanx!!! thank you guys for helping me to celebrate my birthdae... it was the 1st time tt my friends bought me a birthdae cake and sang me a birthdae song... i was so touched... thanx!!! : )

so we talked, played dai dee and bridge and watched princess diaries 2 tt dae... wat a way to start the new year!!! thought i would have the best birthdae to date... but...

i booked out late yesterdae night, only to reach home to spent 3min 45sec of my birthdae at home... tt must been the least time i spent at home, for any of the birthdaes tt i have had... and to think tt i might have not been able to book out yesterdae at all... all thanks to the CO COC (commanding officer change of command) parade and dinner...

this week was a terrible week... the discipline of my platoon is starting to piss me to my limits... an incompetent ic as well as some indecisive, non power-exerting sergeants and platoon mates who act like some big f just because they think they are some '2nd year soldier'... tt wasn't the end of my misery...

had tried to apply for off on my b'dae, only to find at a late time tt it was rejected... wanted to ask a friend out and watch a movie, have a meal... just any friend who might be free, to spend my b'dae with me... so i had msg-ed this friend and asked if she was free... (i'm tired of having to answer questions tt constantly ask me who the shes in my blog refer to, ya... so dun ask)... she wasn't free in the beginning, but after i got to know tt my off wasn't approved, she became free... u get wat i'm talking about?

so i spent fri night, my b'dae, in camp till v late... and tml, sun, my mother's b'dae, i'm going back to do a 24h guard duty... and my foot rot has just spread to my right feet, at the mean time getting worse on my left feet... we got to know tt we'll be doing 4 ATM, when they told us previously tt we won't be doing anything... sucky week... totally sucky...